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1906 · PDF PAGE 124

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…de, My husband ! in thy love alone I rest. This splendour and this toil alike resume Our life from the long honeymoon of love We wish at heart.

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1907 · PDF PAGE 31

The Star in the West

…rtured his palate with extreme desire , And like a Mænad maddened ; equal fire Leapt in his veins ; locked close for love they lie , The heart's dumb word exprest without a sigh In the strong magic of a lover's kiss .' These superb lines , like those of Swinburne , are in reality a series of brilliant lyrical illustrations depict ing the story in measures of divine song . More we find in this same poem , and in others also ; the follow ing fine sonnet entitled “ The Summit of the Amorous Mountain ," is distinctly Swinburnian ; I give it in its …

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1907 · PDF PAGE 258

The Star in the West

… after this relationship —God — that Crowley so frequently and ardently depicts . Awful and terrible is its path ; the very blood of the heart hisses , as water on hot iron , as it rushes through its fiery veins fanned by a flaming soul : By the sun's heat , that brooks not his eclipse And dissipates the welcome clouds of rain . God ! have Thou pity soon on this amazing pain ." Struggling on , the hideous path is strewn with | Songs of the Spirit , vol . i, p . 41 .

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1913 · PDF PAGE 426

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

… of thinking that his illness was a piece of good luck ; in the house of a lady born in Poland, but thrice French by the nobility of her heart, the indescribable charm of her spirit, and the European celebrity of her name. The publication of this information in the Lstafette attracted to us at that time, without our particularly knowing 128

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1913 · PDF PAGE 464

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…as. He saw no one, but he heard a low voice which said in his ear: “Come and see your father, who is about to die.” The magus awoke, his heart palpitating, and his forehead bathed in sweat. “What can this dream mean?” thought he. “It is long since my father died; why am I told that he is going to die, and why has this warning upset me?” The following night, the same dream recurred with the same circumstances; once more Eliphas awoke, hearing a voice in his ear repeat: “Come and see your father, who is about to die.” This repeated nightmare made…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 426

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

… of thinking that his illness was a piece of good luck ; in the house of a lady born in Poland, but thrice French by the nobility of her heart, the indescribable charm of her spirit, and the European celebrity of her name. The publication of this information in the Lstafette attracted to us at that time, without our particularly knowing 128

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1913 · PDF PAGE 464

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…as. He saw no one, but he heard a low voice which said in his ear: “Come and see your father, who is about to die.” The magus awoke, his heart palpitating, and his forehead bathed in sweat. “What can this dream mean?” thought he. “It is long since my father died; why am I told that he is going to die, and why has this warning upset me?” The following night, the same dream recurred with the same circumstances; once more Eliphas awoke, hearing a voice in his ear repeat: “Come and see your father, who is about to die.” This repeated nightmare made…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 149

The Star in the West

…off the agony of her last victim , which still moistens her blood -red lips : His death lends savour to our passionate life ; His is the heart I taste upon your tongue ; His death -spasms our love -spasms , my wife ; His death -songs are the love -songs that you sung ! Ah ! Sweet , each kiss I drink from you is warm With the dear life -blood of a man-a man ! The scent of murder lures me , like a charm Tied by some subtlety Canidian . Ay ! as you suck my life out into bliss, Its holier joy is in the deadlier thirst That drank his life out into t…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 118

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

… usually in India by forcing the mind to feel certain parts of the body to the exclusion of others, such as a point in the centre of the heart, or a lotus of light in the brain. ‘When the Chitta, or mind stuff, is confined and limited to a certain place, this is called Dharana.” “The Steadiness of the mind arising from the recognition of Brahma, wherever it travels or goes, is the real and great Dharana.”* * “Unity of Jiva and Brahman, Srimat Sankaracharya,” paragraph 122. 104

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1910 · PDF PAGE 118

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

… usually in India by forcing the mind to feel certain parts of the body to the exclusion of others, such as a point in the centre of the heart, or a lotus of light in the brain. ‘When the Chitta, or mind stuff, is confined and limited to a certain place, this is called Dharana.” “The Steadiness of the mind arising from the recognition of Brahma, wherever it travels or goes, is the real and great Dharana.”* * “Unity of Jiva and Brahman, Srimat Sankaracharya,” paragraph 122. 104

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1911 · PDF PAGE 9

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

… our sworn sub-editor, Mr Victor ]. Ι. Neuburg. Rarely in all history has so unpleasing an exterior concealed such sterling qualities of heart and brain, such indomitable courage, such inflexibility of will, such loyalty and truth. We are glad to hear that he is about to accept a highly paid post on the staff of our bright little contemporary Tfie Loafing-Glam,and that he who himself sings so musically may be in his turn the means of making others sing. As we observed above, we are causing several extracts from the EquNox to be translated into Fre…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 125

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…s, like a dagger into the belly of a faithless Kabyle woman. “ But beyond that, your secret! You know life, yet you can laugh from a mad heart ! ” " It is easily said. I am going to London to—morrow. There they will make me bankrupt, because I love my neigh- bour better than myself, and prosecute me for blasphemy and indecency, because I uttered a few simple truths that every— body knows." "Why, my friend, you will be famous I " she cried. " Aux grands hommes la patrie reconnaissante 1 ” “Probably,” said he. “Already I run to a full page in the…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 135

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…quoted, “ ‘and thou shalt not disclose it unto the profane.’ To—night yours be the ring— the Eternal Ring, the Serpent to twine about my heart.” “ Ahl could I crush it I " He closed the door. Like a priest celebrating his first high mass he led her through Paris Neither spoke. Only as they mounted the steps of the Café he took her arm and said, sharply and sternly: “Attention! From this moment I am Edgar Rolles, and you are Ida Pendragon. No more: not a thought of our real relation. Man and woman, if you will; beasts in the jungle, if you will; …

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1911 · PDF PAGE 9

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

… our sworn sub-editor, Mr Victor ]. Ι. Neuburg. Rarely in all history has so unpleasing an exterior concealed such sterling qualities of heart and brain, such indomitable courage, such inflexibility of will, such loyalty and truth. We are glad to hear that he is about to accept a highly paid post on the staff of our bright little contemporary Tfie Loafing-Glam,and that he who himself sings so musically may be in his turn the means of making others sing. As we observed above, we are causing several extracts from the EquNox to be translated into Fre…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 125

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…s, like a dagger into the belly of a faithless Kabyle woman. “ But beyond that, your secret! You know life, yet you can laugh from a mad heart ! ” " It is easily said. I am going to London to—morrow. There they will make me bankrupt, because I love my neigh- bour better than myself, and prosecute me for blasphemy and indecency, because I uttered a few simple truths that every— body knows." "Why, my friend, you will be famous I " she cried. " Aux grands hommes la patrie reconnaissante 1 ” “Probably,” said he. “Already I run to a full page in the…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 135

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…quoted, “ ‘and thou shalt not disclose it unto the profane.’ To—night yours be the ring— the Eternal Ring, the Serpent to twine about my heart.” “ Ahl could I crush it I " He closed the door. Like a priest celebrating his first high mass he led her through Paris Neither spoke. Only as they mounted the steps of the Café he took her arm and said, sharply and sternly: “Attention! From this moment I am Edgar Rolles, and you are Ida Pendragon. No more: not a thought of our real relation. Man and woman, if you will; beasts in the jungle, if you will; …

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1911 · PDF PAGE 1

The Whirlpool (Introduction Only)

…s steam, the wall a mound like the breast of a woman of purest white, an efflorescence. It is the hell of sterile passion glowing in the heart of the hell of desolation. So also is this book. The intricacy of faery pattern which the witch weaves is the flowered marble. We find such rime-webs as abaaab-babbba and AaBCcAaBCcAaBC and bAbAcBcBAcCDaADA, more exquisite than all the arabesques of the Alhambra. The limpidity of thought and expression alike is the aquamarine of the pool: "Like foam-flowers falling from the breasts of Sleep their Lotus-k…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 101

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…ce. He could not; and any- how, how did one? He thought of many stories of people who had shot themselves ineffectively. He felt for his heart and failed to find it, wondered if it had stopped and he were dying, had a fit of fear paralysing all his will. He thought of himself lying dead. ”No, by God! I can't do it!” he cried, and flung the pistol back into the drawer. As luck would have it, the weapon exploded. The bullet broke his jaw, tore away four molars, smashed the cheek-bone, pulped the right eye, and, glancing from the frontal bone, found…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 101

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…ce. He could not; and any- how, how did one? He thought of many stories of people who had shot themselves ineffectively. He felt for his heart and failed to find it, wondered if it had stopped and he were dying, had a fit of fear paralysing all his will. He thought of himself lying dead. ”No, by God! I can't do it!” he cried, and flung the pistol back into the drawer. As luck would have it, the weapon exploded. The bullet broke his jaw, tore away four molars, smashed the cheek-bone, pulped the right eye, and, glancing from the frontal bone, found…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 575

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…oly. To be holy! that is easy to say; but how give one’s self faith when one no longer believes? How re-discover a taste for virtue in a heart faded by vice? One must have recourse to the four words of science: to know, to dare, to will, and to keep silence. One must still one’s dislikes, study duty, and begin by practising it as though one loved it. You are an unbeliever, and you wish to make yourself a Christian ? Perform the exercises of a Christian, pray regularly, using the Christian formule; approach the sacraments as if you had faith, an…

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