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1922 · PDF PAGE 103

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…, for want of a better word. We didn’t need to explain ourselves to each other. Our minds worked together like those of two first- class three-quarters who are accustomed to play together. Part of the enjoyment, moreover, came from the knowledge that we were infinitely superior to anything we might happen to meet. The mere fact that we had so much more time to think than other people assured us of this. We were like a leash of greyhounds, and the rest of the world so many hares, but the disproportion of speed was immensely increased. It was the…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 212

Moonchild

…y, the safety of Sister Cybele was the first consideration." "And 'Horatii'?" "It's not a code word. I think it must be Roman History." "Three Boys!" "Rather a lot, isn't it?" "They'll be needed," said Simon grimly. "I have been doing magick too." "Do tell me." "The Quest of the Golden Fleece, Cyril. I've been sowing the Dragon's Teeth; you remember? Armed men sprang to life, and killed each other." [298] "But I don't see any armed men." "You will. Haven't you seen the papers?" "I never see papers. I'm a poet, and I like my lies the way mother …

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1904 · PDF PAGE 122

The Sword of Song

… who has realised the fact that depends from that understanding, namely that all the constituents of bein are by nature endowed with the Three Character-istics of Sorrow, Transitoriness, and Absence of any immortal principle or Atma—such a one is said to be Sam maditthi, to hold right views, and the term has com e to m ean one of the Buddhist Faith. We may not have taken the other and higher steps on the Noble Eightfold Path; but must have rea- lised those Four Truths and their sequential three Characteristics. He who has attained Sammaditthi h…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 296

The Star in the West

…ek lunatic , or an Evan Roberts revivalist , or even a common maniac , than a smug Evangelical banker's clerk , with a greasy wife , and three gifted children to be bank clerks after him ! That is , if religion is your aim : if you are spiritually minded . ? . Go out one night to a distant and lonely heath , if no moun tain summit is available : then at midnight repeat the Lord's Prayer , or any invocation with which you happen to be familiar , or one made up by yourself , or one consisting wholly of senseless and barbarous words . Repeat it so…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 200

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…s had only experienced ten breaks, whilst during a meditation of similar length, on the 13th of July 1903, the number of breaks had been three times as many. But like most statistics, such a comparison is misleading: for the beginner, almost invariably, so clumsy is his will, catches 184

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1910 · PDF PAGE 200

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…s had only experienced ten breaks, whilst during a meditation of similar length, on the 13th of July 1903, the number of breaks had been three times as many. But like most statistics, such a comparison is misleading: for the beginner, almost invariably, so clumsy is his will, catches 184

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1929 · PDF PAGE 11

Moonchild

…ayed beyond the contemplation of her own talents and amusements — carried her off to Paris. She needed her, anyhow, to play hostess. But three days after their arrival Lisa received a postcard. It bore nothing but an address and a question-mark. No signature; she had never seen the handwriting; but she knew. She snatched up her hat, and her furs, and ran downstairs. Her car was at the door; in ten minutes she was knocking at the door of Cyril's studio. He opened. His arms were ready to receive her; but she was on the floor, kissing his feet. "M…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 314

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…. I cannot even say that I crossed the Abyss deliberately. I was hurled into it by the momentum of the forces which I had called up. For three years, save for spasmodic and half-hearted incidents, and the great moment in Cairo which took place in direct opposition to the united efforts of my scepticism, my cynicism, my disgust with everything, my idleness and my prejudices, I had been fighting against my destiny. I had been building up a great dam. My occasional return to Magick had been more in the nature of occasional sprees than anything els…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 11

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

…e wrote the “ Nameless Novel.” All this time of his marriage, about two years, he had been also performing miracles of pi- ety. Ordained three years before, he rapidly gained the favour of his superiors by his modesty and elo- quence. He obtained a valuable private chaplaincy in Paris, a most suitable post, allowing him plenty of leisure for other work. During this period a deli- cious volume of hymns came from his pen, and his self-sacrificing ministrations to the poor were the wonder of the French capital. His evenings were spent in that witt…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 184

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…venth Day. And 28 is 7 x 4, the seven stars shining throughout the four Worlds. One thing is significant, indeed. Let us take the Primal Three and convert those Numbers into Colours. So we get x, the Father, the Yellow Ray of the Dawning Sun of Creation ; », the Mother, the Blue Ray of the Great Primzval Waters ; w, the Son, the Red Ray: the Ruach Elohim,{ symbol of the Red Fire of God, which brooded (v. 2) upon the Face of the Waters: or like the Red Glory that lights up the Heavens at Dawn, when the Golden Sun illumines the Waters above the F…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 193

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…), which is the Formula of the Proportion of diameter to circumference of the Circle. Thus herein do we perceive the Hidden Power of the Three extended as a Mighty Sphere to the Confines of Space! * And bx = xd, No, the Negative. + The nearest computation to four places of decimals is 3.1416 (3.14156). But 3.1415 is good enough for the benighted Hebrews.—P. In the sublime Computations of the Qabalah the Final Forms of letters have no increased numerical value. Mein is 40, whether final or not. The 183

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1909 · PDF PAGE 184

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…venth Day. And 28 is 7 x 4, the seven stars shining throughout the four Worlds. One thing is significant, indeed. Let us take the Primal Three and convert those Numbers into Colours. So we get x, the Father, the Yellow Ray of the Dawning Sun of Creation ; », the Mother, the Blue Ray of the Great Primzval Waters ; w, the Son, the Red Ray: the Ruach Elohim,{ symbol of the Red Fire of God, which brooded (v. 2) upon the Face of the Waters: or like the Red Glory that lights up the Heavens at Dawn, when the Golden Sun illumines the Waters above the F…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 193

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…), which is the Formula of the Proportion of diameter to circumference of the Circle. Thus herein do we perceive the Hidden Power of the Three extended as a Mighty Sphere to the Confines of Space! * And bx = xd, No, the Negative. + The nearest computation to four places of decimals is 3.1416 (3.14156). But 3.1415 is good enough for the benighted Hebrews.—P. In the sublime Computations of the Qabalah the Final Forms of letters have no increased numerical value. Mein is 40, whether final or not. The 183

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1922 · PDF PAGE 225

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…ell, old girl,” he shouted, “what luck with McCall ? ” I produced my package. ‘“‘ Hurrah, all our troubles are over!” We opened our last three half-bottles of fizz to celebrate the occasion, and he gave me some coke. And I thought I didn’t like it! It’s the finest stuff there is. A sniff to the right and a sniff to the left and a big heap right on my tongue; and that wasn't all. “I tell you what’s been wrong,” he said in the morning. ‘‘ Who the hell could expect to be right in a place like this? I’ve got right on to the ropes. We need never run…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 92

Moonchild

…venture. The enemy, in one way or another, had been thrown utterly off the track. [132] It was early in the morning when they landed; at three o'clock they had visited such local deities as commanded their more urgent piety; the Museum, Vergil's Tomb, also Michaelsen the bookseller and vendor of images of the Ineffable. At four they started, hand in hand, along the shore, towards their new home. An hour's walk brought them to the foot of a long stairway, damp stonework, narrow, between high walls, that led vertical and steep to the very crest o…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 94

Magick Without Tears

…nd Thai Yin, the Moon.) This being a little large and loose, they doubled these lines, and obtained the four Hsiang. They then took them three at a time, and got the eight Kwa. These represent the development from the original I to the Natural Order of the Elements. I shall call the male principle M, the Female F. M 1 Khien: "Heaven-Father" F 1 = = Khwgn: "Earth-Mother" M 2 __ li: The Sun F 2 - - Khan: The Moon F 3 - - Tui: Water M 4 ===== Sun: Air Note how admirably they have preserved the idea of balance. M 1 and Flare perfection. M 2 and F 2…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 291

Magick Without Tears

…t just won't do, because that Stele never had a name! You lie! I shouted, as the full light broke through the mists of my mind; in these three thousand years it has once, if only once, had a name by invoking which you could bring it up before you; its name is "Stele 666" in the Catalogue of the Museum at Boulak! A single simple hammerstroke, and the nail is driven home to the head! Compare this with the chaotic devices of the "bilateral-cipher" maniacs, by the application of which it is easy to prove that Bernard Shaw wrote Rudyard Kipling. Or …

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1929 · PDF PAGE 257

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…e on the Alps. On the fifteenth I had a telegram from the doctor that he had been shipwrecked in the Red Sea. I might have known it! The three Swiss arrived on July 31st. I had got everything into such a forward state of preparation that we were able to start of August 8th. There was nothing to be done but to pack the baggage which the doctor seemed to have brought out, in the units which I had got ready for him. The doctor seemed to be suffering from ill-health from various trifling causes. He seemed a shade irritable and fussy. I suspect the …

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1922 · PDF PAGE 312

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…ing urgent was on hand. I didn’t like the way Lou was acting. She stayed so absolutely still and silent, it was uncanny. Lamus had taken three matches to light his pipe and it kept on going out between almost every puff. By- and-by he threw it angrily on the carpet and lighted a cigar. There was a club fender round the grate. Maisie was sitting on it swinging her legs impatiently. We all seemed to be waiting for something to happen and it was as if nobody knew where to begin. “ Tell him, Lou,” said Lamus suddenly. She started as if he had struc…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 31

The Stratagem and Other Stories

…t was not he! The indifference had appeared transitory; I now became aware of it as con- stant and increasing. I was at this time twenty-three years old. You wonder that I write with such serious atti- tude of mind. I sometimes think that I have never had any thoughts of my own; that I have always been read- ing the thoughts of another, or perhaps of Nature. I seem only to have been a woman in those first few months of marriage. VII The six months following held for me nothing out of the ordinary, save that six or seven times I had dreams, vivi…

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