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1911 · PDF PAGE 99

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…an make out the banners. Oh! I can see Sliman’s banner ! LAYLAH. Let me see! let me seel [She rushes to window] Yes! it flows free in the good air! How fierce he fights. I cannot see him ; but he must be there. Yes! it moves forward now; the Christians part before him like the air before an arrow. The dust swallows all up again. [Wailing rises without, louder and more insislenl. A curse upon these fools! But for them I could hear his battle-cry. . . . Has he ever cried, and I not heard him? Oh, why did the strange knight not bear me on his palfrey…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 99

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…an make out the banners. Oh! I can see Sliman’s banner ! LAYLAH. Let me see! let me seel [She rushes to window] Yes! it flows free in the good air! How fierce he fights. I cannot see him ; but he must be there. Yes! it moves forward now; the Christians part before him like the air before an arrow. The dust swallows all up again. [Wailing rises without, louder and more insislenl. A curse upon these fools! But for them I could hear his battle-cry. . . . Has he ever cried, and I not heard him? Oh, why did the strange knight not bear me on his palfrey…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 94

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…eculiar question, or he would certainly have discovered and visited the Moulin Rouge. As it was, Joan of Arc was very much more than was good for him. He stared, fascinated as bya basilisk, his eyes starting further and further from his head as his moral sense dragged his body backwards along the Rue de Rivoli. By this means he cannoned into a worthy Frenchman (who refused to take him seriously) and so was shocked into himself. He pulled out his watch. Only an hour and a half to catch his train. justas he was beginning to enjoy himself, too. Wh…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 94

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…eculiar question, or he would certainly have discovered and visited the Moulin Rouge. As it was, Joan of Arc was very much more than was good for him. He stared, fascinated as bya basilisk, his eyes starting further and further from his head as his moral sense dragged his body backwards along the Rue de Rivoli. By this means he cannoned into a worthy Frenchman (who refused to take him seriously) and so was shocked into himself. He pulled out his watch. Only an hour and a half to catch his train. justas he was beginning to enjoy himself, too. Wh…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 492

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…rst ages of the Qabalah to our own times. The table-turners, and those who make the spirits speak with alphabetical charts, are, then, a good many centuries behind the times; they do not know that there exists an oracular instrument whose words are always clear and always accurate, by means of which one can communicate with the seven genii of the planets, and make to speak at will the seventy-two wheels of Assiah, of Yetzirah, and of Briah. For that purpose it is sufficient to understand the system of universal analogies, such as Swedenborg has…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 492

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…rst ages of the Qabalah to our own times. The table-turners, and those who make the spirits speak with alphabetical charts, are, then, a good many centuries behind the times; they do not know that there exists an oracular instrument whose words are always clear and always accurate, by means of which one can communicate with the seven genii of the planets, and make to speak at will the seventy-two wheels of Assiah, of Yetzirah, and of Briah. For that purpose it is sufficient to understand the system of universal analogies, such as Swedenborg has…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 192

The Star in the West

…e an eternal Death ? Ah ! Saviour, deliver us from the misery of our lot ; lead us to the realms of eternal Rest , where rich and poor , good and bad , are made one , lost in the depths of the Lethean sea. And what can all this lead us to , this progress through misery ? To the great archetype the Arahat ship of Buddha . It was by gazing on the sunken eyes of a corpse , so the legend runs , that Gautama forsook pleasure for a life of pity . Life is feodal to Death , and our ultimate sleep is greater than our first awakening . The womb was dark …

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1913 · PDF PAGE 544

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…e. Has your wife been ill for along time? Cheer up, she will die of it! Hope and work is the message of Heaven to us by the voice of all good souls. Despair and die, Hell cries to us in every word and movement, even in all the friendly acts and caresses of imperfect or degraded beings. Whatever the reputation of any one may be, and what- ever may be the testimonies of friendship that that person may give you, if, on leaving him, you feel yourself less well disposed and weaker, he is pernicious for you: avoid him. Our double magnetism produces i…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 544

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…e. Has your wife been ill for along time? Cheer up, she will die of it! Hope and work is the message of Heaven to us by the voice of all good souls. Despair and die, Hell cries to us in every word and movement, even in all the friendly acts and caresses of imperfect or degraded beings. Whatever the reputation of any one may be, and what- ever may be the testimonies of friendship that that person may give you, if, on leaving him, you feel yourself less well disposed and weaker, he is pernicious for you: avoid him. Our double magnetism produces i…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 158

The Star in the West

…h a superabundance of power as to crush and extinguish the flaming desire for ex istence . The fools having devised God with jam for the good in heaven , were not long in devising Satan with a pickled birch for the naughty in hell . Those who were not fools and who found their bread un palatably dry , found that butter could be supplied free of cost by literally doing nothing . Any one familiar with a native city in India is aware of the vast hordes of indolent fakirs who practically do nothing except stand still and gaze vacantly into the clou…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 156

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

… the Non-Ego; not only is Karma absurd, but so also is Nibbana. For, all things and no-things are absurd save “I,” who am Soul and Body, Good and Evil, Sorrow and Joy, Change and Equilibrium; who in the temple of Adonai, am beyond all these, and by the fire side in my study—Mr. X, one with each and all. Thus it came about that the study of Buddhism caused Frater P. to abandon the tinsel of the Vedanta as well as its own cherished baubles, and induced him, more than ever, to rely on Work and Work alone and not on philosophizing, moralizing and r…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 156

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

… the Non-Ego; not only is Karma absurd, but so also is Nibbana. For, all things and no-things are absurd save “I,” who am Soul and Body, Good and Evil, Sorrow and Joy, Change and Equilibrium; who in the temple of Adonai, am beyond all these, and by the fire side in my study—Mr. X, one with each and all. Thus it came about that the study of Buddhism caused Frater P. to abandon the tinsel of the Vedanta as well as its own cherished baubles, and induced him, more than ever, to rely on Work and Work alone and not on philosophizing, moralizing and r…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 128

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…s silent beast at first. But the offer of food seemed kindly, and she ate some beans lest he should take offence, found them surprisingly good, nodded satisfaction, and even asked for more. This part concluded, she went to the door: The rain poured unceasingly; the forest stood in pools; and it was too dark to tell one tree from another. The woodcutter joined her, shook his head, said “ far " and " to-morrow," and pointed to a heap of straw. This strong-minded young lady knew when to bow to the inevitable; she took an armful of the straw, and re…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 128

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…s silent beast at first. But the offer of food seemed kindly, and she ate some beans lest he should take offence, found them surprisingly good, nodded satisfaction, and even asked for more. This part concluded, she went to the door: The rain poured unceasingly; the forest stood in pools; and it was too dark to tell one tree from another. The woodcutter joined her, shook his head, said “ far " and " to-morrow," and pointed to a heap of straw. This strong-minded young lady knew when to bow to the inevitable; she took an armful of the straw, and re…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 455

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…fect.” “A real young he-goat?” “Doubtless. Understand that it was neither a child’s toy, nor a stuffed animal.” Eliphas breathed again. “Good,” thought he ; “this man is not a sorcerer worthy of the stake. He does not know that the abominable authors 157

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1913 · PDF PAGE 457

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…‘ Begin this evening, and return to-morrow to tell me what you have seen, for to night you will have a manifestation.” The next day, our good man did not miss the appointment. “J woke up suddenly,” said he, ‘upon one o'clock in the morning. In front of my bedI saw a bright light, and in this light a shadowy arm which passed and repassed before me, as if to magnetize me. Then I went to sleep again, and some instants afterwards, waking anew, I saw again the same light, but it had changed its place. It had passed from left to right, and upon a lum…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 455

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…fect.” “A real young he-goat?” “Doubtless. Understand that it was neither a child’s toy, nor a stuffed animal.” Eliphas breathed again. “Good,” thought he ; “this man is not a sorcerer worthy of the stake. He does not know that the abominable authors 157

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1913 · PDF PAGE 457

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…‘ Begin this evening, and return to-morrow to tell me what you have seen, for to night you will have a manifestation.” The next day, our good man did not miss the appointment. “J woke up suddenly,” said he, ‘upon one o'clock in the morning. In front of my bedI saw a bright light, and in this light a shadowy arm which passed and repassed before me, as if to magnetize me. Then I went to sleep again, and some instants afterwards, waking anew, I saw again the same light, but it had changed its place. It had passed from left to right, and upon a lum…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 360

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…“‘for lunch to-day.” The remark was received with a hilarity which seemed positively indecent, and altogether out of pro- portion to the good news announced. The whole Abbey seemed to have gone wild with delight. Following the example of the Big Lion, every one pointed a forefinger downwards to the left, swung it sharply across to the right. This gesture was repeated three times and accompanied by the words :— “ Evoe Ho! Evoe Ho! Evoe Ho!” They began to clap hands but checked the movement before contact and only allowed the clash to take place …

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1929 · PDF PAGE 316

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…raculous. "Then I am some use after all!" was his conclusion. "I am indeed SENT to do something." For whom? For the universe; no partial good could possibly satisfy his equation. I am, then, the "Chosen Priest and Apostle of Infinite Space". Very good: and what is the message? What shall I teach men? And like lightning from heaven fell upon him these words: "THE KNOWLEDGE AND CONVERSATION OF THE HOLY GUARDIAN ANGEL." So again we read (in the diary) on February 11th: "Made many resolutions of a G. R. (Great Retirement). In dream flew to me an an…

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