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1929 · PDF PAGE 468

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…no less today, but alas that he cannot be hurt by the hard things I happen to say. Any alteration of my pamphlet would destroy the whole spirit of the spasm, the venomous virulence of my vituperation is the essay. I showed the manuscript to poor Tommy Earp who might have been a poet if he had not been a plutocrat. He said that "The Last Straw" was the limit in its line and my judgment jumps with his. Any considered statement, any documented plea, would lack the note of intensity and genuineness which my careless spontaneity and impulsive indign…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 81

Clouds Without Water

…veil the loathsome horror of this filthy word, — Impossible to comment on this shocking ‘sin against the Holy Ghost’ To compare the very Spirit or Breath of God to — Oh, Lord, how long? Basilisk. — a fabulous creature that slew all that it looked upon. Lingam. — The Hindu God(') — the male organ of generation. Yoni — Its feminine equivalent. That the poor Hindus should worship these shameful things! And we? Qh how poor and inade- quate is all our missionary effort! Let us send out more, and yet more, to our perishing brothers! Pheedra was repul…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 110

The Vision and the Voice

…stion, and it may be find the words—for who shall look upon His face and live? Yea, thou tremblest, but from within; because of the holy spirit that is descended into thy heart, and shaketh thee as an aspen in the wind. They also tremble that are without, and they are shaken 108

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1919 · PDF PAGE 423

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…lly dif- ferent person, the accuser of the Brethren, is the Devil. 36. Beware, Disciple, of that lethal shade. No light that shines from Spirit can dispel the darkness of the nether Soul unless all selfish thought has fled therefrom, and that the pil- grim saith: “I have renounced all this passing frame: I have destroyed the cause: the shadows cast can, as effects, no longer be.” For now the last great fight, the final war be- tween the Higher and the Lower Self, hath taken place. Be- hold, the very battlefield is now engulfed in the great war,…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 229

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…eter ; but the old man was there walking about as large as life. You have to be specially prepared to see these things. Cockie was never spiritually minded. September 18 An alarm of burglars last night. We roused the house—but no traces could be found, The servants here are frightfully stupid. They irritate me all the time. One can’t sleep in this house. It’s too old. The wood cracks all the time. Just as one is on the verge of sleep some noise makes one more wide-awake than ever. I can’t bear the idea of being touched. My skin is very sensitiv…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 580

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…f birth, and we shall have the key of the great arcanum of death ! Thrown by the laws of Nature into the womb of a woman, the incarnated spirit very slowly wakes, and creates for itself with effort organs which will later be indispensable, but which as they grow increase its discomfort in its present situation. The happiest period of the life of the embryo is that when, like a chrysalis, it spreads around it the membrane which serves it for refuge, and which swims with it in a nourishing and pre- serving fluid. At that time it is free, and does…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 580

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…f birth, and we shall have the key of the great arcanum of death ! Thrown by the laws of Nature into the womb of a woman, the incarnated spirit very slowly wakes, and creates for itself with effort organs which will later be indispensable, but which as they grow increase its discomfort in its present situation. The happiest period of the life of the embryo is that when, like a chrysalis, it spreads around it the membrane which serves it for refuge, and which swims with it in a nourishing and pre- serving fluid. At that time it is free, and does…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 25

The Soldier and the Hunchback ! and ?

… Sadistic fancy—until he feels uncomfortable. But to the man who is already as uneasy as St. Lawrence on his silver grill, who feels the Spirit stir in him, even as a woman feels, and sickens at, the first leap of the babe in her womb, to him I bring the splendid vision, the perfume and the glory, the Knowledge and Conversation of the Holy Guardian Angel. And to whosoever hath attained that height will I put a further Question, announce a further Glory. 133

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1922 · PDF PAGE 140

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…ortance. He spoke almost without courtesy, and appeared to resent our incapacity to understand his language. As for myself, the fighting spirit had gone out of me completely. All I could do was to give our names in the tone of voice of a schoolboy who has been summoned by the head master, and to appeal for the “ Consule Inglese.”’ The commissary’s clerk seemed excited when he heard who we were, and spoke to his superior in a rapid undertone. We were asked to write our names. I thought this was getting out of it rather nicely.

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1898 · PDF PAGE 18

Jezebel

…? Art thou grown jealous of the fiery band ? Lo ! thou hast spoken, and thy strong command Bade earth and air divide, and on the sea Thy spirit moved—and thou must envy me ! Gird all thy godhead to destroy a man Whose little moment is a single span, Whose small desire is nothing—and thy power

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1904 · PDF PAGE 78

The Goetia

YE GRETER CURSE. Sola-bi-enu, Adadariitza! Flasa gabe m9. bajilenu iebe totza das Hearken tome, Oye Heavens! Othou Spirit N. because thou art the disobedient ge-Dorebesa Das t babalonu, od ge-30dameranu gohola liaida marebe one who is wicked and appearest not, speaking the secrets of truth according to jijipabé: Dl, elonusabe Diada, Ya-i-Don CElazodape komesalahe, the living breath: I, exalted in the power of God, the All-powerful, the centre of the circle, micaclazodo Mada Das apila lu ipamis, Jebevohbe Cetragrammaton, powerful God who liveth,…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 230

The Star in the West

…on our road to Crowleyanity . Having left Berkeley in the dark , feeling on the dusty shelves of his reason for a flint and steel in the spirituality of God , whereby he may burn in twain the gordian knot into which he has tangled his under standing ; we now find Hume , in a similar manner , groping for the handle of some bricked-up door, which will lead him forth from the depths of that same night in which Berkeley has already lost his way . When Hume states : “ he feels events to be con nected in his imagination ”; he is only reiterating the …

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1907 · PDF PAGE 323

The Star in the West

…— St . Bonaventura . Bug has the same etymology as bogey , bogle , bogus , which is derived from Welsh bwg , a hobgoblin , a spectre , a spirit . 3 Man ! wouldst thou look on God , in heaven or while yet here , Thy heart must first of all become a mirror clear . ANGELUS SILESIUS , The Cherubic Wanderer .

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1913 · PDF PAGE 567

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…idle or the perverse. One can make one’s self faithful, pious, loving, devoted, when one wishes sincerely to beso. One can give to one’s spirit the calm of justness, as to one’s will the almighty power of justice. One can reign in Heaven by virtue of faith, on earth by virtue of science. The man who knows how to command himself is king of all Nature. 269

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1913 · PDF PAGE 567

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…idle or the perverse. One can make one’s self faithful, pious, loving, devoted, when one wishes sincerely to beso. One can give to one’s spirit the calm of justness, as to one’s will the almighty power of justice. One can reign in Heaven by virtue of faith, on earth by virtue of science. The man who knows how to command himself is king of all Nature. 269

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1904 · PDF PAGE 50

The Goetia

the Seal of the Spirit required upon the other side thereof. It is to preserve thee from danger, and also to command the Spirits by. (Colours.—Circle and pentagram outlined in black. Names and Sigils within Pentagram black also. “Tetragrammaton” in red letters. Ground of centre of Pentagram, where “Soluzen” is written, green. Ex- ternal angles of Pentagram where “ Abdia,’ “ Ballaton,” “ Halliza,” etc., are written, blue.) THE MAGIC RING OR DISC OF SOLOMON. Tus is the Form of the Magic Ring, or rather Disc, of Solomon, the figure whereof is to b…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 75

The Star in the West

…rs and harlots , of David and Rahab . What sight more truly pitiable than to be hold the tender heart of some young girl , or the ardent spirit of another , cramped by this unnatural bond , and denied the joys of a beneficent Nature , that yearning to love and be loved . But not with impunity do we thus triumph over our natures ; love cannot be sorudely sup pressed ; the primary want of our being must inevitably conquer . Looking back on history we find few parallels to the general lust of the present day . Two thousand years of the Cross have …

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1911 · PDF PAGE 38

The Vision and the Voice

…mplished. Begone! For that which was open is shut. And thou shalt not avail to open it, saving by virtue of him whose name is one, whose spirit is one, whose individuum is one, and whose permutation is one; whose light is one, whose life is one, whose love is one. For though thou art joined to the inmost mystery of the heaven, thou must accomplish the sevenfold task of the earth, even as thou sawest the Angels from the greatest unto the least. And of all this shalt thou take back with thee but a little part, for the sense shall be darkened, and…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 301

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…cessity of this destruction of superficial knowledge, and the harnessing of the Bull, Eagle, Man and Lion under the dazzling lash of the Spirit. And we find that though these rituals enabled P. to master a language, they in many ways hindered his otherwise natural progress by helping largely to obsess his Nephesh by the Qliphoth—his passions and emotions being stirred up by a continuous pageant of 293

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1909 · PDF PAGE 328

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…a land of purely linguistic hieroglyphics —and thence silence. The task of consciously classifying and interpreting the phenomena in the Spirit Vision (in contradistinction to optical vision) is one of the chief duties undertaken by the Adeptus Minor, that is to say, of an individual who has passed through the grade of 5°=6°. P. had not as yet accomplished this. And in another part of the manuscript already referred to it is 320

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