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1910 · PDF PAGE 174

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…ing, won’t you?” Concentration on any organ seems to make it very sensitive—a fleck of down lighting on my nose made me jump. Pranayama, Three cycles of 7 minutes (ze. Twelve cycles of 5. 10. 20=one cycle of 7 minutes) with intervals of 3 minutes after each cycle. Pranayama. Two cycles of 5.10.20. The counting got mixed and things seem to tend to get buzzy and obscure. Found it difficult to follow clearly the second-hand of a watch. One cycle of 4 minutes of 10. 20. 30. * A Mantra, Shi= Peace, Va= Power. It means “Thy peace by power increasing …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 174

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…ing, won’t you?” Concentration on any organ seems to make it very sensitive—a fleck of down lighting on my nose made me jump. Pranayama, Three cycles of 7 minutes (ze. Twelve cycles of 5. 10. 20=one cycle of 7 minutes) with intervals of 3 minutes after each cycle. Pranayama. Two cycles of 5.10.20. The counting got mixed and things seem to tend to get buzzy and obscure. Found it difficult to follow clearly the second-hand of a watch. One cycle of 4 minutes of 10. 20. 30. * A Mantra, Shi= Peace, Va= Power. It means “Thy peace by power increasing …

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1929 · PDF PAGE 152

Magick in Theory and Practice (Section 1)

…, the Poem, the Motor by Moonlight, the Marriage Certificate, the Whip, and the Feigned Flight. The Magical Link may be classified under three main heads; as it involves (i) one plane and one person, (2) one plane and two or more persons, (3) two planes. In class (1) the machinery of Magick — the instrument — already exists. Thus, I may wish to heal my own body, increase my own energy; develop my own mental powers, or inspire my own imagination. Here the Exorcist and the Démon are already connected, consciously or subconsciously, by an excellen…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 189

Magick Without Tears

… very far from being practical instruction. (The chapter on the Lamen, pp. 159-161, is even worse.) An analogy, not too silly, for these three: the Chess-player, the Opening, and the Game itself. But-you will object-why be silly at all? Why not say simply that the Lamen, stating as it does the Character and Powers of the wearer, is a dynamic portrait of the individual, while the Pantacle, his Universe, is a static portrait of him? and that, you pursue flatteringly, is why you preferred to call the Weapon of Earth (in the Tarot) the Disk, emphas…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 4

Moonchild

…hat? — to pay any attention to the necessities of would-be travellers. The speed of the trains is adjusted to that of the Roman Legions: three miles per hour. And they are always late, in honour of the immortal Fabius, "qui cunctando restituit rem." [10] This terminus is swathed in immemorial gloom; it was in one of the waiting- rooms that James Thomson conceived the idea for his City of Dreadful Night; but it is still the heart of London, throbbing with a clear longing towards Paris. A man who goes to Paris from Victoria will never reach Paris…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 516

Magick Without Tears

…of these ruminators-poor old, dear old G for gaga Bernard Shaw. The artist, said he, was a special case. He should have a nice easy job, three or four hours a day, and be free for the rest of it to devote himself to his Art. I wonder how much of his own work would have seen daylight if he had been tied to some silly robot soul-killing, nerve-crushing, mind-infuriating routine job for even one half-hour a day! When I am on a piece of work, I grudge the time for eating; and when it's done, I need the absolute relaxation of leisured luxury. Then w…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 102

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…Then crown me and cling ! Flash forward—and spring ! Flash forth on the fire of the altar, The stones, and the sacrifice shed ; Till the Three Worlds! flicker and falter, And life and her love be dead ! In mysterious joy Awake—and destroy ! JASON. It is enough ! HERACLES, Too great for a god’s strength ! THESEUS. Speak ! CASTOR. Change! Not to be borne! POLLUX. But this is death ! ORPHEUS. Let the light fade. The oracle is past. JASON. The Voice is past. We are alive again. ORPHEUS. What spake That Silence? HERACLES. ‘* This is not a quest Wher…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 359

Magick Without Tears

…own Ananias-like attempt to "keep back part of the price," my relations with Virakam had become strained. We reached Naples after two or three quarrelsome days in Rome and began house-hunting. I imagined that we should find dozens of suitable places to choose from, but we spent day after day scouring the city and suburbs in an automobile, without finding a single place to let that corresponded in the smallest degree with our ideas. Virakam's brat-a most god-forsaken lout-was to join us for the Christmas holidays, and on the day he was due to ar…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 187

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…chances. It wants a lot of clever steering to keep the course. For instance, we took too much one night and made ourselves sick. It took three or four hours to get back, and that was absolute hell. My heart is a little fretful at times. It’s certainly great, Peter Pan having medical knowledge. He went out and got some strychnine and put me right. Champagne helps H. quite a lot. Youmustn’t drink it off. The thing to do is to sip it very slowly. It helps one to move one’s hands.

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1909 · PDF PAGE 258

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…ds to the right of the Hierophant and facing West raises his wand, as a symbol of the ray of Divine Light from the white Triangle of the Three Supernals, and cries : “HEKAS, HEKAS, ESTE, BEBELOI!”|| * More fiery. S.R.M.D. says Thmais contains the letters of wmnx, and probably is the origin of the Greek Quis, the Justice-Goddess. t More fluidic, t Or Caduceus. See Diagram 24. § Or Fylfat. See Diagram 14. || The same as ‘ Eskato Bebeloi ” used in the Eleusinian Mysteries, 250

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1909 · PDF PAGE 258

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…ds to the right of the Hierophant and facing West raises his wand, as a symbol of the ray of Divine Light from the white Triangle of the Three Supernals, and cries : “HEKAS, HEKAS, ESTE, BEBELOI!”|| * More fiery. S.R.M.D. says Thmais contains the letters of wmnx, and probably is the origin of the Greek Quis, the Justice-Goddess. t More fluidic, t Or Caduceus. See Diagram 24. § Or Fylfat. See Diagram 14. || The same as ‘ Eskato Bebeloi ” used in the Eleusinian Mysteries, 250

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1912 · PDF PAGE 298

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…Crowe! Such ignorance, when combined with the Satanic Pride to which the possession of an apron with blue silk and silver tassels, value three hal(~bull! naturally predisposes mankind, leads to presumption, bigotry and intolerance. So we find Bro. Crowe asserting that all other degrees than his own are “ spurious and worthless.” Go slow, Bro. Crowe! The intelligence of Freemasons may be guessed by the level at which they rate that of cowans and eavesdroppers, They print their secret rituals for any one to buy; so (ar, so good, why shouldn’t they…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 298

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…Crowe! Such ignorance, when combined with the Satanic Pride to which the possession of an apron with blue silk and silver tassels, value three hal(~bull! naturally predisposes mankind, leads to presumption, bigotry and intolerance. So we find Bro. Crowe asserting that all other degrees than his own are “ spurious and worthless.” Go slow, Bro. Crowe! The intelligence of Freemasons may be guessed by the level at which they rate that of cowans and eavesdroppers, They print their secret rituals for any one to buy; so (ar, so good, why shouldn’t they…

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1996 · PDF PAGE 100

The Law is for All

…nscendental ecstasy. Possibly “not” and “me” are once more intended to apply to Nuit. With “know” itself, they may be “Nothing under its three forms”1 of negativity, action, and individuality. 1 [From “Liber Trigrammaton sub figura XXVII,” The Holy Books of Thelema (The Equinox 111(9)) (1983), p. 45.] 18. These are dead, these fellows; they feel not. We are not for the poor and sad: the lords of the earth are our kinsfolk. Commentary: This idea is confirmed. Those who sorrow are not real people at all, not “stars”—for the time being. The fact o…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 296

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…FRANKAU. 35.64) ADMIRABLE, this Odyssey of emasculationi The verse is at all times facile and clever beyond all praise, though there are three or {our faulty rhymes, and i cannot pass (twice) “ pleeceman ” and “ pleece," unless they are so spelt. The story is very typical and very tragic. An idle youth without enough guts even to go wrong. When, after infinite struggle, he gets into debt, an aunt conveniently dies and leaves him everything After innumerable mild phil- anderings, not one of which brings him even within whistling distance of the m…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 296

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…FRANKAU. 35.64) ADMIRABLE, this Odyssey of emasculationi The verse is at all times facile and clever beyond all praise, though there are three or {our faulty rhymes, and i cannot pass (twice) “ pleeceman ” and “ pleece," unless they are so spelt. The story is very typical and very tragic. An idle youth without enough guts even to go wrong. When, after infinite struggle, he gets into debt, an aunt conveniently dies and leaves him everything After innumerable mild phil- anderings, not one of which brings him even within whistling distance of the m…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 53

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…ir HERPES ZOSTER, M.D. SIR GRABSON JOBS, Q.C. Sir Herpes Z,. Yes, indeed, a most fortunate event. The children weigh 46 Ibs, between the three of them. All boys! SIR GRABSON J. Good! Good! failing—ha ! But a word in your ear. No chance of heirs This morphia? Sirk HERPES Z. Not a sign of relapse, old friend, and never will be now. Sir Percy is as sound a man as lives in England—I took four other opinions. SIR GRABSON J. None as weighty as your own. Six HlErRpss Z. You are polite, very polite. Where Carruthers ?

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1922 · PDF PAGE 296

Diary of a Drug Fiend

… up my nerves. Lamus had advised us to take Turkish baths if we felt unduly depressed. We had found them very useful. We had got down to three goes a day two days running, chiefly by following his advice to take one of the white tablets instead of the heroin whenever the craving became irresistible. He made rather a point of that, by the way. . It was a bad thing, he said, to yield to stress. It wasn’t nearly so harmful to take the heroin when one didn’t feel so badly in need of it. Even after all this time I hadn’t quite got on to the peculiar…

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1996 · PDF PAGE 42

The Law is for All

…de marriage a farce by the multiplication and confusion of the Divorce Laws. A friend of mine who had divorced her husband was actually, three years later, sued by him for divorce!!! But America never waits for laws; her people go ahead. The emancipated, self-supporting American woman already acts exactly like the “bachelor-boy.” Sometimes she loses her head, and stumbles into marriage, and stubs her toe. She will soon get tired of the folly. She will perceive how imbecile it is to hamstring herself in order to please her parents, or to legitim…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 259

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…aristocracy, and conceals even the seeds of revolution, by which alone progress can be effected. Thus we balance the Triads, uniting the Three in One; thus we gather up all the threads of human passion and interest, and weave them into an harmonious tapestry, subtly and diligently with great art, that our Order may seem an ornament even to the Stars that are in the Heavens at Night. In our rainbow-coloured texture we set forth the glory of the whole Universe—See thou to it, brother Magician, that thine own thread be strong, and pure, and of a c…

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