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1901 · PDF PAGE 71

The Mother’s Tragedy

…. Hail, Pachad, king of Egypt and the Nile! Hail, Pachad, Lord of the two lands, all hail ! PACHAD. King of himself and lord of life and death, No lesser throne! I have borne me as a god, Avenging on my nearest blood the sin That brought me shameful to the shameless light. I have not faltered nor turned back at all, Nor moved my purpose for a moment’s thought. Nor will I now. The god is gone from me, And as a man I feel the living shame Of my existence, and the biting brand Of murder set upon me, and the sting Of my discrownéd forehead. I shall…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 81

Oracles

…sound, And, being in one tune securely bound, Even as a star became the soul of silence most profound. IV Thus there, the centre of that death that darkened, I sat and listened, if God’s voice should break And pierce the hollow of my ear that hearkened, Lest God should speak and find me not awake— For his own sake. No voice, no song might pierce or penetrate That enviable universal state. The sun and moon beheld, stood still. Only the spirit’s axis, will, Considered its own soul and sought a deadlier deep, And in its monotone mood Of supreme so…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 108

Collected Works (Vol. I)

THE LEGEND OF BEN LEDI IO! For scarce two days when sickness took the hing, and death dissolved the violence of the ring. T ruled alone; I left my palace gate To see if Love should have the laugh at Fat. And so I violated Death, and died ; But in the other land my spirit cried For incarnation : conquering I came Within my soulless body as a flame. Endowing which with sacred power I sought A little while, as thought that seeks for thought. [ found his changeless love endure as mine, His passion curl around me as a vine. So clinging fibres of des…

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1898 · PDF PAGE 39

Jephthah

…ike light through the portals they bounded, Their lithe limbs with cruelty curled, And the noise of their crying resounded To kindle the death of the world. For the heaven at sunset is sundered, Its gates to the sages unclose,

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1899 · PDF PAGE 230

Jephthah and Other Mysteries

208 MYSTERIES: When the feast turned to death for us; we reck Nothing to-night of all that past despair : Only to-night I watch your curving neck, And play with all the kisses of your hair, And feel your weight, as if you were to be Always and always—O my queen, how rare Your lips’ perfume; like lilies on the sea Your white breasts glimmer; let us wait awhile. There is no breeze to drive us down to lee On the cold rocks of yonder icy isle, And your sire’s passion must forget the chase As I forget, the moment that you smile, And sea and sky are …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 112

The Scented Garden

104 Ecstasy stronger than Death. The ‘ Maybe ’ and the ‘ Letushope ’, the ‘ Allahknows ’ and ‘ Ibelieve ’ ; The ‘ Sweetitwas ’ and ‘ Werecall ’, the ‘ Pitytis ’ and ‘ Mighthavebeen ’4 These founder in the rushing tide, these bear a cargo black with fear, Heavy with hate and dull with woe, a miserable load of teen : While we the ‘ Jolly Roger ’5 sail whose freight is fairy6 pearls of dew ; The podex and the member locked, without a bar, without a screen. Remembrance and regret we quash ; we banish traitor hope and fear ; The present ecstasy is a…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 30

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…ise alike the girl Who to my whole life put the period 01 all fulfilment, whose prophetic breath Girds me with life, and garlands me with death Come, be thy magic in the rime and rhythm, Until the sea sways to the tender tune, And the Winds whisper, and the leaves wave with them, The leaves wherethrough we look upon the moon, So that men hear me 01 the world within Secure from sorrow, sanctified from sin,

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1912 · PDF PAGE 30

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…ise alike the girl Who to my whole life put the period 01 all fulfilment, whose prophetic breath Girds me with life, and garlands me with death Come, be thy magic in the rime and rhythm, Until the sea sways to the tender tune, And the Winds whisper, and the leaves wave with them, The leaves wherethrough we look upon the moon, So that men hear me 01 the world within Secure from sorrow, sanctified from sin,

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1913 · PDF PAGE 209

Cambridge Poets 1900–1913

…eep between its borders , Goes hurrying down to the remorseless sea So flowed my life away . And the sea lay Grey as the wings of God 's death - angel are , Certain as time , and than despair more still ; While I, adown th' enchanted drowsy stream 190

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1905 · PDF PAGE 245

Collected Works (Vol. I)

… sea ! Distil we love from all the universe ! Defy the early curse ! Bid thorns and thistles mingl. in delight ! And from the athanor of death and pain Bring golden showers of rain To crown our bed withal, the empire of the Night ! O Wife! Incarnate Beauty self-create ! O Life! O Death ! Love unimaginable ! Despair grows hope, as hope grows despe- rate; And Heaven bridges the great gulf of Tell. Thy life is met with mine, Transmuted, grown divine, Even in this, the evil of the world! What agony is this, The first undying kiss

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1898 · PDF PAGE 10

Jephthah

…ob us of our dearest. Woe on woe, The overwhelming summit of a wave Too black, too concentrate, too impious, And culminating in a double death, Hangs imminent to crush the slender sides And battered bulwarks of our state. O thou Whose hoary locks and sightless eyes compel Our pity and our reverence, and whose mouth Foams with the presence of some nearer god Insatiate of thy body frail, give tongue, If tongue may so far master deity As give his fury speech, or shape thy words From the blind auguries of madness. PROPHET. Ha! The rose has washed i…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 100

Oracles

… Fiercer than light, more dolorous than wine. Come, sister, come ; come, lonely queen of breath ! Here are the lustres and the flames of death.” Hence I was whirled, as in a wind of light, Out to the fragrance of a loftier air, A keener scent, and rising unaware Out of the Palace of Luxurious Night, I came to where the Gate of Heaven shone, Battled with comet and with meteor. Behold within that crested House of War, One central glory of a sapphire stone, Whereon there breathed a sense, a mist, a sun ! I stood and laughed upon the Ancient One. F…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 414

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…es his readers feel that impulse.” The Morning Post, May 21, 1908. “ There is a certain given power in some of the imaginings concerning death, as ‘The Dream’ and ‘The Recall,’ and any reader with a liking for verse of an unconventional character will find several pieces after his taste.” The Daily Telegraph, May 29, 1908. “ Here is a poet of promise.”— Zhe Daily Chronicle, May 13, 1908. “It is not often that energy and poetic feeling are united so happily as in this little book.”— Zhe Morning Leader, July 10, 1908. “ There is promise and some …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 414

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…es his readers feel that impulse.” The Morning Post, May 21, 1908. “ There is a certain given power in some of the imaginings concerning death, as ‘The Dream’ and ‘The Recall,’ and any reader with a liking for verse of an unconventional character will find several pieces after his taste.” The Daily Telegraph, May 29, 1908. “ Here is a poet of promise.”— Zhe Daily Chronicle, May 13, 1908. “It is not often that energy and poetic feeling are united so happily as in this little book.”— Zhe Morning Leader, July 10, 1908. “ There is promise and some …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 52

The Holy Books

7. I saw the ravens of death, that flew with hoarse cries upon the carrion earth. I saw Thee in these. ᾽ 8. Ι saw the lying spirits like frogs upon the earth, and upon the water, and upon the treacherous metal that corrodeth all things and abideth not. I saw Thee in these. 9. I saw the obscene ones, bull-men linked in the abyss of putrefaction, that gnawed each other’s tongues for pain. I saw Thee in these. 10. I saw the Woman. Ο my God, I beheld the image thereof, even as a lovely shape that concealeth a black monkey, even as a figure that drawe…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 150

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…othing, had never cared, would never have given a hair of her head {or all his body and soul. Understanding was to his brain a momentary death. Then with a silent snarl he sprang at her. She and her chair crashed backwards to the floor, and the black leopard was upon her, his teeth sunk in her throat. Edgar Rolles was only just in time. His boot caught the murderer behind the ear—and Edgar Rolles had played football The beast was dead. Edgar stooped and caught her up, blood leaping from her throat, while Ninon, shriek upon shriek rising in torme…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 200

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…labouring breath ? But if you would not this poor life fulfil, Lo, you are free to end it when you will, Without the fear of waking after death. [Blow out red lights. [BRO. CAPRICORNUS EMISSARIUS runs out with tom-tom and dances wildly. At the conclusion AQUARIUS and CAPRICORNUS run up, tearing the veil asunder. BRO. CAPRICORNUS EMISSARIUS fling: himself at foot of altar. CHORAGOGE lights salt again, or other glare. MAGISTER TEMPLI is discovered lying dead, his head supportedby MATER CCELI weeping] [CAPRICORNUS exting uishes the light. [AQUARIUS …

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1911 · PDF PAGE 150

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…othing, had never cared, would never have given a hair of her head {or all his body and soul. Understanding was to his brain a momentary death. Then with a silent snarl he sprang at her. She and her chair crashed backwards to the floor, and the black leopard was upon her, his teeth sunk in her throat. Edgar Rolles was only just in time. His boot caught the murderer behind the ear—and Edgar Rolles had played football The beast was dead. Edgar stooped and caught her up, blood leaping from her throat, while Ninon, shriek upon shriek rising in torme…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 200

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…labouring breath ? But if you would not this poor life fulfil, Lo, you are free to end it when you will, Without the fear of waking after death. [Blow out red lights. [BRO. CAPRICORNUS EMISSARIUS runs out with tom-tom and dances wildly. At the conclusion AQUARIUS and CAPRICORNUS run up, tearing the veil asunder. BRO. CAPRICORNUS EMISSARIUS fling: himself at foot of altar. CHORAGOGE lights salt again, or other glare. MAGISTER TEMPLI is discovered lying dead, his head supportedby MATER CCELI weeping] [CAPRICORNUS exting uishes the light. [AQUARIUS …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 182

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…ess—the throne of the Spirit : in the Tetragram, the Hé final, and in symbolic language—the Daughter: in the Cycle of Life (Birth, Life, Death, Resurrection), the fourth; in the Keys of the Book Universal, the Empress, Kopy Koepov, the Virgin of the World, Venus, Aphrodite: Centrum in Trigonis Centri—by whatsoever of a myriad names we call Her, still the same in Spirit, the same in Number and in form! And this number is herein formulated by the Concen- tration of the Three in One. 3+ 1 = 4. Now in this Figure II. we behold six certain Paths; an…

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