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1929 · PDF PAGE 472

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…torate had decided to allow British hypocrisy and stupidity to win their battles for them by making themselves absurd and obscene in the eyes of all sensible people. One day, I think early in 1915. I was seated on the top of what the American purists calls a stage, and we a bus. This vehicle was proceeding (or attempting to proceed) up Fifth Avenue, which is a sort of ditch lined with diamonds and over-rouged stenographers, all at a price totally disproportionate to the value of the article. I was not interested in these objects of merchandise;…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 217

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…given up Basil, I had given up all idea of living a decent life, I had embraced the monster in whose arms I was struggling, gone with my eyes wide open into his dungeon, devoted myself to drugs, and why? I was Sir Peter’s wife. The loss of my virtue, independence, self-respect, were demanded by my loyalty to him. And already that loyalty demanded disloyalty of another kind. It was a filthy paradox. Peter had sent me to McCall with perfect foresight. I knew well enough what he expected of me, and I gloried in my infamy—partly for its own sake, b…

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1996 · PDF PAGE 177

The Law is for All

…e of guilt, his selfishness, and his cowardice, which originally forced her to blaspheme against herself, and so degraded her in her own eyes, and in his. Let him attend to his own particular business, to redeem himself—he has surely his hands full! Woman will save herself if she be but left alone to do it. I see it! I, the Beast, who have seen—who see—Space splendid with stars; who have seen—who see—the Body of our Lady Nuit, all-pervading; and therein swallowed up, to have found—to find—no soul that is not wholly of Her. Woman! thou drawest u…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 535

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…ne had them, persuading oneself that somehow or other they will arrive, scorning every success, forgetting every failure, shutting one's eyes to unpleasant facts, and interpreting every bit of good luck as a triumph beyond the power of trumpets to tell --- a token of the intense interest taken by the Almighty in His favourite child --- this course of conduct, though its more reasonable practitioners are ready to admit that it is rant and rubbish, is pursued as part of a calculated policy. They are ready to fool themselves in order to take advan…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 116

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…e with the thumb of your right hand the right ear, and with that of the left hand the left ear. Close with the two index fingers the two eyes, place the two middle fingers upon the two nostrils, and let the remaining fingers press upon the upper and the lower lips. Draw a deep breath, close both the nostrils at once, and swallow the breath. . . . Keep the breath inside as long as you conveniently can; then expire it slowly.t * “Hatha Yoga Pradipika,” p. 28; the “Svetasvatara Upanishad;” and the “Shiva Sanhita,” chap. iii, 25. + “Hatha Yoga Prad…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 120

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…th them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them and be their God. And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.{ we obtain the right distance. In the above the Will takes the place of the hand. * See also “ The Yogasara-Sangraha,” p. 74. t It is to be noted that the symbolism made use of here is almost identical with that so often made use of in the Yoga Shastras and in the Ved…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 116

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…e with the thumb of your right hand the right ear, and with that of the left hand the left ear. Close with the two index fingers the two eyes, place the two middle fingers upon the two nostrils, and let the remaining fingers press upon the upper and the lower lips. Draw a deep breath, close both the nostrils at once, and swallow the breath. . . . Keep the breath inside as long as you conveniently can; then expire it slowly.t * “Hatha Yoga Pradipika,” p. 28; the “Svetasvatara Upanishad;” and the “Shiva Sanhita,” chap. iii, 25. + “Hatha Yoga Prad…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 120

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…th them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them and be their God. And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.{ we obtain the right distance. In the above the Will takes the place of the hand. * See also “ The Yogasara-Sangraha,” p. 74. t It is to be noted that the symbolism made use of here is almost identical with that so often made use of in the Yoga Shastras and in the Ved…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 369

Diary of a Drug Fiend

… said impatiently, ‘‘ and what was it ? ” She put her hands behind her back and bent her head. Her eyelids closed over her long slanting eyes, and her red, snaky mouth began to work tremulously. “While you were asleep after tiffin,” she said, ‘‘ Big Lion took me up to the semicircular seat on the hill above the Strangers’ House, and put me through my paces. He made me tell him all my early life and especially the part just before I met you, when I thought I loved him. And he made me see that all I had done was to try to please myself, and that …

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1922 · PDF PAGE 370

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…forgot who you were, didn’t know who kissed you and brought you your breakfast.” She looked up with a slow half-shamefaced smile into my eyes. “And I lost you,” said I, “after tiffin, when I remembered myself and forgot my work. And all the time you were here helping me to do my work. And I didn’t understand.” We stood awhile in silence. Both our hearts were seething with suppressed necessity to speak. It was a long, long while before I found a word; and when it came, it was intense and calm and confident. “T love you.” Not all the concentratio…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 183

Oracles

…t few stars immaculate Watch their own beauty in its depth, and chill Their own desire within its icy stream. Let me move on with vacant eyes, as one Lost in the labyrinth of some ill dream, Move and move on, and never see the sun Lap all the mist with orange and red gold, Throw some lank windmill into iron shade, And stir the chill canal with manifold Lays of clear morning ; never grow afraid When he dips down beyond the far flat land, Know never more the day and night apart, Know not where frost has laid his iron hand, Save only that it faste…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 434

Magick Without Tears

… came of a noble Polish family; she was short, sturdy , rather plump but singularly agile; good-looking in a brutal sort of way. But-her eyes! For fifty years she had lived nearly all the year round in her chateau in Touraine. She had plenty of money, and had always surrounded herself with a dozen or more boys and young men. (By young I mean up to forty .) She not only looked twenty-five but she lived twenty-five. It was a genuine , natural , spontaneous twenty-five, not a gallant effort. She would dance the night through and go a long walk in …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 113

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…atest masters must make use of worldly symbols; thus it has come about that corruption has cankered the sublimest of truths, until man’s eyes, no longer seeing the light, see but the flameless lantern, because of the filth that has been cast about it, 99

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1910 · PDF PAGE 113

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…atest masters must make use of worldly symbols; thus it has come about that corruption has cankered the sublimest of truths, until man’s eyes, no longer seeing the light, see but the flameless lantern, because of the filth that has been cast about it, 99

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1996 · PDF PAGE 112

The Law is for All

… forest or on the mountain; but in beds of purple, caressed by magnificent beasts of women with large limbs, and fire and light in their eyes, and masses of flaming hair about them; there shall ye find them. Ye shall see them at rule, at victorious armies, at all the joy; and there shall be in them a joy a million times greater than this. Beware lest any force another, King against King! Love one another with burning hearts; on the low men trample in the fierce lust of your pride, in the day of your wrath. Commentary: The Christians to the Lion…

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1938 · PDF PAGE 7

The Heart of the Master

…grey cloud? Hark! Yes, the few that are still alive have seen what rouses them to lift their crippled arms, to star with blear bloodshot eyes, to jabber with broken jaw-bones and torn tongues. “For Christ's sake,” screams an emasculate rag of flesh, “don't look at that damned Star!” “We're lost,” another squeals. “The Beast!” yells a third: maniac. I too am appalled not a little. For on the moving fumes crawl monstrous and hideous shapes—frightful forms, detestable gestures. All past belief for loathsomeness: filling my mortal spirit with delir…

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1938 · PDF PAGE 20

The Heart of the Master

…e, and bread. Of these did he bid me partake; and they being consumed, he took a phial of golden oil from their midst, and anointed mine eyes, and mine ears, and my lips. With that I was aware of the image of a God, severe and noble of aspect, his spirit utterly calm, in his right hand a sickle and in his left an hourglass. And as I looked upon him, he reversed his wrist, for the last grain of sand was fallen through. Then did my Instructor point with a little wand to a great chart not wholly filled, and there came the shadow of a man's hand, a…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 138

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…mbs, Lissome that clamber Like god-reaching hymns ; The flame in its chamber Of glory that swims, The spirit and shape of the fire, mine eyes with fine dew that bedims! Exempt from the bond All others that binds, As a flowery frond The spark of thee blinds, Within and beyond As a thought of the mind’s In all, and about, and above! I invoke thee, my word as the wind’s. THE FIRE. I, raging and lowering, I, flying and cowering, I, weaving and woven, Budding and flowering, Spiring and showering, Cleaving and cloven ! My being encloses Fountains of …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 174

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…now- ledge of the vanity of physiological tests) I should judge my weight had diminishedt The A’sana gave no pain till I moved. I had my eyes turned up to the third eye. Vivekananda says: “vibration of body” is the second stage of Pranayama. I get this, but put it down to weakness, Dharana on tip of nose for five minutes, Heard a voice saying: “And if you’re passing, won’t you?” Concentration on any organ seems to make it very sensitive—a fleck of down lighting on my nose made me jump. Pranayama, Three cycles of 7 minutes (ze. Twelve cycles of …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 174

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…now- ledge of the vanity of physiological tests) I should judge my weight had diminishedt The A’sana gave no pain till I moved. I had my eyes turned up to the third eye. Vivekananda says: “vibration of body” is the second stage of Pranayama. I get this, but put it down to weakness, Dharana on tip of nose for five minutes, Heard a voice saying: “And if you’re passing, won’t you?” Concentration on any organ seems to make it very sensitive—a fleck of down lighting on my nose made me jump. Pranayama, Three cycles of 7 minutes (ze. Twelve cycles of …

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