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1913 · PDF PAGE 365

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

… to be the absolute, and its ideal is a lie. Without God, being is a nothingness affirming itself, life a death in disguise, and light a night for ever deceived by the mirage of dreams. The first and most essential act of faith is then this. Being exists ; and the Being of beings, the Truth of being, is God. Being is alive with intelligence, and the living intelligence of absolute being is God. Light is real andlife-giving; now, the reality and life of all light is God. The word of universal reason is an affirmation and not a negation. How blin…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 365

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

… to be the absolute, and its ideal is a lie. Without God, being is a nothingness affirming itself, life a death in disguise, and light a night for ever deceived by the mirage of dreams. The first and most essential act of faith is then this. Being exists ; and the Being of beings, the Truth of being, is God. Being is alive with intelligence, and the living intelligence of absolute being is God. Light is real andlife-giving; now, the reality and life of all light is God. The word of universal reason is an affirmation and not a negation. How blin…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 239

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

… in the gloom of Golgotha, a chill and hideous horror which vampire-like had sucked dry the joy of his boyhood; when suddenly one summer night he broke away from the ghouls that had tormented him, casting aside the sordid conventions of life, defying the laws of his 231

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1909 · PDF PAGE 239

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

… in the gloom of Golgotha, a chill and hideous horror which vampire-like had sucked dry the joy of his boyhood; when suddenly one summer night he broke away from the ghouls that had tormented him, casting aside the sordid conventions of life, defying the laws of his 231

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1910 · PDF PAGE 18

The World’s Tragedy

PREFACE. XIII 6. The “ Badgers’ Meeting ”. Every Monday night the school was ranged round the back of the big school- room, and the scourings of Barnswell (Cambridge’s slum) let in, fed, preached to, and dismissed. Result, epidemics of ring worm, measles, and mumps. Oh no ! not a result ; the Lord’s hand was heavy upon us because of some undiscovered sin. I might go on for a long while, but I will not. I hope there are some people in the world happy enough to think that I am lying, or at least exaggerating. But I pledge my word to the literal t…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 29

Collected Works (Vol. I)

… seas that roar And stars that sing, by rivers and fresh flood, By his own essence, by his body and blood, To lay his godhead down, till night drew nigh, To be a mortal Ul the vesper cry Of dying breezes. So the morning past And found them linked inexorably fast Each in the other’s arms, Their lips are wed To drink head Of lovers’ breath. Now Zeus half rises up, Sips once again from that moon-curvéd cup, And, in his passion gazing on the flower, Darker and riper for Love’s perfect hour, His clear voice through the silent atmosphere Burst rich a…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 46

The Star in the West

…the dark waters close over us as we are borne down their unfathomable depths . Similarly in the following : Aching with all the pangs of night My shuddering body swoons ; my eyes Absorb her eyelids ' lazy light , And read her bosom 2 The extra half - step in “ shuddering ” in place of dis cordantly jarring on the metre produces a keener sense of agony in the reader's mind than a word which scanned correctly would do . In the next passage , taken from “ Tannhäuser , ” we find the introduction of a spondee carrying with it a curious sensation of …

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1911 · PDF PAGE 198

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

… blue the sky was, as our hope was clear ! " “ Hope has gone down to Hell’s nadir.” So in the foolish alleys they conferred, And only midnight overheard. AQUARIUS. Master, it is not to be borne. MAGISTER TEMPLI. Mother of Heaven, let us lament together ! [Recita Swinburne: “ 7he Garden ofProserfz'ne." [MATER CCELI þ/ays according-b? CAPRICORNUS. Master, it is not to be borne! MAGISTER TEMPLI. Mother of Heaven, let us work to— gether I MATER C(ELI. Behold thine handmaidenl [MAGISTER TEMFLI mul MATER CCELI go together hand z'n hami, within the wi…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 198

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

… blue the sky was, as our hope was clear ! " “ Hope has gone down to Hell’s nadir.” So in the foolish alleys they conferred, And only midnight overheard. AQUARIUS. Master, it is not to be borne. MAGISTER TEMPLI. Mother of Heaven, let us lament together ! [Recita Swinburne: “ 7he Garden ofProserfz'ne." [MATER CCELI þ/ays according-b? CAPRICORNUS. Master, it is not to be borne! MAGISTER TEMPLI. Mother of Heaven, let us work to— gether I MATER C(ELI. Behold thine handmaidenl [MAGISTER TEMFLI mul MATER CCELI go together hand z'n hami, within the wi…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 234

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

THE EQUINOX The dusk is fallen ; there is no more green ; The day is past, and love and life are fled: Out from my window in the night I lean To hear the waiting ghosts of hours long dead. But, being dead, they dwell at rest in me, Turned into song by love’s strange alchemy. Wherefore I sing of things long past and dead; Wherefore I murmur foolishly in sleep; The old, old pain still throbbing through my head In dreams of desert valleys, mountains steep, With winding paths ; hot suns and scorching plains. There is a fire unquenched within my bra…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 234

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

THE EQUINOX The dusk is fallen ; there is no more green ; The day is past, and love and life are fled: Out from my window in the night I lean To hear the waiting ghosts of hours long dead. But, being dead, they dwell at rest in me, Turned into song by love’s strange alchemy. Wherefore I sing of things long past and dead; Wherefore I murmur foolishly in sleep; The old, old pain still throbbing through my head In dreams of desert valleys, mountains steep, With winding paths ; hot suns and scorching plains. There is a fire unquenched within my bra…

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1928 · PDF PAGE 33

Little Poems in Prose

…with everybody and with my- self, I should like to rehabilitate myself and re- gain my pride a little in the silence and solitude of the night. Souls of those whom I have loved, souls of those whom I have sung, strengthen me, sustain me, drive far from me falsehood and the corrupting vapours of the world, and Thou, O Lord my God, grant me Thy favour that I may make some good verses to prove to myself that I am not the meanest

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1907 · PDF PAGE 105

Konx Om Pax

…fingers only, please l " to their host. Now, doctor, said Basil, your Italian Prince! THE DISAPPOINTED ARTIST SHALL we sit here? Aflovely night !— \Vhat you were saying, though, is right: Man scorns repulsion and attraction; Woman is wholly reflex action.— I’ll tell you of a splendid joke I had once. Have another smoke? No? Well. I wanted to determine Rightly the nature of the vermin. (A pity scientific study Makes the hands poisonous and bloody!) You see yon finger chaste and cool That moonlight flings across the pool?

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1912 · PDF PAGE 23

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…th spectacles and elastic-sided boots; think of B, who married (on her holiday as a maid-of—all-work in Bayswater) a forty-pfennig fly—by—night from Hamburg, who cuckolded him openly in XXlll

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1912 · PDF PAGE 23

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…th spectacles and elastic-sided boots; think of B, who married (on her holiday as a maid-of—all-work in Bayswater) a forty-pfennig fly—by—night from Hamburg, who cuckolded him openly in XXlll

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1930 · PDF PAGE 10

Magick in Theory and Practice (Section 3)

t The Amber Witch, by Wilhelm Meinhold. These two taies are highly informative. Macbeth; Midsummer Night’s Dream; The Tempest, by W. Shakespeare. Interesting for traditions treated. Redgaimtlet, by Sir Walter Scott. Also one or two other novels. Interesting for traditions treated. Rob Roy, by James Grant. Interesting for traditions treated. The Magician, by W. Somerset Maugham. An amusing hotch- pot of stolen goods. The Bible, by various authors unknown. The Hebrew and Greek Originals are of Qabalistic value. It contains also many magical apolo…

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1901 · PDF PAGE 92

The Soul of Osiris

80 THE SOUL OF OSIRIS. Thus I beheld the truth : ye are stars that give me light ; But I read you aright and learn I am walking in the night. Then I turned mine eyes away to the Light that is above you : The answering splendid Dawn arose, and I did not love you. I saw the breaking light, and the clouds fled far away : It was the resurrection of the Golden Star of Day. And now I live in Him ; my heart may trace the years In drops of virginal blood and springs of virginal tears. I love you now again with an undivided song. Because I can never lov…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 268

Collected Works (Vol. I)

… ‘‘ I”; and yet it is not “I” Distinct, but ‘‘ I” incorporate in All. I am the Resurrection and the Life ! The Work is finished, and the Night rolled back ! I am the Rising Sun of Life and Light, The Glory of the Shining of the Dawn! Iam Osiris! I the Lord of Life Triumphant over death— O Sorrow, Sorrow, Sorrow of the World! So dawns at last the HEINRICH. This was my friend. Deep night descends, perfused With unsubstantial glory from beyond. The stars are buried in the mist of light. Beyond the hill the world is, and laments Existence—the wide …

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1906 · PDF PAGE 48

Collected Works (Vol. II)

… weaning The king her babe from milk of life and love To milk new-dropped above From her sweet breast in vaporous light Into the willowy night That lay upon the river. So the king Heard a strange chant—the woods began to sing ; The river took the tune; the willows kept Time; and the black skies wept Those tears, those blossoms, those pear] drops of milk That the moon shed: and looking up he saw As if the willows were but robes of silk, The moon’s face stoop and draw Close to his forehead: at the tears she shed He knew that he was dead ! Thus he…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 124

Konx Om Pax

…l, but it shall be! it shall be! And he rolled off this great oath: I SWEAR by all the stars that stream Through all the lofty leaves of night: I swear by the tremendous towers That crown Granada’s vale of flowers: M

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