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1910 · PDF PAGE 190

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

THE EQUINOX (1903). In the month of January he met his old College friend H. L. From the very first moment of this meeting H. L. showed considerable perturbation of mind, and on being asked by Frater P. what was exercising him, H. L. replied “Come and free Miss Q. from the wiles of Mrs. M. Being asked who Mrs. M. was, H. L. answered that she was a vampire and a sorceress who was modelling a sphinx with the intention of one day endowing it with life so that it might carry out her evil wishes; and that her victim was Miss Q. P. wishing to ease hi…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 197

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…308s. 20 breaks. [With Mantra. Throbbing at once. “Invaders” nearly all irrational. Strong sub-current of swift thought noted. Quite the old times! Excel- lent: I require less food and less literary work. I wonder if it would be worth while to try irritation of skin over Ajna with tincture of Iodine.] In30am. 1155am. Ajna 25m. 20 breaks. 9.36 p.m. 9.514pm. Ajna 15m. 30s. 20 breaks, Ill.* 10.57a.m. 11.4 a.m. Pranayama 7m. Nose not clear, i16am, i1n18am. Ajna 2m, 6 breaks. [Hyperaesthesia of sense. Various sounds disturbed me much.] Again ill, 3.…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 450

Magick Without Tears

…best women are virgins. If only the Archbishop of Canterbury were to go naked in the streets and beg his bread! The new Christ, like the old, is the friend of publicans and sinners; because his nature is ascetic. o if every-man did No Matter What, provided that it is the one thing that he will not and cannot do. That settles it. We do progress; but how? Not by the tinkering of the meliorist; not by the crushing of initiative ; not by laws and regulations which hamstring the racehorse, and handcuff the boxer; but by the innovations of the eccent…

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1996 · PDF PAGE 163

The Law is for All

…. Commentary: The word “lust” is not necessarily to be taken in the sense familiar to Puritans. It means robustness, “merri­ ment” as of old understood: the Germans have retained the proper force of the term in lustig. But even the English retain “lusty.” The Puritan is undoubtedly a marvel. He has even succeeded in attaching a foul connotation to a colourless word like “certain”—“In a section of the city with a certain reputation women of a certain class suffering from certain diseases are charged with performing certain acts” is a common enou…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 72

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…aken by bad weather. Scientifically trained minds frequently lose all sense of judgment and logic. There is an account, hardly a century old, of a party of quite distinguished men who ascended Saddleback. They speak of precipitous cliffs and yawning {137} gulfs, though as a matter of fact there is not a rock on the mountain which a child of three years old could call scrambling. They were, in fact on ponies! Shelley's descriptions of Mont Blanc are comically exaggerated; his powers of observation must have been completely in abeyance.

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1907 · PDF PAGE 118

Konx Om Pax

… lusty life I back the gilded mask and burn With joy and hate. Aha! to turn to my own guts the glutted knife! 0 Satan! stand morose and cold above our bodies swimming thus And plunge thy glory into us, and fan our death with plumes of gold! Write with our blood before thee spilt on catafalque and catacomb The dire monition of our doom, the story of the Mask of Gilt! The paradox is right, by Heaven! exclaimed the big man. That poem is bad enough, but a long explanation—qui rexcuxe .s’accure. Better look for God in the filth itself than in the lam…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 10

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…en; and the correlative fact, that people who do the practices find that results do happen. It is most astonishing, even to us; under the old empirical, dogmatic methods people could work really hard for years, and get absolutely nothing; in our three years’ experience with the A A.'.. we have not found one man in whom three months’ work has not produced at least one notable result. What can we add but this: Blessing and worship to the Beast, the Prophet of the Lovely Star!

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1911 · PDF PAGE 10

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…en; and the correlative fact, that people who do the practices find that results do happen. It is most astonishing, even to us; under the old empirical, dogmatic methods people could work really hard for years, and get absolutely nothing; in our three years’ experience with the A A.'.. we have not found one man in whom three months’ work has not produced at least one notable result. What can we add but this: Blessing and worship to the Beast, the Prophet of the Lovely Star!

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1907 · PDF PAGE 249

The Star in the West

…illusionary nature of the time - idea ." 2 “ You would say that of two men born on a day , dying on a day , one may be young , the other old . . . he lives the longest who remembers most ." Mysticus considers the de finition insufficient unless the “ vividness of each impression " is added to the " number of impressions . Scepticus then shows that it would be possible in thought to construct a scale of vividness from a to n, by which we could erect a formula to express all that a man is . “ For example , he might be : 10 a +33125 b + 890 c + 80…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 99

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…truth came home to him: “0 my God! Ο my God! Damn it!” he screamed, “ how did you get the keys of my little safe ?” The girl had frozen colder than the stone, but there was a new light in her eye, and if the curl of a lip could treada worm into the dust, that lip was hers and that worm the author of her being. She had withdrawn as one who comes suddenly upon a toad, and the first flaming of her face had died instantly to deadlier ice. Bugg saw his mistake, his masses of mistakes. There being but one more to make, he made it; and, finding himself i…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 109

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…] Dr. B. Hullo, Fielding! Glad to see you. Just got your note before lunch; I’ll find out for sure what’s up. Pretty girl—pity ! See that old boyjust went out? A typical Brightic; fellow who devilled his own kidneys. Ha! ha! ha 67

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1912 · PDF PAGE 118

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

… rest will do you good. Dr. B. A pretty long rest. From now to the Day of Judgment. And you have nothing better to tell me than the same old lies! Lies ! Lies! Here, I’ve work to do. Good God l—I’ve work to do. [He rashes info the [emailing-room 111111 bangs the door. MRS. BOB, hiding her face in her hands to 601/67 her laughter,rashesofL.,followed by FIELDING, hisfacewhile י1111151111}? He hesilates a moment, slaps, and says (aside) I can't tell her—I daren’t tell her. I must keep up the farce. [The door banged by DR. BOB swings open on [he re…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 99

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…truth came home to him: “0 my God! Ο my God! Damn it!” he screamed, “ how did you get the keys of my little safe ?” The girl had frozen colder than the stone, but there was a new light in her eye, and if the curl of a lip could treada worm into the dust, that lip was hers and that worm the author of her being. She had withdrawn as one who comes suddenly upon a toad, and the first flaming of her face had died instantly to deadlier ice. Bugg saw his mistake, his masses of mistakes. There being but one more to make, he made it; and, finding himself i…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 109

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…] Dr. B. Hullo, Fielding! Glad to see you. Just got your note before lunch; I’ll find out for sure what’s up. Pretty girl—pity ! See that old boyjust went out? A typical Brightic; fellow who devilled his own kidneys. Ha! ha! ha 67

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1912 · PDF PAGE 118

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

… rest will do you good. Dr. B. A pretty long rest. From now to the Day of Judgment. And you have nothing better to tell me than the same old lies! Lies ! Lies! Here, I’ve work to do. Good God l—I’ve work to do. [He rashes info the [emailing-room 111111 bangs the door. MRS. BOB, hiding her face in her hands to 601/67 her laughter,rashesofL.,followed by FIELDING, hisfacewhile י1111151111}? He hesilates a moment, slaps, and says (aside) I can't tell her—I daren’t tell her. I must keep up the farce. [The door banged by DR. BOB swings open on [he re…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 353

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

353 Late in 1908 I picked up a book. The title attracted me strongly, The Magician. The author, bless my soul! No other than my old and valued friend. William Somerset Maugham, my nice young doctor whom I remembered so well from the dear old days of the Chat Blanc. So he had really written a book --- who would have believed it! I carried it off to Scott's. In my excitement, I actually paid for it. I think I ate two dozen oysters and a pheasant, and drank a bottle of No. III, one of the happiest champagnes in the famous --- can you say "caterer'…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 244

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…milar thoughts in me. But they are only thoughts. I am afraid of him. He might shoot me in a mad fit. He has got a target pistol, a very old one with long, thin bullets, and carries it about all the time. He never mentions the Germans now. He talks about a gang of hypnotists that have got hold of him, and put evil thoughts in his mind. He says that if he could shoot one of them it would break the spell. He tells me not to look at him as I do; but I have to be on the watch lest he should attack me. Then he mixes up my hypnotic gaze with ideas of…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 81

Moonchild

…ongruous name "Au Pere Tranquille." Akbar mounted the stairs. It was too early for revellers; even the musicians had not arrived; but an old man sat in one corner of the room, sipping a concoction of gin, whisky and rum which goes in certain circles by the name of a Nantucket Cocktail. This individual was of some sixty years of age; his hair and beard were white; his dress was that of a professional man, and he endeavoured to give dignity to his appearance by the assumption of a certain paternal or even patriarchal manner. But his eye was pale …

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1996 · PDF PAGE 138

The Law is for All

Chapter II a Verse 70 139 Now when Brillat-Savarin1 (was it not?) served to the King’s table a pair of old kid gloves, and pleased the princely palate, he certainly proved himself a Master-Cook. The feat is not one to be repeated constantly, but one should achieve it at least once—that it may bear witness to oneself that the skill is there. One might even find it advisable to practice it occasionally, to retain one’s confidence that one’s “right hand hath not lost its cunning.”1 2 On this point hear furthermore our Holy Books: 1 [Anthelme Brill…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 133

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…e them on the tomb. Then he is buried beyond resurrection; oblivion takes him, and he will never haunt the author or anybody else again. Old Man of the Sea, these three years you have drummed your black misshapen heels upon me; I have had no ease because of you; I am bepissed and conskited of your beastliness ; and now you are drunk with the idea that you are finished and perfect, I shall roll you off and beat your brains out upon that hardest of flints, the head of the British Public. I am shut of thee. Allah forget thee in the day when he rem…

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