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1922 · PDF PAGE 288

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…it was, had sought an artificial Paradise and bartered the reality of heaven for it. In nature, even melancholy is subtly enthralling. I thought of Keats’ ode to her, and even of James Thomson’s “ Melancholia that transcends all wit,’’ whom he adored, and on whose altar lay his bleeding heart. Well might Verlaine say :—‘‘ Voice our despair, musical nightin- gale | ”’ But in our chemical substitute for natural stimulus,

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1929 · PDF PAGE 18

The Stratagem and Other Stories

…oldly. Furtively and hurriedly, his glance divided between the forbidden book and the shop-door, his only safe- guard from intrusion the thought that nobody who en- tered would be in a position to throw stones at a fellow- culprit, Theodore Bugg turned over the pages. The book began mildly enough with the winged Vic- tory and only entered the rapids with La Gioconda. Thence, Niagra-like, one plunge to the abyss—the Venus de Milo. The blood flame to his face; his breath came hot and quick. With fumbling fingers that trembled with excitement he w…

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1930 · PDF PAGE 9

The Banned Lecture

…y and futile Jehovah who has achieved such monstrous births. Such upas-trees can only grow in the poisonous mire of fear and shame where thought has putrefied to Christianity. There is thus no antecedent improbability that Gilles de Rais (or any other person of that place and period) was addicted to black magical practices, for they were all Catholics. The power of the Church was, at that time, absolute, and even research was

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1906 · PDF PAGE 182

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…ng understand ?” A sage, I say, although he mentions Perhaps the best of his inventions, God. For, at first, this practice leads To holy thoughts (the holy deeds Precede success) and reverent gaze Upon the Ancient One of Days, Beyond which fancy lies the Truth. To find which I have left my youth, All I held dear, and sit alone Still meditating, on my throne Of Kusha-grass,* and count my beads, Murmur my mantra,” till recedes The world of sense and thought—I sink 475 480 485 490 495 600 505 610

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1909 · PDF PAGE 13

The Soldier and the Hunchback ! and ?

THE SOLDIER AND THE HUNCHBACK to pieces our tower of thought, but rooted up the foundation- stone and ground it into finer and more poisonous powder than that into which Moses ground the calf. These golden Elohim! Our calf-heads that brought us not out of Egypt, but into a darkness deeper and more tangible than any darkness of the double Empire of Asar. Hume put his little ? to Berkeley's God-!; Buddha his ? to the Vedic Atman-!—and neither Hume nor Buddha was baulked of his reward. Ourselves may put? to our own? since we have found no ! to put…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 225

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…His pipe, and lit it, and meditated... . And I awoke, and behold it was a dream. Then I too lit my pipe, and meditated. “TI cannot see,” thought I, “that the situation will be in any way amended, even if we agree to give them votes.” ETHEL Ramsay. 207

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1910 · PDF PAGE 225

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…His pipe, and lit it, and meditated... . And I awoke, and behold it was a dream. Then I too lit my pipe, and meditated. “TI cannot see,” thought I, “that the situation will be in any way amended, even if we agree to give them votes.” ETHEL Ramsay. 207

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1911 · PDF PAGE 78

The Vision and the Voice

… as an evening star. And the light thereof shineth even unto the earth, and bringeth hope and help to them that dwell in the darkness of thought, and drink of the poison of life. Fifty are the gates of understanding, and one hundred and six are the seasons thereof. And the name of every season is Death. During all this speech, the figure of the Angel has dwindled and flickered, and now it is gone out. And I come back in the body, rushing like a flame in a great wind. And the shew-stone has become warm, and in it is its own light. Bou-SAaDa. Dec…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 112

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

… how? [Euler SERVANT, showing in \VILL STANLEY. W. S. 755600?/?חנמHow do you do, Dr. Fielding? Dr. F. I didn‘t expect to see you here; I thought you were better months ago. W. 5. So I was—in fact I am—only the mother insisted on my seeing Dr. Bob. Iguess he won’t find much wrong with me ! Mrs. B. Oh, you mustn’t mind even if he does. Doctors live on people's fears. Dr. F. (laughifzg) Oh, Mrs. Bob, come nowl W. S. They can't frighten me; but they do mother. She wants to coddle me all the time. Dr. F. You're a No. I size pet. W. S. Rather; I'm the…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 112

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

… how? [Euler SERVANT, showing in \VILL STANLEY. W. S. 755600?/?חנמHow do you do, Dr. Fielding? Dr. F. I didn‘t expect to see you here; I thought you were better months ago. W. 5. So I was—in fact I am—only the mother insisted on my seeing Dr. Bob. Iguess he won’t find much wrong with me ! Mrs. B. Oh, you mustn’t mind even if he does. Doctors live on people's fears. Dr. F. (laughifzg) Oh, Mrs. Bob, come nowl W. S. They can't frighten me; but they do mother. She wants to coddle me all the time. Dr. F. You're a No. I size pet. W. S. Rather; I'm the…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 361

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…th, and the body will be the temple of the soul, as the regenerated universe will be the body of God. And bodies and souls, and form and thought, and the whole universe, will be the light, the word, and the permanent and visible revelation of God. Amen. So be it. 1 It is amusing to remark that this very symbol is characteristic of the Greek Church which he has been attacking. Levi should have visited Moscow.— TRANS. 63

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1913 · PDF PAGE 361

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…th, and the body will be the temple of the soul, as the regenerated universe will be the body of God. And bodies and souls, and form and thought, and the whole universe, will be the light, the word, and the permanent and visible revelation of God. Amen. So be it. 1 It is amusing to remark that this very symbol is characteristic of the Greek Church which he has been attacking. Levi should have visited Moscow.— TRANS. 63

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1954 · PDF PAGE 263

Magick Without Tears

…oximation to truth. I am quite sure that this is the Doctrine of the Tao, and of opinion that no other body of teaching puts forward its thought more clearly or more simply. Love is the law, love under will. Yours fraternally, 666

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1909 · PDF PAGE 121

John St. John

…he rear, and not a euphemism for rout! There are further serious considerations to be made concerning Adonai. This title for the Unknown Thought was adopted by Ο. Μ. in November, 19--͵ in Upper Burma, on the occasion of his passing through the ordeal and receiving the grade which should be really attributed to Daath (on account of its nature, the 119

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1904 · PDF PAGE 34

The Sword of Song

…e By which divide they and define Being a shadowy sort of test ; A verbal lusus at the best, At worst a wicked lie devised To bind men’s thoughts ; but we must work With our own instruments, nor shirk Discarding what we erstwhile prized ; Should we perceive it disagree With the first-born necessity. I come to tell you why I shun The sight of men, the life and fun You know I can enjoy so well, The Nature that I love as none (I think) before me ever loved. You know I scorn the fear of Hell, By worship and all else unmoved 190 195 200 205 210 215 …

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1906 · PDF PAGE 188

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…e Or “spiritual experience.” You do not well to swell the list Of horrid things to me imputed By calling me “materialist.” At least this thought is better suited To Western minds than is embalmed Among the doctrines of Mohammed, The dogma parthenogenetic * As told me by a fat ascetic. He said : “ Your worthy friends may lack you late, But learn how Mary was immaculate !” I sat in vague expectant bliss. | The story as it runs is this: (I quote my Eastern friend © verbatim !) The Virgin, going to the bath, Found a young fellow in her path, And tu…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 84

The Star in the West

… to be swallowed in the social Maelstrom . Yes : Nina was a thing of nought , A little laughing lewd gamine , Idle and vicious , void of thought , Easy , impertinent , unclean Utterly charming ! Yes , my queen ! She had a generous baby soul, Prattled of love . Should I control , Repress , perhaps, the best instinct The child had ever had ? I winked At foolish neighbours , did not shirk . Such café Turc I made her drink As she had never had before ; Set her where you are sitting ; chatted ; Found where the fires of laug ter lurk ; Played with he…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 141

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…arable to the original macroscopic view. Acquaintance with this phenomenon leads one to inquire into the ultimate nature of the atoms of thought. Each atom assumes an importance equal to that of the others. One's sense of values is completely destroyed. There is also the problem: how is it that one's idea of a horse, for example, should be composed of a set of ideas, none of which have any apparent relation with it, exactly as the word horse itself is composed of the letters h-o-r-s-e, none of which, by itself, suggests a horse, or part of one,…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 41

The Sword of Song

…ning understand ?” A sage, I say, although he mentions Perhaps the best of his inventions, God. For at first this practice tends To holy thoughts (the holy deeds Precede success) and reverent gaze Upon the Ancient One of Days, Beyond which fancy lies the Truth. To find which I have left my youth, All I held dear, and sit alone Still meditating, on my throne Of Kusha-grass,48 and count my beads, Murmer my mantra,49 till recedes The world of sense and thought—I sink 475 480 485 490 495 500 505 510 Fact replacing folklore, the Christian snig- gers…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 134

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…letto. Silver-gilt; blades of exquisite fineness; the cipher of a princely house of France shone in tiny diamonds upon the pommels. “The thought sent new courage and determination thrill- ing through me. I had saved a princess from shame and torture; I loved her! She loved me, for I had saved her— ah! but I had not yet saved her. That was to do. “But how to act? I had plenty of time. Jean would not return to the house, in all probability. But the markets were stirring; the weapons and my blood would arouse curiosity. Well, how to act? “The posi…

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