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1913 · PDF PAGE 500

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…ly interpreted by giving to it a mystical sense, as if it signified men whose intelligence believes itself to be lighted by a miraculous day. ‘ Illuminati’ means simply, knowers and possessors of the light, either by the knowledge of the great magical agent, or by the rational and ontological notion of the absolute. The universal agent is a force tractable and subordinate to intelligence. Abandonedto itself, it, like Moloch, devours rapidly all that to which it gives birth, and changes the super- abundance of life into immense destruction. It i…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 360

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…him in to lunch. He stood at the end of the table, facing Sister Athena at the other. “There will be champagne,’ he said, “‘for lunch to-day.” The remark was received with a hilarity which seemed positively indecent, and altogether out of pro- portion to the good news announced. The whole Abbey seemed to have gone wild with delight. Following the example of the Big Lion, every one pointed a forefinger downwards to the left, swung it sharply across to the right. This gesture was repeated three times and accompanied by the words :— “ Evoe Ho! Evo…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 128

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…ed, stammered, stopped. “«T heard, mademoiselle,’ I cried indignantly. “«T am here’ (she sobbed) ‘ for a month, starved, whipped— oh! By day the window barred with iron; by night, open, the more to mock my helplessness!’ Then, with a sudden cry, her little pink hand darting out and showing a faultless arm: ‘Look! look! she is on you.’ “ The mother had drawn herself away with infinite stealth, regained her feet, and, a thin stiletto in her hand, was crouched to spring. Indeed, as she leapt I was hard put to jt to avoid the lunge; the dagger-edge…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 128

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…ed, stammered, stopped. “«T heard, mademoiselle,’ I cried indignantly. “«T am here’ (she sobbed) ‘ for a month, starved, whipped— oh! By day the window barred with iron; by night, open, the more to mock my helplessness!’ Then, with a sudden cry, her little pink hand darting out and showing a faultless arm: ‘Look! look! she is on you.’ “ The mother had drawn herself away with infinite stealth, regained her feet, and, a thin stiletto in her hand, was crouched to spring. Indeed, as she leapt I was hard put to jt to avoid the lunge; the dagger-edge…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 220

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

… iv. gives us a first-rate murder, and from that moment the authors never look back. But the Great White Spirit was destined to have his day of repose disturbed. He had just got to the real masterpiece of literature “ And Adam knew Hevah his woman,” which contains all that ever has been said or ever can be said upon the sex-problem in its 202

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1910 · PDF PAGE 339

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…and the breasts of my beauty I gave to Worthlessness in the stinking lupanars of Treachery and Deceit. “Brothers, like the afterlight of day, I the light of her life consort with the shadows of evening, and I say it softly, 321

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1910 · PDF PAGE 220

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

… iv. gives us a first-rate murder, and from that moment the authors never look back. But the Great White Spirit was destined to have his day of repose disturbed. He had just got to the real masterpiece of literature “ And Adam knew Hevah his woman,” which contains all that ever has been said or ever can be said upon the sex-problem in its 202

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1910 · PDF PAGE 339

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…and the breasts of my beauty I gave to Worthlessness in the stinking lupanars of Treachery and Deceit. “Brothers, like the afterlight of day, I the light of her life consort with the shadows of evening, and I say it softly, 321

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1913 · PDF PAGE 373

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…, true religion is essentially that which realizes; she believes in the miracles of faith, because she herself accom- plishes them every day when she practises charity. Now, a religion which practises charity may flatter herself that she realizes all the dreams of divine love. Moreover, the faith of the hierarchical church transforms mysticism into realism by the efficacy of her sacraments. No more signs, no more figures whose strength is not in grace, and which do not really give what they promise! Faith animates all, makes all in some sort vi…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 373

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…, true religion is essentially that which realizes; she believes in the miracles of faith, because she herself accom- plishes them every day when she practises charity. Now, a religion which practises charity may flatter herself that she realizes all the dreams of divine love. Moreover, the faith of the hierarchical church transforms mysticism into realism by the efficacy of her sacraments. No more signs, no more figures whose strength is not in grace, and which do not really give what they promise! Faith animates all, makes all in some sort vi…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 261

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…TERVENES It is only three months ago; but it seems a lifetime. My memory is now very good, and I remember more details of the past every day. I am writing this account of the past three months, partly because my best friend tells me that it will strengthen it if I exercise it by putting down what has occurred in sequence. And you know, even a month ago, I couldn’t have recalled anything at all with regard to certain periods. My friend tells me that memory fails me in part because nature mercifully wishes to hide from us things which are painful…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 371

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…uld exactly fit my mighty box. However, as you pretend to have seen in it things which a cover cannot possibly see, I must give myself a day to think it over.” I felt instantly relieved, and began to hope again. “Perhaps I shall not be cut out and planed after all,” thought I; and smiled humorously upon the man. Fool! I felt almost certain that a crueller punishment could not be conceived by the morbid imagination of a mad- man. And now I am here, in this secluded spot, with no prospect but the most horrible of lives. .. . But, dear unknown rea…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 371

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…uld exactly fit my mighty box. However, as you pretend to have seen in it things which a cover cannot possibly see, I must give myself a day to think it over.” I felt instantly relieved, and began to hope again. “Perhaps I shall not be cut out and planed after all,” thought I; and smiled humorously upon the man. Fool! I felt almost certain that a crueller punishment could not be conceived by the morbid imagination of a mad- man. And now I am here, in this secluded spot, with no prospect but the most horrible of lives. .. . But, dear unknown rea…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 191

The Winged Beetle

…pped. CARR. [Hides his head in his hands and groans, pretend- ing to be overwhelmed by the tragedy. Looks up.] Well, I was told he other day that he held a lot of land in London, and has more tenants than the Duke of Westminster ! OSSORY. Well, we’ll hope it is true. But in these days one never knows. And he leaves a very unpleasant impression wherever he goes. If I were not an English- man I should say that the feeling I had for him was not very far removed from actual fear ! CARR. Well said, sir. Hearts of oak in the City, eh ? [OSSORY glares…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 441

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…ocks surf-bound, scent-laden breezes sing it to the vales, and stately pines mysteriously whisper: “A Master has arisen, A MASTER OF THE DAY.” 119

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1904 · PDF PAGE 80

The Sword of Song

… towards all mankind—nay , to the smallest grain of dust tossed on the utmost storms of the Sahara ! “Blessed and more blessed ! For one day came a holy Bikkhu from the land of the Peacock,2 and would take up his abode in t he hollow of their very tree. And little Perdu’ R Abu us ed to keep the mosquitoes away with the gossamer of his wings, so that the good man might be at peace. “Now the British Governm ent abode in that land, and when it heard that there was a Bhikkhu living in a tree, and that the v illage folk brought him rice and onions a…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 20

The Sword of Song

ASCENSION DAY 13 One year’s effect, one moment’s cause; What mind could estimate such laws ? Who then (much more !) may act aright Judged by and in ten centuries’ sight? (Yet I believe, whate’er we do Is best for me and best for you And best for all : I line no brow With wrinkles, meditating how.) Well, but another way remains. Shall we expound the cosmic plan By symbolising God and man And nature thus? As man contains Cells, nerves, grey matter in his brains, Each cell a life, self-centred, free Yet self-subordinate to the whole For its own sa…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 163

Collected Works (Vol. II)

500 505 510 520 530 ASCENSION DAY 157 On just belief or unbelief ; And an involuntary act Make difference infinite in fact Between the right and left-hand thief ? Belief is not an act of will !” I think, Sir, that I have you still, Free will. Even allowing (much indeed !) gctbert That any will at all is freed, penest And is not merely the result Of sex, environment, and cult, Habit and climate, health and mind, And twenty thousand other things! So many a metaphysic sings. (I wish they did indeed: I find Their prose the hardest of hard reading !…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 166

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…uge from my grief, O never in Heaven—but in Hell! Death-bed of “Oh, very well!” I think you say, poet. Effect “Wait only till your dying day ! 645 of body on : . mind See whether then you kiss the rod, And bow that proud soul down to God !” I perfectly admit the fact ; Quite likely that 1 so shall act ! Here’s why Creation jumps at prayer. 650 You Christians quote me in a breath This, that, the other atheist’s death ; How they sought God! Ofcourse! Impair By just a touch of fever, chill, My health—where flies my vivid will? 655 My carcase with …

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1907 · PDF PAGE 143

The Star in the West

…broke , as the truth burst on his ear , into a wild and fearful nightmare ; and in his brutal fury we find that perhaps the Sadism of to-day is but an Avatar of those past days , when our progenitors , like some still ex isting savages , carried on their courtship with club and spear, and solemnized their marriage with rape and ravishment . Still one more phase of perverse love remains for us to study ; the curious lust of man for woman as depicted in “ Jezebel,” a curious manifestation of what is known as Masochism , which after the death of t…

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