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1944 · PDF PAGE 63

The Book of Thoth

…dint of meditation: DUST DEVILS. In the Wind of the mind arises the turbulence called I. It breaks; down shower the barren thoughts. All life is choked. This desert is the Abyss wherein is the Universe. The Stars are but thistles in that waste. Yet this desert is but one spot accurséd in a world of bliss. Now and again Travellers cross the desert; they come from the Great Sea, and to the Great Sea they go. And as they go they spill water; one day they will irrigate the desert, till it flower. See! Five footprints of a Camel! V.V.V.V.V. (For the…

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1898 · PDF PAGE 8

Jezebel

… that sacrament Of shame. From the day unto this My cheek desires that hideous kiss. Her hate, her scorn, her cruel blows, Fill my whole life, consume my breath ; Her red-fanged hatred in me glows, I lust for her, and hell, and death. I see that ghastly look, and yearn Toward the brands of her that burn. Sleep shuns me ; dreams divide the night, (My parched throat thirsty for her veins) That she and I with deep delight Suck from death’s womb infernal pains, Whose fire consumes, destroys, devours Through night’s insatiable hours. And altogether …

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1899 · PDF PAGE 171

Jephthah and Other Mysteries

…th Fate. Man answers: Love is stronger, work more sure, Glory more fadeless than his shafts abate. Though «all worlds fail, the pulse of Life be still, God fall, all darken, he hath not his will Of deeds beyond recall, that shall endure : For us, these three divinest glasses fill,

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1899 · PDF PAGE 49

Tale of Archais

…ed them with rich blood, And wrath restrained from sight the torrid flood Of tears ; her eyes were terrible ; she spake : “ Rise for thy life, and flee. Arise, awake, And hide thee in the temple ; Zeus hath spoken To me—me, Queen of Love—O sceptre broken !— O vainest of all realms ! that thou must die. This only chance is left thee yet, to fly Within that sanctity even he not dares To touch with impious hand ; thus unawares Creep in among the columns to a gate My hand shall show thee ; it will open straight And thou must lie forgotten till his …

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1905 · PDF PAGE 111

Oracles

…sical merge Watches alone the man. O silvern shape and span Of moonlight, reaching over the grey, large Breast of the surf-bound strand, Life of the earth, God’s child, Man’s bride, the light of the sweet land ! Are emeralds ever a spark of this clear green, Or sapphires hints of this diviner blue, Or rubies shadows of this rosy hue, Or light itself elsewhere so clear and clean ? For all the sparkling dews of heaven fallen far Crystalline, fixed, forgotten (as a star Forgets its nebulous virginity) Are set in all the sky and earth and sea. Shin…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 117

Orpheus

Let all the life and dream and death be done, And all the love and hate be woven in one, All things be broken of the winter winds, No soul stand up and look upon the sun! Save only mine !|—that my voice may confound The universe, and spell the mighty sound To shake all heaven and earth, to mingle hell In chaos, in some limitless profound ; That it may tear Olympus from its place, Mix it with Hades, change the Ocean space, _ Level the tides of time that sink and swell, And curse my very father to his face! O father, father Apollo, did I wrong Th…

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1961 · PDF PAGE 36

Liber Aleph

…o the Heresy which maketh Pain, and Self-sacrifice as it were Bribes to corrupt God, to secure some future Pleasure in an imagined After-life. Nay, also of the other Part, fear not to destroy thy Complexes, thinking dreadfully thereby to lose the Power of creating Joy by their Distinction. Yet in each Marriage be thou bold to affirm the spiritual Ardour of the Orgasm, fixing it in some Talisman, whether it be Art, or Magick, or Theurgy. g

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1961 · PDF PAGE 126

Liber Aleph

…e true Thoughts which are but conscious Expressions of our Will, such as manifest in our Poesy, or our Music, or other Flower-Ray of our Life quintessential. Nay, the Cloud-Thought is born of Division and of Doubt; for all Thoughts, except hey be creative emanations, are Witnesses to Conflict within us. Our settled Relations with the Universe do not disturb our Minds, as, by Example, our automatic Functions, which speak to us only in the Sign of Distress. Thus all consideration is Demonstration of Doubt, and Doubt of Duality, which is the Root …

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1905 · PDF PAGE 267

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…m, small, and still, directing desolation ; Death to the world athwart its path.—So he Cried out upon me, ‘‘ Till this barren staff Take life, and bud, and blossom, and bear fruit, And shed sweet scent—so long God casteth thee Out from His glory!” Stricken, smitten, slain— When—one unknown, a pilgrim with the rest, Darting long rugged fingers and deep eyes, Reached to the sceptre with his word and will— Buds, roses, blossoms! Lilies of the Light ! Bloom, bloom, the fragrance shed upon the air ! Out flames the miracle of life and love! Out, out …

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1929 · PDF PAGE 36

Moonchild

…is right to be so stern about a trifle?" "Keeping one's word is no trifle. False in one, false in all. Can't you see how simple it makes life for me, never to have to worry about a decision, always to be able to refer everything to a simple standard, my Will? And can't you see how simple it makes life for you, to know that if I once say a thing, I'll do it?" "Yes. I do see. But, oh, Cyril, what agony I passed through that evening!" "That was ignorance," said Simon Iff, "the cause of all suffering. You failed to read him, to be assured that, jus…

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1901 · PDF PAGE 71

The Mother’s Tragedy

…n. CHORUS. Hail, Pachad, king of Egypt and the Nile! Hail, Pachad, Lord of the two lands, all hail ! PACHAD. King of himself and lord of life and death, No lesser throne! I have borne me as a god, Avenging on my nearest blood the sin That brought me shameful to the shameless light. I have not faltered nor turned back at all, Nor moved my purpose for a moment’s thought. Nor will I now. The god is gone from me, And as a man I feel the living shame Of my existence, and the biting brand Of murder set upon me, and the sting Of my discrownéd forehead…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 99

Oracles

…wers of earth ! O Self-hood softer than the babe at birth, Sweeter than love, more amorous than wine, Where is thy peer upon the face of life ? I love myself, the daughter of the dawn. Come, silken night, in your deep wings withdrawn Let me be folded, as a tender wife In my own arms imagined ! Let me sleep, Unwaking from the admirable deep ! My arms fell lazily about the bed. I lay in some delicious trance. I fell Deep through sleep’s chambers to the gate of Hell, And on that flaming portalice I read

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1905 · PDF PAGE 177

Oracles

…I stand on the mountain, My soul into God’s withdrawn And look to the East like a fountain That shoots up the spray of the dawn. And the life of the mountain swims through me (So the song of a thrush in me thrills) And the dawn speaks to me, of old for it knew me The soul of the hills. I stand on the mountain in wonder As the splendour springs up in the East, As the cloud banks are rended asunder, And the wings of the Night are released. As in travail a maiden demented, Afraid of the deed she hath done, By no man lamented, springs up the sweet-…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 147

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…n of Shu. [Knock] Let us adore the Lord and King of Air] Shaddai El ChaiI Almighty and ever—living One, be Thy Name ever magnified in the Life of All (Sign of Shu.) Amenl gram of Spirit Active AGLA. in these names: EXARP.] [Make the Invoking Penta— ]! IHVH. [Make the Invoking Penta— }AHII‘L gram of Air in these ShDI AL ChI] names: And Elohim said: Let us make Adam in our own image, after our likeness, and let them have dominion over the {owls of the air. In the Names of IHVH and of ShDI AL ChI, Spirits of Air, adore your Creatorl 105

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1912 · PDF PAGE 147

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…n of Shu. [Knock] Let us adore the Lord and King of Air] Shaddai El ChaiI Almighty and ever—living One, be Thy Name ever magnified in the Life of All (Sign of Shu.) Amenl gram of Spirit Active AGLA. in these names: EXARP.] [Make the Invoking Penta— ]! IHVH. [Make the Invoking Penta— }AHII‘L gram of Air in these ShDI AL ChI] names: And Elohim said: Let us make Adam in our own image, after our likeness, and let them have dominion over the {owls of the air. In the Names of IHVH and of ShDI AL ChI, Spirits of Air, adore your Creatorl 105

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1913 · PDF PAGE 148

Book 4 (Part II)

…ortunity for crucial assistance to a pupil. However dull the drudgery, it should be undergone. If it were possible to regret anything in life, which is fortunately not the case, it would be the hours wasted in fruitful practices which might have been more profitably employed on sterile ones : for NEMO ^ in tending his garden seeketh not to single out the flower that shall be NEMO after him. And we are not told that NEMO might have used other things than those which he actually does use; it seems possible that if he had not the acid or the knife…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 157

Cambridge Poets 1900–1913

…my general plan . If He, anew , Perchance may need to fight, utility , Not glory , will incite Him thereunto . Lo, in His service all my life is spent Creating righteous labour , which is bread : (Lazarus enters . He loves me well , and I am confident He will receive my soul when I am dead . 138

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1913 · PDF PAGE 149

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…RSYAS. OLYMPAS. To use the sacred oil of work ? Not from the valley shalt thou test The eggs that line the eagle’s nest! Climb, with thy life at stake, the ice, The sheer wall of the precipice! Master the cornice, gain the breach, And learn what next the ridge can teach! Yet—not the ridge itself may speak The secret of the final peak. All ridges join at least. Admitted, O thou astute and subtle-witted | Yet one—loose, jagged, clad in mist! Another—firm, smooth, loved and kissed By the soft sun! Our order hath This secret of the solar path, Even…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 149

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…RSYAS. OLYMPAS. To use the sacred oil of work ? Not from the valley shalt thou test The eggs that line the eagle’s nest! Climb, with thy life at stake, the ice, The sheer wall of the precipice! Master the cornice, gain the breach, And learn what next the ridge can teach! Yet—not the ridge itself may speak The secret of the final peak. All ridges join at least. Admitted, O thou astute and subtle-witted | Yet one—loose, jagged, clad in mist! Another—firm, smooth, loved and kissed By the soft sun! Our order hath This secret of the solar path, Even…

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1928 · PDF PAGE 41

Little Poems in Prose

…their genius has made for themselves, they must sometimes laugh at those who compassionate them for their troubled fortune and for their life so chaste.

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