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1929 · PDF PAGE 50

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…t time had changed all that. I still clung pathetically to Badminton; I had merely reached the stage of praying pathetically to meet the good guides described in the book. I was still obsessed by the idea that it was suicidal to cross snow-covered glaciers without a rope. So I took a porter: he was quite willing to obey my orders implicitly, since I was regarded as a Wunderkind. We went up the Jungfrau by the Schneehorn-Silberhorn route, I leading up and descending last. But it was the same old story. The man couldn't stand on a snow slope. I w…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 61

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

…n the fourth he fell to pieces under me : in the fifth I sedulously and conscien- tiously buggered the pieces one by one : but it was no good. Steven Jimson was (in the immortal word of Poe) a nearly liquid mass of loathsome, of de- testable putrescence. Do not think for a moment that my affection was shaken by so slight a cir- cumstance ! But I assure you — nay ! I swear it to you upon this holy Relic ! (He produced a piece of the True Touchher — home, with the Magdalene’s clap-juice sticking to it still, and reverently kissed it) — That there…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 299

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…D.-ms) FISHER UNWIN. μ. 6d. net. NO sentimental drivel in this little book, but songs sung by a man whose heart beats high and feels the good red blood tingling through his veins—who loves the scorching sun he curses, and the acrid country which gives him his splendid outlook upon life. In Artim/o Marti: is a volume of philosophy in itself, and should be circulated by the Religious Tract Society to all men, married or unmarried, in West Africa. A complaint could be made that this book is too reminiscent of Kipling; perhaps it is ; but then agai…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 299

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…D.-ms) FISHER UNWIN. μ. 6d. net. NO sentimental drivel in this little book, but songs sung by a man whose heart beats high and feels the good red blood tingling through his veins—who loves the scorching sun he curses, and the acrid country which gives him his splendid outlook upon life. In Artim/o Marti: is a volume of philosophy in itself, and should be circulated by the Religious Tract Society to all men, married or unmarried, in West Africa. A complaint could be made that this book is too reminiscent of Kipling; perhaps it is ; but then agai…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 107

Magick Without Tears

…the question, "How is the illusion of evil to be destroyed?" depends on another point of theory. We may postulate a Parabrahm infinitely good, etc., etc., etc., in which case we consider the destruction of the illusion of evil as the reuniting of the consciousness with Parabrahm. The unfortunate part of this scheme of things is that on seeking to define Parabrahm for the purpose of returning to Its purity, it is discovered sooner or later, that It possesses no qualities at all! In other words, as the fanner said, on being shown the elephant: Th…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 131

Diary of a Drug Fiend

… old sun myself if: I hadn’t been a married man. - However, there we were alone, alone for ever, Lou and I in Capri, it was all much too good to be true! Sunlight and moonlight and starlight! They were all in her eyes. And she handed out the cocaine with such a provocative gesture! I knew what it was to be insane. I could understand perfectly well why the silly fools that aren’t insane are afraid of being insane. I'd been that way myself when I didn’t know any better. : : This rotten little race of men measures the world by Its own standard. It…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 327

Magick Without Tears

… half-crown. You offend his pride, you pauperize him, you make a perfect cad of yourself, and you go off with a glow of having done your good deed for the day. It's all wrong. In such a case, you should make it the request for a favour. Say you're "dying for someone to talk to, and would he care to join you in a spot of lunch" at the Ritz, or wherever you feel that he will be the happiest. When you can do this sort of thing as it should be done, without embarrassment , false shame, with your whole heart in your words-do it simply, to sum up-you…

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1996 · PDF PAGE 160

The Law is for All

…he ages. Our ances­ tors survived because they were able to adapt themselves to their environment; their rivals failed to breed, and so “good” qualities are transmitted, while “bad” are sterile. Thus the race-thought, subconscious, tells a man that he must have a son, cost what it may. Rome was founded on the rape of the Sabine women. Would a reasoner have advocated that rape? Was it “justice” or “mercy” or “morality” or “Christianity”? There is much on the ethics of this point in Chapter II of this Book. Thomas Henry Huxley in his essay Evolut…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 58

The Goetia

…NESSENFATALL, PATHTUMON or PaTHaTumoN, and ITEmon; that thou appearest here before this Circle to fulfil my will in all things that seem good unto me. And if thou be still so disobedient, and refusest still to come, I will in the power and by the power of the name of the SuPpREME AND EVERLASTING Lorp Gop Who created both thee and me and all the world in six days, and what is con- tained therein, Ezz, Saray£, and by the power of this name PRIMEUMATON which commandeth the whole host of Heaven, curse thee, and deprive thee of thine office, joy, an…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 267

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…st lies with Research. Aum ! I take my refuge holy in the Light and Peace of Buddh. Aum! I take my refuge, slowly working out His Law of Good. Aum ! I take my refuge Jowly in His Pitying Brotherhood.

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1907 · PDF PAGE 47

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…asty face again ! [She spits at him and goes. Sir Percy (Aadf rises and falls back). Oh! oh! It is impossible. Lord Mar- quis, you are a good man. Tell me, it isa hideous dream. GLENSTRAE. No dream, my boy. You are the hundredth she has treated after this fashion. But cheer up now. There! There! Women are all the same. Eh, Maud? LADY GI.ENSTRAE. Who calls? What do you want? Leave me alone ! GLENSTRAE, Ah, nothing! Nothing, my dear. LADY GLENSTRAE. Pull down the blinds. GLENSTRAE. Certainly, certainly, my dear, I will ring. [Aings.

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1954 · PDF PAGE 193

Magick Without Tears

…he first drew air into his lungs. Let me add, to strengthen the argument , that on the few occasions where I have erred there has been a good astrological reason for it. E.g., I might plump for Pisces rising when it was actually Capricornus; but in that case Saturn would have been afflicted by being in Cancer, with bad aspects from Venus and the Moon, thus taking away aU his rugged, male, laborious qualities, and in the Ascendant might have been Jupiter, suggesting many of the qualities of Pisces: and so forth. Now let me start! You want me to …

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1906 · PDF PAGE 141

Collected Works (Vol. II)

… me. CriosDA. To invoke death it were to answer this. Maurya. Ah, then, forbear! {CRIOSDA zs silent. How shall I know the word? CRIOSDA. Good luck may bring it to the light. Maurya. III luck? CRIOSDA. A year’s delay. MAURYA. Ah, let me gain one gift

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1922 · PDF PAGE 67

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…e word you can imagine. She was not only a true friend, but a wise friend. She had evidently foreseen that we were going to run short of good old snow. Now I want all you fellows to take it as read that a man, if he calls himself a man, isn’t the kind of man that wants to stop a honeymoon with a girl in a Japanese kimono of the variety described, to have to put on a lot of beastly clothes and hunt all around Paris for a dope peddler. Of course, you'll say at once that I could have rung for the waiter and have him bring me a few cubic kilometres…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 270

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…; and he is but as a drunken man groping in the dark. Return, for thou canst not pass by. Hierophant: Let the Neophyte enter the path of Good, Hegemon: Whence comest thou? Kerux (for Neophyte): I am come from between the pillars and seek for the hidden Light of Occult Knowledge. DiacraM 11. Arrangement of the Temple in the 1° = 10° Ritual (first part). * The following five Rituals are considerably abridged; chiefly toeconomise space and so allow the rituals of the Neophyte and Adeptus Minor to be dealt with more fully. They are of little magica…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 282

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…the Supernal Eden containing the three Supernal Sephiroth... . And in the garden were the Tree of Life, and the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, which latter is from Malkuth .. . and a river Nahar went forth out of Eden, namely, from the Supernal Triad, to water the garden—the rest of the Sephiroth, And from thence it was divided into four heads, in Daath. . . . The first head is Pison, which flows into Geburah... . The second head is Gihor . . . flowing into Chesed. The third is Hiddekel . . . flowing into Tiphereth. And the Fourth . . …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 395

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…ery of the Pope who asserts the contrary, and proves it by arguments unintelligible to the lay mind! How shocked is the Rationalist ! My good professor, right or wrong, I may be drunk, but I certainly see a pair of you. 387

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1909 · PDF PAGE 270

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…; and he is but as a drunken man groping in the dark. Return, for thou canst not pass by. Hierophant: Let the Neophyte enter the path of Good, Hegemon: Whence comest thou? Kerux (for Neophyte): I am come from between the pillars and seek for the hidden Light of Occult Knowledge. DiacraM 11. Arrangement of the Temple in the 1° = 10° Ritual (first part). * The following five Rituals are considerably abridged; chiefly toeconomise space and so allow the rituals of the Neophyte and Adeptus Minor to be dealt with more fully. They are of little magica…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 282

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…the Supernal Eden containing the three Supernal Sephiroth... . And in the garden were the Tree of Life, and the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, which latter is from Malkuth .. . and a river Nahar went forth out of Eden, namely, from the Supernal Triad, to water the garden—the rest of the Sephiroth, And from thence it was divided into four heads, in Daath. . . . The first head is Pison, which flows into Geburah... . The second head is Gihor . . . flowing into Chesed. The third is Hiddekel . . . flowing into Tiphereth. And the Fourth . . …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 395

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…ery of the Pope who asserts the contrary, and proves it by arguments unintelligible to the lay mind! How shocked is the Rationalist ! My good professor, right or wrong, I may be drunk, but I certainly see a pair of you. 387

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