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1912 · PDF PAGE 27

Book 4 (Part I)

…act your attention; while if you are vowed to obedience the question of what you are to do no longer frets: you simply obey. There are a great many other obstacles which you will discover as you go on, and it is proposed to deal with these in turn. But let us pass by for the moment to the point where you are nearing success. In your early struggles you may have found it difficult to conquer sleep; and you may have wandered so far from the object of your meditations without noticing it, that the meditation has really been broken; but much later o…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 321

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…onfession ‘l‘l’l Leah?האל Perhaps, possibly; would that!?ול Angel of 8 Ρ.??אבא GOD (Ch.)?אהלא Behold!?ולא Perished, grew old?הלב To grow great?לדג Banner?לגר Tenuity, breath, vanity; in vain;?לבה Abel. [I.Z.Q., “the Super- ual Breathers,”] Night Demon of 2"d Dec. $?לאו Profession?לד Jechidah, the Atma Of Hindu `|-?הריו philosophy בהל (e) Devotion or forse?ןל Flame '”37

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1912 · PDF PAGE 321

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…onfession ‘l‘l’l Leah?האל Perhaps, possibly; would that!?ול Angel of 8 Ρ.??אבא GOD (Ch.)?אהלא Behold!?ולא Perished, grew old?הלב To grow great?לדג Banner?לגר Tenuity, breath, vanity; in vain;?לבה Abel. [I.Z.Q., “the Super- ual Breathers,”] Night Demon of 2"d Dec. $?לאו Profession?לד Jechidah, the Atma Of Hindu `|-?הריו philosophy בהל (e) Devotion or forse?ןל Flame '”37

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1913 · PDF PAGE 265

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…Grace Darling. Oh the wonderful gospel that she brings to perishing humanity! She has discovered the secret of eternal youth : like most great discoveries, it isa very simple one. “When tired, rest!” This puts Grace Dawson several streets ahead of Madame Curie, and disposes once for all of the assertion that the female brain is inferior to the male. “When tired, rest!” How grand, how simple, how sublime! When human souls, by passion led, Are overworked and underfed, Who tucks them in their little bed ? Grace Dawson. I yawn, I rub mine eyes, I p…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 458

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

… and with an alarmed air; “how are you?” “Very well,” replied Eliphas. “But last night, at two o'clock in the morning, did you not run a great danger ?” Eliphas did not grasp the allusion; he already no longer remembered the indisposition of the night. 160

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1913 · PDF PAGE 265

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…Grace Darling. Oh the wonderful gospel that she brings to perishing humanity! She has discovered the secret of eternal youth : like most great discoveries, it isa very simple one. “When tired, rest!” This puts Grace Dawson several streets ahead of Madame Curie, and disposes once for all of the assertion that the female brain is inferior to the male. “When tired, rest!” How grand, how simple, how sublime! When human souls, by passion led, Are overworked and underfed, Who tucks them in their little bed ? Grace Dawson. I yawn, I rub mine eyes, I p…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 458

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

… and with an alarmed air; “how are you?” “Very well,” replied Eliphas. “But last night, at two o'clock in the morning, did you not run a great danger ?” Eliphas did not grasp the allusion; he already no longer remembered the indisposition of the night. 160

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1919 · PDF PAGE 195

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…ving the Law can that fragment expand into the infinite conception of the whole. I want you to share with me one little fragment of this great Truth which has been made clear to me this Sun-Day morning: I want you to come with me—if you will—just across the border-line of the Old Eon and gaze for a mo- ment at the New. Then, if the aspect pleases you, you will stay, or, it may be, you will return for a while, but the road once open and the Path plain, you will always be able to get there again, in the twinkling of an eye, just by readjusting yo…

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1930 · PDF PAGE 27

Magick in Theory and Practice (Section 4)

…w deep deep deep thy breath clos- ing thy mouth with thy right forefinger prest against thy lower lip. Then dashing down the hand with a great sweep back and out, expelling forcibly thy breath, cry AIIO ÏÏANTOS KAKOAAIMO NOS. With the same forefinger touch thy forehead, and say SOI, thy member, and say Q <I>AAAE 1, thy right shoulder, and say IS" XTPOS, thy left shoulder, and say ETXAPISTOS ; then clasp thine hands, locking the Angers, and cry IAQ. Advance to the East. Imagine strongly a Pentagram, aright, in thy forehead. Drawing the hands to …

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1954 · PDF PAGE 12

Magick Without Tears

…d way than his antecedent work. It requires quiet study and sober meditation to appreciate its scholarship, its profound insight and its great worth. The letters that comprise this volume were written fairly close to the end of Crowley's life here on earth. (It seems difficult at this writing to realize that he was born almost a century ago-in 1875!) Some critics are inclined to believe that he had become feebleminded toward the end, a condition which some felt to be due to the "softening" of his brain through his use of drugs. He was troubled …

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1907 · PDF PAGE 86

The Star in the West

… the poet says “ leprous entanglements of sense " ; here is a magnificent pas sage heated with passion and not a little lust : Breast to great breast and thigh to thigh , We look , and strain , and laugh , and die . I see the head hovering above To swoop for cruelty or love ; I feel the swollen veins below The knotted throat , the ebb and flow Of blood , not milk , in breasts of fire ; Of deaths , not fluctuants , of desire ; Of molten lava that abides Deep in the vast volcanic sides ; Deep scars where kisses once bit in Below young mountains t…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 288

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

… Triangle Square Octangle se; Detangle Dodekangle is the synthesis of Isis, Nephthys, and Hathoor. Sheis Aima, Binah, and Teb- unah, the great Supernal Mother Aima Elohim pouring upon Earth the Waters of Creation, In this Key she is completely unveiled, whilst in the twenty-first she was only partially so. The two urns con- tain the influences of Chokhmah and Binah. On the right springs the Tree of Life, and on the left the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and of Evil, whereon the bird of Hermes alights; therefore this Key represents the restored …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 288

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

… Triangle Square Octangle se; Detangle Dodekangle is the synthesis of Isis, Nephthys, and Hathoor. Sheis Aima, Binah, and Teb- unah, the great Supernal Mother Aima Elohim pouring upon Earth the Waters of Creation, In this Key she is completely unveiled, whilst in the twenty-first she was only partially so. The two urns con- tain the influences of Chokhmah and Binah. On the right springs the Tree of Life, and on the left the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and of Evil, whereon the bird of Hermes alights; therefore this Key represents the restored …

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1911 · PDF PAGE 150

The Vision and the Voice

THE EQUINOX the Holy Qabalah, concerning the Whirlpool and Leviathan, and the Great Stone. Thus long have I talked with thee in bidding thee depart, that the memory of the Aethyr might be dulled; for hadst thou come back suddenly into thy mortal frame, thou hadst fallen into madness or death. For the vision is not such that any may endure it. But now thy sense is dull, and the shew-stone but a stone. Therefore awake, and give secretly and apart the sign of the Mother, and call four times upon the name of CHAOS, that is the four-fold word that i…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 382

Magick Without Tears

…ow of his hotel, and flung masses of money to the mob. Soon after came a stranger, and said to him, "You have insulted the fourth of the great powers that rule this world; it shall be taken from you." It was so; he lost all. In the end he became, after a fashion, Sannyasi, and died (I suppose) in the usual odour. I thought of this incident in Paris in the twenties, when I saw American tourists plaster the bonnets of their cars with 1000 franc notes, or tear them up and strew the floors of banks with them. Grimly I prognosticated Twenty-Nine. An…

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1996 · PDF PAGE 286

The Law is for All

…tions are Crowley’s, from the A.'. A.-. Curricula. “Amath, an Essay on Truth.” In (14). “Berashith.” As (1) and in (7). “The Book of the Great Auk.” Surviving fragment in (9.v). “Eleusis.” In (7). 285

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1929 · PDF PAGE 112

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

… scholarship deserted him. He published nothing new and lived in sodden intoxication till death put and end to his long misery. He was a great man in his way. May he have expiated his errors and resumed his labours, with the advantage of experience! Summer was now at hand and the wanderlust reasserted itself in me. There was no point in my going back to Boleskine till the following Easter. As it happened, Mathers --- to whom I returned to report progress --- had two guests, members of the Order. They had just comeback from Mexico. The fancy too…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 53

John St. John

…oom and the door left open, so that she was inside on my return. Let me get into Asana. The Fifth Day So beginneth the Fifth Day of this great Magical Retirement. With two and twenty breath—cycles did I begin. This practice was a little easier; but not much better. It ought to become quite simple and natural before one devotes the half-minute of Kam- bhakam (breath held-in), when one is rigid to a strong projectionofWill toward Adonai,ashas been mycustom. I hope to-day will be more hard definite magical Work, less discourse, less beatific state o…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 64

Book 4 (Part II)

…Magician. One might almost say there is no scrap of material in the whole Universe with which he can dispense. His ultimate enemy is the great Magician, the Magician who created the whole illusion of the Universe; and to meet him in battle, so that nothing is left either of him or of yourself, you must be exactly equal to him. At the same time let the Magician never forget that every brick must tend to the summit of the pyramid — the sides must be perfectly smooth; there must be no false summits, even in the lowest layers. This is the practical…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 501

Magick Without Tears

…erse in philosophical and mathematical language, and you suppose (underlined three times with two question marks) that one could, with a great effort, deduce therefrom perfectly good reasons for an unswerving contemplation of one's umbilicus, or the performance of strange dances and the vibration of mysterious names. But what are you to say (you enquire) to the ordinary Bloke-on-the-Boulevard, to the man of the world who has acquired a shrewd knowledge of Nature, but finds no rational guide to the conduct of life. He observes many unsatisfactor…

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