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1912 · PDF PAGE 58

Sir Palamedes

52 XIx Tue knight hath found a naked girl Among the dunes of Breton sand. She spinneth in a mystic whirl, And hath a bagpipe in her hand, Wherefrom she draweth dismal groans The while her maddening saraband She plies, and with discordant tones Desires a certain devil-grace. She gathers wreckage-wood, and bones Of seamen, jetsam of the place, And builds therewith a fire, wherein She dances, bounding into space Like an inflated ass’s skin. She raves, and reels, and yells, and whirls So that the tears of toil begin To dew her breasts with ardent p…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 130

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

… puts on his ved robe. THE AWAKENING OF THE DIVINE FORCE [The remaining sheets of MSS. are missing or indecipherable. go 1 MS. not to be found.

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1913 · PDF PAGE 130

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

… puts on his ved robe. THE AWAKENING OF THE DIVINE FORCE [The remaining sheets of MSS. are missing or indecipherable. go 1 MS. not to be found.

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1909 · PDF PAGE 5

Clouds Without Water

… to many of us, perhaps safely established in our comfortable cures, among a simple and Godfearing people, that any man should have been found to pen the disgusting blasphemies, the revolting obscenities, which defile these pages. Nor can it be denied that a certain power of expression, even at times a certain felicity of phrasing— always, indeed, a profound dramatic feeling — is to be found in these poems, Alas ! that we should be compelled to write the words! That an art essentially spiritual, an art dignified by the great names of Gascoigne …

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1919 · PDF PAGE 142

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…ow the second six months may be made to balance the first six, and that what is passed may yet be for the best?” At that time he had not found out that things always turn out for the best; it took him a long while to realize this, but it is evident that soon afterwards his efforts produced some result; for we find an entry on Sunday, August 7th, 1910. “I have found (for a few moments) the Peace which passeth all understanding. Amen.” This was evidently the fore- shadowing of his first really notable result, the first Dawn- ing of L.V.X. which h…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 522

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…, there exists a key, there exists a sublime tradition; and this dogma, this key, this tradition is transcendental magic. There only are found the absolute of knowledge and the eternal bases of law, guardian against all madness, all superstition and all error, the Eden of the intelligence, the ease of the heart, and the peace of the soul. We do not say this in the hope of convincing the scoffer, but only to guide the seeker. Courage and good hope to him; he will surely find, since we ourselves have found. The magical dogma is not that of the me…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 522

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…, there exists a key, there exists a sublime tradition; and this dogma, this key, this tradition is transcendental magic. There only are found the absolute of knowledge and the eternal bases of law, guardian against all madness, all superstition and all error, the Eden of the intelligence, the ease of the heart, and the peace of the soul. We do not say this in the hope of convincing the scoffer, but only to guide the seeker. Courage and good hope to him; he will surely find, since we ourselves have found. The magical dogma is not that of the me…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 134

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…, parties of peasants singing as they walked to the guitar, and two or three tired happy fishermen strolling home from the wine-shop. We found the motor-boat at the quay, and lay lapsed in delight. It seemed hardly a minute later when we found ourselves in Sorrento couched in a huge roadster. Without a word spoken, we were off at top speed. The beauty of the drive is notorious; and yet :— “We were the first that ever burst Into that silent sea.” The world had been created afresh for our sakes. It was an ever-changing phantasmagoria of rapturous…

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1902 · PDF PAGE 127

Tannhäuser

…. You know ? You know ! The new illusion gone ! Bitter, O bitter will it be to say ! The Unknown Minstrel. Due grace and courage will be found for you. Farewell, Tannhauser ! Tannhauser. Shall we meet again .'' & The Unknown Minstrel. There is one glamour you must wreathe in gloom Before you come to the dark hill of dreams. 125

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1912 · PDF PAGE 39

Household Gods

…—one slit! [2e cuts the throat of Tu SWAN mith his dagger. ADELA, Oh love betrayed! O my dead beauty! Faugh! deceitful maid. Not Crassus found me out. Had I the wings Of my dead love—oh lovel_— Aticta. Why, wondrous thingst ADELA. ‘These nails shall serve. A servant! Crassus. She shall be My wife, damned witch, when I have done with thee! [THe SWAN dies. 42

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1913 · PDF PAGE 177

Cambridge Poets 1900–1913

…e the words she sung. White she was, as white as foam 'Neath a moonlit sky, And the treasures of her home On her brow did lie . There he found her , he , a man , Wandering by the sea , And desire through him ran Misty white was she . There he wooed her , wooed her long , Till , within her eyes , Where were erst moonshine and song , Dawned in slow surprise 158

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1922 · PDF PAGE 255

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…The name keeps on popping up, and yet I don’t know any one at all intimately or importantly with that name. I had forgotten this diary—I found it by accident and immediately began to read it through to refresh my memory. Most of the handwriting is unreadable. I puzzled and puzzled before I could make out the words. And then when I got the words, they were so senseless. I can’t believe that all that happened to me. Some of it came back slowly; curiously, the unimportant things came first. I was amazed to find that Mabel Black was dead. I wrote h…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 227

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…y day than he ever saw in ten years. They are nothing to be afraid of. I should like to see the old Boy himself. I’d—— , September 18 We found a book in the library one rainy afternoon. It told us how to make the Devil appear. Cockie’s grandfather was great on that stuff. There’s a room in the north tower where he did his stunts. We went up after dinner. Everything had been left more or less the way it was. Uncle Mortimer never troubled to alter anything. There was a legend about this room too. For one thing, grandfather was a friend of Bulwer …

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1898 · PDF PAGE 72

Songs of the Spirit

…subsisting save in foreign thought, To its own strength a slave by witchcraft brought ! This is not Love but Lust, not Life but Death is found, All the halls of sense with strife cry and resound. The Brain awakes in wrath ; behold ! the foemen flee, All the earth is clad with gold and all the sea ; Driven back the demons yield, falter and cease ; For a little while the shield of sleep is peace. Clear and bright the lamp burns ; clean and sharp the sword, While I watch their paths between before the Lord. 62

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1905 · PDF PAGE 114

Oracles

…them to dust and they Were sparks and no more clay. The dust thrown up around Him In cycles whirled and twined, Dim sparks that fled and found Him Like mist beyond the mind. The universe was peopled then With little gods, and men. In that ecstatic whirling He saw not nor . . . I09

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1910 · PDF PAGE 428

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

52 XIx Tue knight hath found a naked girl Among the dunes of Breton sand. She spinneth in a mystic whirl, And hath a bagpipe in her hand, Wherefrom she draweth dismal groans The while her maddening saraband She plies, and with discordant tones Desires a certain devil-grace. She gathers wreckage-wood, and bones Of seamen, jetsam of the place, And builds therewith a fire, wherein She dances, bounding into space Like an inflated ass’s skin. She raves, and reels, and yells, and whirls So that the tears of toil begin To dew her breasts with ardent p…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 428

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

52 XIx Tue knight hath found a naked girl Among the dunes of Breton sand. She spinneth in a mystic whirl, And hath a bagpipe in her hand, Wherefrom she draweth dismal groans The while her maddening saraband She plies, and with discordant tones Desires a certain devil-grace. She gathers wreckage-wood, and bones Of seamen, jetsam of the place, And builds therewith a fire, wherein She dances, bounding into space Like an inflated ass’s skin. She raves, and reels, and yells, and whirls So that the tears of toil begin To dew her breasts with ardent p…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 278

The Star in the West

… , countless rings upon rings surround rings ; then , as he has reached some far distant one , man in his pre sumption shouts , “ I have found God ” ; blinded by the glittering projection of circles , dazzled by the greater brilliancy of the jewels in their setting ; “ He has found God .” “ No , no , O deluded one ! not even the ring that fits the little finger of God , hast thou discovered , and , if thou hadst , it and its God who wears it would be but the smallest gem in the ring of still some other God , perhaps even of some other man , who…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 133

The Vision and the Voice

…d One. And the barb thereof is the star that thou sawest in the place where was No God. And of them that guarded the star, there was not found one worthy to wield the Arrow. And of them that worshipped there was not found one worthy to behold the Arrow. Yet the star that thou sawest was but the barb of the Arrow, and thou hadst not the wit to grasp the shaft, or the purity to divine the plumes. Now therefore is he blessed that is born under the sign of the Arrow, and blessed is he that hath the sigil 131

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1905 · PDF PAGE 48

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…e moon With cold lips to bestow the inestimable boon. 1 See the story of Samson. Sull I have never prayed for death, but rather Would be found fighting toward the goal I seek, Stretching both hands toward a_ loving father, And struggling toward some barren voice- less peak With feet made stedfast, if God made them weak ; So, on the journey, in the hottest fight I would be found by Death, whose palace bleak Should be a resting-place until the night Broke, and I met my God, and stood within His sight. Only my brain grows feebler with the toil, An…

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