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1944 · PDF PAGE 130

The Book of Thoth

… hath subdued their strength. For in that union thou didst under­ stand. Therefore art thou called Understanding, O Babylon, Lady of the Night! “This is that which is written: ‘O my God, in one last rapture let me attain to the union with the many!’ For she is Love, and her love is one; and she hath divided the one love into in‐ finite loves, and each love is one, and equal with The One, and therefore is she passed ‘from the assembly and the law and the enlightenment unto the anarchy of solitude and darkness. For ever thus must she veil the bri…

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1903 · PDF PAGE 78

The Star and the Garter

…ve borne it afar; I have tuned it to many a tune; thou hast shewed mea star, And the star thou hast shewed me I follow through uttermost night. I have shaken my spear at Apollo; his ruinous might I have mocked, I have mastered. All hail to the Star of Delight That is tender and fervid and frail, and avails me aright! Hail to thee, symbol of love, assurance and promise of peace|! Stand fast in the skies above, till the skies are abolished and cease| And for me, may I never forget how things came well as they are| It was long I had wandered yet e…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 47

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…efore I had finished, the effect had occurred. I felt myself any man’s master. “Well, as a matter of fact,’’ I said superciliously, “ to-night’s the first time I ever took it, and it strikes me as pretty good stuff.” Lamus smiled enigmatically. ‘““ Ah, yes, what does the old poet say? Milton, is it ? ““Stab your demoniac smile to my brain, Soak me in cognac, love, and cocaine.’ ”’ “How silly you are,’”’ cried Lou. ‘ Cocaine wasn’t invented in the time of Milton.” “Was that Milton’s fault ?’’ retorted King Lamus. The inaptitude, the disconnected…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 165

The Star in the West

158 THE STAR IN THE WEST My heart's black night must act the sun's eclipse ; My groans must play the earthquake , ... Still as I journey through the waste , I see A silver figure more divine arise ; The Christ usurps the horizon for me, And He requickens the forgotten skies ; His golden locks are burning on my eyes , And he with rosy finger points the way , The blood -wrought mystic path of Paradise , That leads at last through yonder icy spray Of Death to the blue vault of the undying day . In the last verse of “ A Spring Snow Storm in Wastdal…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 220

The Star in the West

…e issues the flame of Hylo - Phenomenalism or Solipsimal - Automorphism ; itself to blind in turn , and to scorch the chill hands of the night which were being extended round its welcome fire . The God - idea cling ing to Philosophy , similarly as the phlogiston - idea clung so long to the principles of chemistry . Now follows the philosophic fall . Seeking the Absolute in sense - perceptions , and listening to the chatter of the carnal snake , these wise men , these latter - day philo sophers , not finding eternal knowledge in the deific apple…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 50

John St. John

…in Italy! Well, all this is dog-faced demon, ever seducing me from the Sacred Mysteries. I can’t go out and kill anybody at this time 0’ night! We might make a start,

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1912 · PDF PAGE 319

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…editation?גינה Ah !—Alas !?יוה Purity, innocence?והז Vide Sepher Yetzirah?והי The Number of AbrarMelin Servitors of Arnon With his hand; Night Demon?ורינ of [si Dec. ;25 By Yodh?רויכ Hearer in secret; Angel?היאאה of 8 W, The state of puberty?גװז A magical vision (Ch.)?אווה «19 20 21 22

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1912 · PDF PAGE 319

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…editation?גינה Ah !—Alas !?יוה Purity, innocence?והז Vide Sepher Yetzirah?והי The Number of AbrarMelin Servitors of Arnon With his hand; Night Demon?ורינ of [si Dec. ;25 By Yodh?רויכ Hearer in secret; Angel?היאאה of 8 W, The state of puberty?גװז A magical vision (Ch.)?אווה «19 20 21 22

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1922 · PDF PAGE 53

Diary of a Drug Fiend

… the pale gray, stood Jupiter, a four-square sapphire spark. “O Thou bright star of the morning, that art set betwixt the breasts of the Night! I adore Thee, Evoe! I adore Thee, I A O!”. I shouted back. | “Star seekers! Star finders! Twin stars, silver shining | ”’ Up, still up, I drove. There hung a mass of thunder- cloud between me and the dawn. Damn it, how dared it! It had no business to be there. I must rise over it, trample it under my feet. “Q Thou purple breast of the storm, that art scarred by the teeth of the lightning! I adore Thee, …

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1930 · PDF PAGE 53

Magick in Theory and Practice (Section 4)

…igence let us ever labour with thee, that we may remain in thine abundant joy. The PEOPLE. So mote it be. (THE MOON) The DEACON. Lady of night, that turning ever about us art now visible and now invisible in thy season, be thou favourable to hunters, and lovers, and to ail men that toil upon the earth, and to ail mariners upon the sea. The PEOPLE. So mote it be. (THE LADY) The DEACON. Giver and receiver of joy, gâte of life and love, be thou ever ready, thou and thine handmaiden, in thine office of gladness. The PEOPLE. So mote it be. (THE SAIN…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 33

The Star in the West

…venues of light, No maid , with golden zone , And lily garment that from sight Half hides the ivory throne , Lay in my arms the livelong night To call my soul her own . ? Whilst parts of the poem “ Messaline " with which “ Alice ” opens remind us of poor " Jenny." Tennyson , if we are to judge from the introduction to “ Alice , " does not seem to hold a very high posi tion in the opinion of Aleister Crowley . “ He is a neu rasthenic counter - jumper ” certainly would not have pleased Poe , who regarded him as the noblest poet that ever lived . …

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1907 · PDF PAGE 150

The Star in the West

…wer in its own perfumed passion , Its faint sweet passion , folded and furled In flower fashion ; The Rose of Dew , the Rose of Love and Night , The Rose of Silence , covering as with a vesture The solemn unity of things Beheld in the mirror of truth , The Rose indifferent to God's gesture , The Rose on moonlight wings 1 Rosa Mundi , vol . iii , p . 52 . 2 Ibid . vol . iii , p . 54 .

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1910 · PDF PAGE 86

The Scented Garden

…cellencies of thy love, the perfections of thy podex. Upon these I dis- course fluently, so that at last the guests are weary. Only last night I was bidden by Yusuf,2 that ill- conditioned3 bastard ! to hide my head therein, if so I loved it ; adding that, thanks to the Qazi, there would be no difficulty in performing the task. Both these reproaches are thy fault, Habib ! O beautiful one ! thou hast bewitched me and thou hast betrayed me. But as thy beauty excuses the former, so does thy return make an end of regret for the latter. Now am I awa…

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1961 · PDF PAGE 215

Liber Aleph

…) Y Son, long did I await thee, yearning, and with Pride and Great Gladness did I bid thee Welcome to my City of the Pyramids, under the Night of Pan. Now then in my dear Love of thee will I reveal this Secret of Wisdom which I wrote occultly in my last Chapter, in these Words: All Things Exist. Considered by right Under- standing, this is to deny that there is anything imaginable or unimaginable which doth not exist. That is, the Body of Our Lady Nuith hath no Limit, and there is no void that She filleth not with the Variety and Beauty of Her …

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1906 · PDF PAGE 269

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…so than your Semitic Romeike. M. Semitic? ; S. Ike for Isaac, non est dubium— M. Quin— 5S. God save His Majesty !? but is this Midsummer Night, ance are we dream- ing? MM. ‘‘There are wetter dreams!’3 us discuss the Divided Middle ! 5S. Beware of the Water Jump! Mf. Hurrah for Taliganj! I can improve on, John Peel’s Map of Asia and that ere dawn. I will map you the lucubrations of the (converted) Hindu intellect upon this vital part of the Hegelian logic. Aum Shivaya vashi !4 S. Dulce ridentem Mysticum amabo, Dulce loquentem. M. Will you not el…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 282

Magick Without Tears

… & gold are seen of the seeing. Also I have a secret glory for them that love me. But to love me is better than all things: if under the night-stars in the desert thou presently burnest mine incense before me, invoking me with a pure heart, and the Serpent flame therein, thou shalt come a little to lie in my bosom . ... I love you! I yearn to you! Pale or purple, veiled or voluptuous, I who am all pleasure and purple, and drunkenness of the innermost sense, desire you . Put on the wings, and arouse the coiled splendour within you : come unto me…

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1944 · PDF PAGE 180

The Book of Thoth

…pleasure, and there is no strength in the element of water which can react against it. This card is not exactly “the morn‐ ing after the night before”; but it is very nearly that. The difference is that the “night before” has not happened! This card represents a party for which all preparations have been made; but the host has forgotten to invite the guests; or, the caterers have not delivered the good cheer. There is this difference, though, that it is in some way or other the host’s own fault. The party that he planned was just a little bit a…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 179

The Star in the West

…lf through the vicious and the virtuous , to reside , as Adonis did , six months with Proserpine , and six with Venus , to be as day and night , winter and summer , is no easy path to tread ; and if it be necessary for the initiate to gaze on the back parts of Jahveh , it is, however , most certainly not necessary for him to kiss the hind quarters of the goat of Mendes , or to revel in the secret orgies of the Agapae ; for the tempting of man is but the temper ing of the metal .' The flower which springs from the dunghill assimi lates into itse…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 284

The Star in the West

…ere is ! There is !” Yet as a positive and a negative formulate Zero , so these twain were as one yelping pack of jackals , who prowl by night fearing the brightness of the day . Huxley aptly sums up the standpoint an Agnostic should take in the following : If a piece of lead vere to remain suspended of itself in the air , the occurrence would be a “ miracle " in the sense of a wonderful event , indeed ; but no one trained in the methods of science would imagine that any law of nature was really violated thereby . He would simply set to work to…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 79

The Star in the West

…rusted that “ God hath made smooth the road beneath the hearse ” of her “ forgetful age.” Let me not shrink ! Truth always purifies. One night I stepped up tremulous on the stage, Sang something , found my senses afterward Only to that intolerable sound Of terrible applause. They shook the sky With calling me to answer . And I lay A storm of weeping swept across my frame Till the polite, the hateful Manager Led me to face a nation's lunatic Roar of delight ! ? That was the beginning , but she soon got over that “and over - yes ! the other thing…

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