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1929 · PDF PAGE 126

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

… to their bronchos, but the great majority maintained an attitude of philosophical indifference. It was no business of theirs, except so far as it might remind them to visit the barber. {222}

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1906 · PDF PAGE 270

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…ntinuous footnotes, on the analogy of continuous fractions. In this case they are recurring—a great art in itself, though an error ineso far that they fail to sub- serve the great object of all footnotes, viz. to distract the attention of the reader. h Text appended :— CALIBAN ON. PATMOS. Being the Last Adventure of the Beloved Disciple. [CoME, kids, lambs, doves, cubs, cuddle! Hear ye John Pronounce on the primordial protoplast Palingenetic, palzeontologic, And beat that beggar’s bleeding NWN IA With truth veracious, aletheiac, true! John ye h…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 241

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…Beginning of all things, about which the Christians lie frankly, the Hindus prevaricate, and the 1 Ratiocination may perhaps not take us far. But a continuous and attentive study of these quaint points of distinction may’ give us an intuition, or direct mind-apperception of what we want, one way or the other.—A. C.

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1929 · PDF PAGE 138

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…ons. To get into a trance is of the same order of phenomena as to get drunk. It does not depend on creed. Virtue is only necessary in so far as it favours success; just as certain diets, neither right nor wrong in themselves, are indicated for the athlete or the diabetic. I am proud of having made it possible for my pupils to achieve in months what previously required as many years. Also, of having saved the successful from the devastating delusion that the intellectual image of their experience is an universal truth. This error has wrought mor…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 135

Konx Om Pax

…ples of the Virgin of the World, of which he hath drunk, whereby the heart of man is glad. The ATHEIST says: A capital exposition. . . . Far as we are from admiring the dreamy romanticism of Captain Fuller’s hero, his staunch denial of the supernatural, the divine, the mystical, must command our respect and sympathy. . . . A great future lies before Captain Fuller. , The PROPHETIC MERCURY says: A wonderful mystin book . . . [Follows a long excursus on Daniel X.] . . . The ever-present sense of God in the mind of the ct leads us to the prayerful…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 129

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…etical side of me is annoyed to this day when I think of it. I ought to have followed the ideal of Gauguin. It was absurd to have got so far only to fall in love with a white woman. I know now that white women introduce the idea of impurity into love in one way or another. There is something either vicious or intellectual about them. Love should be a strictly physiological matter, with just that amount of natural emotion that goes with it. But then, such simple happiness is not for me. Anyhow, I decided to spend a month on Waikiki Beach. I had …

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1929 · PDF PAGE 278

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…xperiments in Mexico City in "making myself invisible" have been recorded with considerable detail; and it will be remembered that I was far from satisfied with the results. I had reached the "flickering" condition, but I had never succeeded in "putting myself out" completely. But on this occasion --- when my unconscious self seems to have had me in hand throughout --- I made myself invisible right enought. The report of the pistol, the screams (for all I know!) of the wounded or frightened men, and the alarm given by the fugitives, had aroused…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 92

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…han with us. We tend to trust the good sense and good will of the fluffiest fresher. Our dons never get nervous lest a rag should go too far, and we never betrayed their trust, at least not till quite recently. Since my time the tone of both universities has been lowered. Before 1900 a rag capable of scaring the women students would have been unthinkable. Tyranny always trembles, and I remember only too well the wave of sympathy which swept through Cambridge at the news that the Oxford authorities, panic-stricken at some projected demonstration…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 196

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…—Mathematician and physicist of repute. 51. Haraday.—See Dictionary of National Biography. 64. /, of the Moderns, have alone Greek,A— As far as they would let me. I know some. 74. Beard,.—'‘ 150, A Barba Senioris Sanc- tissimi pendet omnis ornatus omnium: & in- fluentia ; nam omnia appellantur ab illa barba, Influentia. ‘‘r51. Hic est ornatus omnium ornatuum: Influentie superiores & inferiores omnes respi- ciunt istam Influentiam. ‘* 152. Ab ista influentia dependet vita om- nium, ‘© 153. Ab hac influentia dependent cceli & terra ; pluvize bene…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 91

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…of ink. I felt that my career was already marked out for me. Sir Richard Burton was my hero and Eckenstein his modern representative, as far as my external life was concerned. A vaccalaureate would not assist me noticeably in the Himalayas or the Sahara. As for my literary career, academic distinction would be a positive disgrace. And with regard to my spiritual life, which I already felt to be the deepest thing in me, the approbation of the faculty was beneath troubling to despise. I have always objected to incurring positive {166} disgrace. I…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 243

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…. The business idea was to induce people to buy my Collected Works in order to have material for the essay. This offer led ultimately to far-reaching results; in fact, it determined the course of my life for a number of years. The winner of the prize became an

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1904 · PDF PAGE 105

The Sword of Song

… by the creation of an absolute. As this cannot be done in reality , the process is illusory ; y et it is useful in the early s tages—as far, at any rate, as the fourth stage of Dhy ana, where the Buddha places it, though the Yogis claim to attain to Nirvikalpa-Samadhi, a nd that Moksha is identical with Nirvana ; the form er claim I see no reason to deny them ; the latter statement I m ust decline at present to accept. The task of the Buddhist recluse is roughly as follows. He must plunge every particle of his being into one idea : right views…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 172

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…Indus spreads out almost as if to form a lake. The town is large and scattered; it is in fact less a town than a conglomeration of small farms. After our long and tedious march, we could enjoy to the full the sensation of the peace and beatitude which fill this smiling isolated valley. We stayed at the dak bagha, which stood some thirty yards back from a delicious stream of clear water. One evening, just after sunset, a young man appeared carrying on his shoulders his brother, who had been working in a quarry. A falling rock had struck the insi…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 433

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

… and amazingly cleaver, it is at the same time the quintessence of paradox and simplicity itself; yet when all this is said one is still far from the core, for just when one thinks to have discovered it, one finds that many obvious beauties of thought and expression have been overlooked, others misinterpreted. Sometimes one is even doubtful if the author himself could translate into definite terms the exact meaning of his aphorisms and paradoxes without detracting from the value of the book as an artistic expression of his personality. This is,…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 96

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…cted, to have one come out of the foam and attach herself to my person. I had as yet no notion that this programme might be accomplished far more easily. There are thus two main types of mistake; one in spirit and one in technique. Most aspirants to Magick commit both. I soon learned that the physical conditions of a magical phenomenon were like those of any other; but even when this misunderstanding is removed, success depends upon one's ability to awaken the creative genius which is the inalienable heirloom of every son of man, but which few …

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1929 · PDF PAGE 281

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…'s Le Jardin des Supplices, combined with fervid actualities born of the feeling that I was (after all) treading, though reverently and afar off, in the footsteps of my boyhood's hero, Richard Francis Burton. The approaches to Rangoon are of the most turbulent kind. The river is always the same violent angry dirty flood. It seems to be desperately annoyed with itself about something, possibly at having to pass through Rangoon, which is a wretchedly provincial and artificial town, saved from utter insignificance by one crowing glory, the Shwe Da…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 111

The Sword of Song

SCIENCE AND BUDDHISM 104 shriek of a peripheral anguish. Here we leave the dom ain of fact; but at leas t as far our knowledge extends, all or nearly all the operations of Nature are vanity and vexation of spirit. Consider food, the desire for which periodically arises in all conscious beings.1 The existence of thes e desires, or rather necessities, which I realise to be m ine, is unpleasant. It is this desire inherent in me for continued consciousness that is responsible for it all, and this leads us to the Third Noble Truth. (3) S ORROW’S CEA…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 72

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…tastrophe was the direct result of mutinous disobedience to my orders. I do not lay claim to personal credit for this record, save in so far as I was on the way to an apprehension of the proper principles of mountain craft when I met Eckenstein, to whose instructions I am profoundly indebted. I have never been in danger on a mountain, except through the rashness of others. Here is a typical case. I was crossing the Bręche de la Meije with a porter. About half way down the rocky slopes (we had taken off the rope) I stopped for a few minutes for …

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1929 · PDF PAGE 177

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…uted the almost universal mental and moral instability of Europeans engaged in exploring to their lack of proper intellectual relaxation far more than to any irritations and hardships inseparable from physical conditions. Conrad's "An Outpost of Progress" and Kipling's story of the lighthouse keeper who went mad are outstanding examples of the psychological processes which are likely to occur. Perfectly good friends become ready to kill each other over a lump of sugar. I won't say that I couldn't have stood the Baltoro glacier in the absence of…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 100

The Sword of Song

…ginning of all things, about which the Christians lie frankly, the Hindus prevaricate, and the 1 Ratiocination m ay per haps not take us far. But a continuous and attentive study of these quaint points of distinction may give us an intuition, or dir ect m ind-apperception of what we want, one way or the other.—A.C.

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