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1929 · PDF PAGE 82

Moonchild

…regular practitioners. His reply was horrible, uttered as it was in feline falseness, like a caress. "You foul ass!" he said. "I have to take this up with S.R.M.D., you know! What will he say and do?" "I tell you I couldn't. There was an old man there who spoilt everything, in my idea." "An old man?" Dr. Balloch almost dropped his hypocritical bedside voice in his rage. "Oh curse, oh curse it all!" He leant over to the Turk, caught his beard, and deliberately pulled it. There is no grosser insult that you can offer to a Mussulman, but Akbar acc…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 224

Moonchild

…ok'e here!" remarked Cremers. "I do want it. Sure some baby!" "Oh hell!" repeated Abdul Bey. "Look'e here! You gimme the rocks, an' I'll take her across the pond. There's ships. Gimme three thousand bucks and expenses, and three thousand every year, and I'll fix it. You folks get off and paint Paree pink. Is it a go?" Abdul Bey brightened immediately. Only one thought chilled him. "What about Douglas?" he said. "I'll `tend to that."

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1929 · PDF PAGE 169

Moonchild

…ke a man his own by giving him a good conceit of himself. "I am proud to meet you, Mr. Butcher," he began, affably. "May I beg of you to take the trouble to be seated! The chair is worthy of you," he added, with a smile; "it was at one time the property of Frederick the Great." The servant, who was dressed as a Highland Gillie in gala costume, offered cigars and whisky. "Say, this is sure some whisky, Count! This is where I fall off the wagon, one time, John. You watch my batting average!" observed Mr. Butcher,

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1996 · PDF PAGE 170

The Law is for All

…a strictly temporary device; and to cut out the idea of Eternal Rest. This »/¿¿ana-idea is the coward- “Mother’s Boy” idea; one ought to take a refreshing dip in the tao, no more. I think this must be brought forward as the Cardinal Point of Our Holy Law. Thus though Nuit cries “To me!”, that is balanced by the Formula of Hadit: ‘“Come unto me’ is a foolish word; for it is I that go.” Now the Semen is God (the going-one, as shewn by the ankh or Sandal-strap, which He carries) because he goes in at the Door, stays there for a specified period, a…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 126

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…tanies unchanted, unperfumed? Live in the shuddering marble they remain : Here is the infinite credo of pure pain. Here let life’s agony take hold enough Of all that lives: let partial tears for them Wake knowledge, brain-dissolving diadem Of white-hot woe upon the brows of love ! LES DEUX GENIES. Goop bends and breathes into the rosy shell Of peace and perfume, love in idleness, Of pure cold raptures, hymns the mystic stress, Imagining’s reiterate miracle. Evil breathes, bending, the reverberate spell Conjuring ghosts of the insane address Of …

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1929 · PDF PAGE 420

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

….......................Young man! she shall be tended, ........................................................................Well. No! take my shirt! Staunch the dear beast. ............................................................A miracle. 4. After the fourth foot: Serene, august, untroubled, cold, her prayers are worth More than our steel, more than our gold, that bind the earth. 5. After the first foot: Bow down to the Cross! His love purge thee! His Passion save thee! {670}

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1913 · PDF PAGE 6

John Yarker – In Memoriam

…stery tradition was preserved and handed down to modern times. This splendid book carries conviction in every line, and all brethren who take a serious interest in Masonry should study it. 6

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1907 · PDF PAGE 27

Konx Om Pax

… on! This is only the Servants’ Hall, nearly everybody stays there all their lives." And I said: “Kiss me I” So he said: “Every step you take is only possible when you say that." We came into a dreadful dark passage again, so narrow and low, that it was like a dirty old tunnel, and yet so vast and wide that everything in the whole world was contained in it. We saw all the strange dreams and awful shapes of fear, and really I don’t know how we ever got through, except that the Prince called for some splendid strong creatures to guard us. There w…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 63

Magick in Theory and Practice (Section 1)

…mplementary with that here discussed. 8l may be regarded as a number of Yesod rather than of Luna. The actual meaning of the word may be taken as indicating the formula. Aleph may be referred to Harpocrates, with allusion to the well-known poem of Catullus. Lamed may imply the exaltation of Saturn, and suggest the Three of Swords in a particular manner. Yod will then recall Hermes, and Mem the Hanged Man. We hâve thus a Tetragrammaton which contains no féminine component. The initial Force is here the Holy Spirit and its vehicle or weapon the “…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 79

Moonchild

…nhood, before a set of [114] fools. He will produce you poems, and infants, and events, as the case may be; but you have more or less to take his word for it that he did the acts responsible primarily for them. Another difficulty about true magick is that it is so perfectly a natural process that its phenomena never excite surprise except by their timeliness — so that one has to record hundreds of experiments to set up a case which will even begin to exclude coincidence. For instance, I want a certain book. I use my book- producing talisman. Th…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 80

Moonchild

…is conference, and put it immediately into execution. You had better not attract attention by collecting luggage, and you must certainly take no person outside the Order into your circle. So after dinner you will put on your other clothes, walk down to the Metro, cross to the Gare de Lyon, and jump into the Rome rapide. Wire me when you arrive at The Butterfly-Net!" [116]

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1929 · PDF PAGE 185

Moonchild

…e of sensation. It struck her that such creatures were images of Desire, a cruel and insatiable craving deprived of any will or power to take a single step towards gratification; and she understood that this condition was the most hideous and continual torture, agony with no ray of hope, impotence so complete as even to inhibit an issue in death. And she knew, too, that these shapes were born of her own weaknesses; yet, so far from rousing herself to stamp them out in her mind, she gloated upon their monstrosity and misery, took pleasure in the…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 194

Moonchild

…emotion that consumed him that he trembled with excitement and eagerness. To-night was a great night: it was a step in his initiation to take part in so tremendous a ceremony. He became nervously exalted; he could have danced; Hecate, warming herself in his old bones, communicated a devilish glee to him. The moment was at hand for his renewed activity. "Hecate, mother only of death, devourer of all [274] life!" cried Douglas, in his final adjuration; "as I devote to thy chill tooth this secret spring of man, so be it with all that are like unto…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 66

Collected Works (Vol. III)

… So, Flavia, till the dawn awake Cling close, cling close, as this is ! While moonlight lingers on the lake, Our present happiness we’ll take And fill the night with kisses ! IX. KATIE CARR. "Twas dark when church was out! moon Was low on Rossett Ghyll;? The organ’s melancholy tune Grew subtle, far, and still. the All drest in black, her white, white throat Like moonlight gleamed ; she moved Along the road, towards the farm, Too happy to be loved. ‘‘O Katie Carr! how sweet you are!” She only hurried faster: She found an arm about her waist: A m…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 22

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…stery tradition was preserved and handed down to modern times. This splendid book carries conviction in every line, and all brethren who take a serious interest in Masonry should study it. xxii

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1913 · PDF PAGE 22

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…stery tradition was preserved and handed down to modern times. This splendid book carries conviction in every line, and all brethren who take a serious interest in Masonry should study it. xxii

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1907 · PDF PAGE 26

Konx Om Pax

…rn rosy red. 50 he caught me up and set me on his horse, and l clung to his neck as we galloped into the night. Then he told me he would take me to his Palace and show me everything, and one day when we were married I should be mistress of it all. Then I wanted to be married to him at once, and then I saw it couldn’t be, because I was so sleepy and had bad dreams, and one can’t be a good wife if one is always doing that sort of thing. But he said I would be older one day, and not sleep so much, and every one slept a little, but the great thing …

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1929 · PDF PAGE 99

Moonchild

…ewed his general warnings to her. "Child!" he said, "you are now ready for our great experiment. On Monday, the day of the New Moon, you take the oath of dedication; and we shall be able to resume those relations which we temporarily renounced. Now let me say to you that you are absolutely guarded in every way but one. The weak spot is this: we cannot abolish unsuitable thoughts entirely from your mind. It is for you to do that, and we have done our best to make the conditions as favourable as possible; but I warn you that the struggle may be b…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 224

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…hou hast shown Mete thou thy gain and loss! Damned, on infernal thy O melancholy ruin, that wert Greece ! What little comfort canst thou take from time ? Years pass, In shameful war or sordid peace— What god can recreate thee, the sublime? Alas! let Lethe roll her sleepy seas Over thy ruined clime. O piteous fallen tyranny of Spain ! What dogs are tearing at thy bowéls yet? Let thine own King,” saith God, resume his reign | Loyal and happy seasons may foryet The ancient scars. Thy moon is on the wane? Thy sun may never set ! And thou, foul olig…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 78

Moonchild

… ourselves. For instance, I try to unite myself as intimately as I can with every other mind, or body, or idea, that comes in my way. To take that cone simile, I want to be all the different curves I can, so as to have a better chance of realizing the cone. The Black Lodge magician clings to his one curve, tries to make it permanent, to exalt it above all other curves. And of course the moment the cone shifts, out he goes: pop!" "Observe the poet!" remarked Simon Iff. "He values himself enormously; but his idea of perpetuating himself is to mak…

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