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1913 · PDF PAGE 348

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

… annals of the Courts, and read the history of parricides. Raise the black veil from off all those chopped heads, and ask them what they thought of marriage and of the family, what milk they sucked, what caresses ennobled them... . Then shudder, all you who do not give to your children the bread of intelligence and of love, all you who do not sanction paternal authority by the virtue of a good example! Those wretches were orphans in spirit and in heart, and they have avenged their birth. We live in a century when more than ever the family is mi…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 39

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…ome other master and I handed in eighty per cent with the written remark, "Twenty per cent deducted as usual for premature delivery." He thought that I was "getting at him", but on investigation I was acquitted; in fact, I had no idea of any ambiguity. My life at Malvern made little impression on me. For the most part I was lost in my own thought and touched school life as little as I could, I made no real friends. I had no sympathy with the general brutality and refused to pander to it by making myself the favourite. The following story helps …

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1906 · PDF PAGE 185

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…o obey ; You throw the useless brush away. I think I hear the Word you say! I practice then, with conscious power Watching my mind, each thought controlling, Hurling to nothingness, while rolling The thunders after lightning’s flower, the evidence of its senses would lead it. A test. The artist's concen- tration on his work, Yogi but a more art’

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1907 · PDF PAGE 191

The Star in the West

…'er we do is best for me and best for you ” ;4 then as stoical as Marcus , “ I conquer , and most silently await the end . All phases of thought are crowded on our minds as we read through these slight volumes . And what is the goal of this “ Ultimate Voyage ? ” A deep and tearless sadness , a growing wonder of how such luxury , such wealth , such satiety can exist cheek by 1 The Temple of the Holy Ghost , vol . i, p 198 . ? Mysteries : Lyrical and Dramatic , vol . i, p . 97 . 3 The Temple of the Holy Ghost , vol . i, p . 178 . 4 The Sword of S…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 325

The Star in the West

…hoever in Love's City Enters , finds but Room for one , And but in ONENESS Union . And those of Feridoddin Attar : Joy ! joy ! no mortal thought can fathom me . I am the merchant and the pearl at once . Lo , time and space lie crouching at my feet . Joy ! joy ! when I would revel in a rapture , I plunge into myself and all things know . 1 Epilogue , vol . ii, p . 283 . 2 I. N. R. I.

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1909 · PDF PAGE 9

The Soldier and the Hunchback ! and ?

…tence, and there’s no more to be said about it; don’t worry! Ah, but there is more to be said about it! Though we search ourselves for a thought to match the word, and fail, yet we have Berkeley’s perfectly convincing argument that (so far as we know it) existence must mean thinking existence or spiritual existence. Here then we find our Zs¢ to imply Cogitatur,; and Berkeley’s arguments are “‘irrefragable, yet fail to produce conviction” (Hume) because the Cogitatur, as we have shown, implies Zs¢. Neither of these ideas is simple ; each involve…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 247

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…as not a bale of cotton. ossory. But I shall be hammered, my dear child. We shall all have to go to the workhouse! EUPHEMIA. [coldly]. I thought mamma had three thousand a year of her own. ossory. That’s just what I say. The workhouse! EUPHEMIA. My dear father, I really can’t pity you. I think you're a fool, and you've insulted me. Good morning ! [She goes out. ossory. Oh, the disgrace of it, the shame of it! She little knows How will the Receiver look at that Galapagos turtle deal? Receivers are damned fools. And juries are worse. Ah, Phemie, …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 247

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…as not a bale of cotton. ossory. But I shall be hammered, my dear child. We shall all have to go to the workhouse! EUPHEMIA. [coldly]. I thought mamma had three thousand a year of her own. ossory. That’s just what I say. The workhouse! EUPHEMIA. My dear father, I really can’t pity you. I think you're a fool, and you've insulted me. Good morning ! [She goes out. ossory. Oh, the disgrace of it, the shame of it! She little knows How will the Receiver look at that Galapagos turtle deal? Receivers are damned fools. And juries are worse. Ah, Phemie, …

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1954 · PDF PAGE 133

Magick Without Tears

100 MAGICK WITHOUT TEARS The reader is most strongly urged not to permit himself to indulge in fantastic flights of thought, which are the poison of the mind, because they represent an attempt to run away from reality, a dispersion of energy and a corruption of moral strength. His business is, firstly, to know himself; secondly, to order and control himself; thirdly, to develop himself on sound organic lines little by little. The rest is only leather and prunella. There is, however, a sense in which the service of humanity is necessary to the c…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 121

The Sword of Song

SCIENCE AND BUDDHISM 114 pendent thought, of keen ecstasy of love of knowledge, of practical training, that the Buddhasanana Samagama 1 appeals; it is time that Buddhism reformed itself from within; though its truths be held untarnished (and even this is not every where the cas e), its methods, its organisation, are sadly in need of repair; research must be done, men must be perfected, error must be fought. And if in the West a great Buddhist society is built up of m en of intellect, of the men in whose hands the future lie s, there is then an …

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1903 · PDF PAGE 15

Berashith

…ng either; for change, to our minds, involves the idea of time. But the whole thing is incon- ceivable — to ratiocination, though not to thought. Note well too that ifI say “Absence-of-book is not on the table” I cannot convert it into “All books are on the table” but only to “some books are on the table”. The proposition is an “E” and not an “*A” proposition. It is the Advaita blunder to make it so; and many a school- boy has fed off the mantelpiece for less. There is yet another proof—the proof by exclusion. I have shown, and metaphycians pra…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 312

The Star in the West

…l , but this is all . Huxley says : “ The influence of diet on dreams ; of stimulants upon the fulness and the velocity of the stream of thought ; the delirious phantoms gene rated by disease , by hashish , or by alcohol ; will occur to everyone as examples of the marvellous sensitive ness of the apparatus of ideation to purely physical influences .” 4 Not by the pipings of a bird In skies of blue on fields of gold , 1 Tannhäuser , vol . i, p . 256 . 2 The Hasheesh Eater , pp . 23-86 . 3 The girders of the soul which give her breathing are easy…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 11

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…self-contradiction. 3. Following on this, we say: If any resolution there be of these two problems, the Vanity of Life and the Vanity of Thought, it must be in the attainment of a Consciousness which transcends both of 3

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1909 · PDF PAGE 51

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…OF HASHISH one. Psychologically, the result is that one is thrown into an absolutely perfect state of introspection. One perceives one’s thoughts and nothing but one’s thoughts, and it is as thoughts that one perceives them. Material objects are only perceived as thoughts; in other words, in this respect, one possesses the direct consciousness of Berkeleyan idealism. The Ego and the Will are not involved; there is introspec- tion of an almost if not quite purely impersonal type; that, and nothing more. I am not to be understood as asserting tha…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 11

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…self-contradiction. 3. Following on this, we say: If any resolution there be of these two problems, the Vanity of Life and the Vanity of Thought, it must be in the attainment of a Consciousness which transcends both of 3

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1909 · PDF PAGE 51

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…OF HASHISH one. Psychologically, the result is that one is thrown into an absolutely perfect state of introspection. One perceives one’s thoughts and nothing but one’s thoughts, and it is as thoughts that one perceives them. Material objects are only perceived as thoughts; in other words, in this respect, one possesses the direct consciousness of Berkeleyan idealism. The Ego and the Will are not involved; there is introspec- tion of an almost if not quite purely impersonal type; that, and nothing more. I am not to be understood as asserting tha…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 325

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

… to her childish fancy. And, gently, with an extraordinary delicacy, she spoke of her disappoint- ment. “Oh! it was more beautiful as we thought it, Piotroushka!” she exclaimed. 307

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1910 · PDF PAGE 325

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

… to her childish fancy. And, gently, with an extraordinary delicacy, she spoke of her disappoint- ment. “Oh! it was more beautiful as we thought it, Piotroushka!” she exclaimed. 307

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1912 · PDF PAGE 133

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

… get in?" or “Tut! tut! my dear madam, to what am I indebted for the honour of this visit?" or “I bega thousand pardons, madam, I really thought this was my house,” and Muriel, genuinely pleased and amused, would enter into the little comedy, 9:

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1912 · PDF PAGE 133

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

… get in?" or “Tut! tut! my dear madam, to what am I indebted for the honour of this visit?" or “I bega thousand pardons, madam, I really thought this was my house,” and Muriel, genuinely pleased and amused, would enter into the little comedy, 9:

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