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1912 · PDF PAGE 70

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…ill utterly bad—no work for these days—only the pretence of it. Before I had got to the end of the preamble I was almost delirious every time. 7. Had a Turker and did A in it, though with great discomfort. 8. Το Nursing Home. Unto thee, Adon-ai, do I commit my way. Unto thee, the Augoeides, unto thee the Self- Glittering One ! Ι put my trust in the power that hath devised me as I am for the achieving of a purpose, the Next Step. A rather bad, but done. Being in bed has cured the eternal headache, and the throat is much better. (The doctors were…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 70

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…ill utterly bad—no work for these days—only the pretence of it. Before I had got to the end of the preamble I was almost delirious every time. 7. Had a Turker and did A in it, though with great discomfort. 8. Το Nursing Home. Unto thee, Adon-ai, do I commit my way. Unto thee, the Augoeides, unto thee the Self- Glittering One ! Ι put my trust in the power that hath devised me as I am for the achieving of a purpose, the Next Step. A rather bad, but done. Being in bed has cured the eternal headache, and the throat is much better. (The doctors were…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 6

Book 4 (Part II)

… refuse them. He wants an independent and self-reliant body of students to follow out their own methods of research. If he can save them time and trouble by giving a few useful "tips," his work will have been done to his own satisfaction. Those who have wished men to believe in them \vere absurd. A per- suasive tongue or pen, or an efficient sword, with rack and stake, pro- duced this "belief," which is contrary to, and destructive of, all real religious experience. The whole life of Frater Perdurabo is now devoted to seeing that you obtain thi…

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1928 · PDF PAGE 146

Little Poems in Prose

… took to chemistry, so that henceforth I found a mask of glass between my mouth and hers. With all that, she was very prudish; if at any time I shocked her by a too amorous gesture she writhed like a victim of rape.” “How did that finish?” said one of the three others; “I did not know you were so patient.” “For every evil,” he replied, “God has ap- pointed a remedy. One day I found this Mi- nerva (an-hungered for ideal strength) en- gaged in a private interview with my servant, in a situation which compelled me to return discretely lest I shoul…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 59

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…my life, Answer if thou canst from the unsullied place, Unveiling fur one star-wink thy bright face ! Did we leave then, once cognisant, Time for some Fear to implant His poison? Did we hesitate ? Leave but one little chance to Fate? For one swift second did we wait? There is no need to answer : God is God, A jealous God and evil ; with His rod He smiteth fair and foul, and with His sword Divideth tiniest atoms of intangible time, That men may know he is the Lord. Then, with that sharp division, Did He divide our wit sublime? Our knowledge brin…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 106

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…rthy of such a freight. The voice from the shrine. Ay, but thou hast. Nu. Most ancient is her date, And manya sea hath battered her, and time Hath eaten her, I fear ; corrosive crime Of the wild zon. Ho! thou wife o’ the waters ! Our three strong sons and our three stalwart daughters, Bid them discover if the old ship’s sound! The voice from the west. Beware! Beware! the Lords of Heaven confound The cities, and their habitants are drowned. JULIAN and JovIAN. We go ; our master’s body must be tended. [They go to the body and occupy themselves wi…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 106

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…rthy of such a freight. The voice from the shrine. Ay, but thou hast. Nu. Most ancient is her date, And manya sea hath battered her, and time Hath eaten her, I fear ; corrosive crime Of the wild zon. Ho! thou wife o’ the waters ! Our three strong sons and our three stalwart daughters, Bid them discover if the old ship’s sound! The voice from the west. Beware! Beware! the Lords of Heaven confound The cities, and their habitants are drowned. JULIAN and JovIAN. We go ; our master’s body must be tended. [They go to the body and occupy themselves wi…

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1961 · PDF PAGE 61

Liber Aleph

THE BOOK OF WISDOM OR FOLLY 49 Af Sequitur (3) Scientifica (Continued. 3: Sciences) INCE Time and Space are the Conditions of Mind, these two Studies are fundamental. Yet there remaineth Causality, which is the Root of the Actions and Reactions of Nature. This also shalt thou seek ardently, that thou mayst comprehend the Variety of the Universe, its Harmony and its Beauty, with the Knowledge of that which compelleth it. Yet this is not equal to the former two in Power to reveal thee to thy Self; and its first Use is to instruct thee in the true…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 45

John St. John

… course it must be lived as well as per- formed. (1 must here complain of serious trouble with fountain pens, and the waste of priceless time fixing them up. They have been wrong throughout the whole operation, a thing that has not happened to me for near eight years. I hope I’ve got a good one at last—yes, thank God ! this one writes decently.) 43

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1912 · PDF PAGE 82

Book 4 (Part I)

…this “ Sun” is far more brilliant than the sun of nature. The whole thing takes place on a higher level. Also the conditions of thought, time, and space are abolished. It is impossible to explain what this really means :i only experience can furnish you with apprehension. (This, too, has its analogies in ordinary life; the conceptions of higher mathematics cannot be grasped by the beginner, cannot be explained to the layman.) Α further development is the appearance of the Form which has been universallydescribed as human; although the persons d…

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1928 · PDF PAGE 170

Little Poems in Prose

…- gettable looks which would overturn thrones if spirit could move matter, and if the eye of a mesmerist could ripen grapes. At the same time I heard a voice whispering in my ear; a voice I knew well. It was that of a good angel, or of a good daimon, who accom- panies me everywhere. Since Socrates had his daimon, why should I not have my good angel, and why should I not have the honour, like Socrates, of obtaining my certificate of insanity signed by the subtle Lélut and the well-advised Baillarger? There exists this difference between the daim…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 60

Magick Without Tears

…ess as concisely as possible yet as fully, as cogently yet as lucidly, as may prove within my power to do. At least I need not waste any time on telling you what Magick is not; or to go into the story of how the word came to be misapplied to conjuring tricks, and to sham miracles such as are to this day foisted by charlatan swindlers, either within or without the Roman Communion, upon a gaping crew of pious imbeciles. First let me go all Euclidean, and rub your nose in the Definition, Postulate and Theorems given in my comprehensive (but, alas!…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 43

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…t top of the ridge. This was called the direct climb of Mickledoor; and nobody had done it. That seemed to be a shame, so I did it. This time the fat was in the fire. My good faith was openly challenged in the smoking-room. I shrugged my shoulders, but offered to repeat the climb the following day before witnesses --- which I accordingly did. I suppose I am a very innocent ass, but I could not understand why anyone calling himself human should start a series of malicious intrigues on such a cause of quarrel. I must admit that my methods were so…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 19

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…inketh. Yes? XXIX. So, love, not thus for you and me! And if Iam man, no more, expect T shall remain so, till, maybe, The anatomist, old Time, dissect Me, nerve from flesh, and bone from bone, And raise me spiritual, changed In all but love for you, my own ; The little matter rearranged, The little mind refigured. This Alone I hope or think to keep :— The love I bear you, and the kiss Too soft to call the breath of sleep. And, if you are woman, even there I do decline: we stand above. I ask not, and will take no share With you in what mankind c…

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1901 · PDF PAGE 102

The Mother’s Tragedy

…y as tempest and as spring wind pure. After a year her changed life met its fate. There came a man and loved her, and her soul The first time knew true sympathy. Elate, That pure joy filled her body’s broken bow! With infinite fresh fire and purer wine; Her whole life grew one exquisite divine Flower of the sunlight; memory alone Held its stern sceptre on a cruel throne. She simply fled and would not see his face. A noble folly! In the countryside Where her harsh youth was nurtured, in the place Where she revolted, she lay down and died. With c…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 168

Book 4 (Part II)

…ar, its single notes tinkle fainter and fainter into silence. At the sound of this Bell the Universe ceases for an indivisible moment of time, and attends to the Will of the Magician. Let him not interrupt the sound of this Bell. Let this be that which is written. Liber VII, v, 31 : "There is a solemnity of the silence. There is no more voice at all." As the Magical Book was the record of the past, so is the Magick Bell the prophecy of the future. The manifested shall repeat itself again and again, always a clear thin note, always a sim- plicit…

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1928 · PDF PAGE 69

Little Poems in Prose

…ome here for nothing.” The Fairy might have been embarrassed, for there remained no longer anything at all; how- ever; she remembered in time a law very well known, though rarely applied in the supernatu- ral world inhabited by these impalpable deities, friendly to man, and often constrained to yield to his passions, such as the Fairies, the

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1906 · PDF PAGE 47

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…ing flame Of lambent water and the carven quay, Stone, like embroidery ! All the dear beauty of art’s soul sublime He looked on the last time, And trod the figured stéps, and found the ledge At the white water’s edge Where the king’s pinnace lodged; but he put by That shell of ivory, And chose a pearl-inwoven canoe, whose prow Bore the moon’s own bright brow In grace of silver sculptured ; and therein He stepped; and all the water thin Laughed to receive him ; now the city faded Little by little into many-shaded Clusters of colour. So his boat …

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1919 · PDF PAGE 156

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…nsciousness, and try and make myself believe I have ‘given up’ what I ‘could not get’ for the sake of ‘others’ which do not exist at the time (for me)? This is certainly a difficult one to tackle, I am entering it so as to try and formulate the proposition clearly. Now, the doubt enters my mind, that I have only put it down in order to appear honest to Fra. P.A., or anyone who may read this record. NO... . The foregoing thought seems to have a parallel in J. St. J. Again on Page 96 “I must attain or . . . an end to J. St. J.” seems similar to t…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 107

The Scented Garden

…I have translated “ charm.” However there is (ac- cording to Mahbub) a mystic truth con- cealed. Arithmetic like all sciences was at one time considered magical by the vulgar ; to this day the “ magic squares ” of numbers of which the simplest cast is : 492 357 816 are attributed to the planets, and credited with su- pernatural powers. There is an Arab saying — I think by Averrhoes — “ God is the square root of man ” : and a certain very holy Fakir (only recently dead) determined to discover the nature of God by working out √3. He is said to ha…

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