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1910 · PDF PAGE 278

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

… more per- during until the hitherto isolated experiences become tangent to each other; then the links of the delirium intersect, and at last so blend that the chain has become a continuous band, now resting with joyous lightness as a chaplet, and now mightily pressing in upon the soul like the glowing hoop of iron which holds martyrs to the stake. The final months of this spell-bound existence, be it terminated by mental annihilation or bya return into the quiet and mingled facts of humanity, are passed in one unbroken yet chequered dream. Mor…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 278

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

… more per- during until the hitherto isolated experiences become tangent to each other; then the links of the delirium intersect, and at last so blend that the chain has become a continuous band, now resting with joyous lightness as a chaplet, and now mightily pressing in upon the soul like the glowing hoop of iron which holds martyrs to the stake. The final months of this spell-bound existence, be it terminated by mental annihilation or bya return into the quiet and mingled facts of humanity, are passed in one unbroken yet chequered dream. Mor…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 130

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…us exchanges both men gave and took a great deal of punishment. In a sense, it was bad boxing. The tenth round showed Joe Marie awake at last. He led repeatedly, and thrice got home on the white man‘s face. Ida was rubbing her body against Edgar’s like a cat. 122

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1911 · PDF PAGE 130

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…us exchanges both men gave and took a great deal of punishment. In a sense, it was bad boxing. The tenth round showed Joe Marie awake at last. He led repeatedly, and thrice got home on the white man‘s face. Ida was rubbing her body against Edgar’s like a cat. 122

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1913 · PDF PAGE 48

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…e as a disciple! Please note that he is in sole charge of this department, and should be communicated with directly. As explained in the last number, Volume II of the Eguinox will consist of Stainless Silence. In Volume III, however, it is hoped to publish a complete study of the Greek Qabalah, with a numerical dictionary on the same lines as the Sepher Sephiroth; an essay on the effects of that elixir which Frater P. has rediscovered, and whose results have already proved so remarkable, with the completion of the work of Dr. Dee, of which two …

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1913 · PDF PAGE 48

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…e as a disciple! Please note that he is in sole charge of this department, and should be communicated with directly. As explained in the last number, Volume II of the Eguinox will consist of Stainless Silence. In Volume III, however, it is hoped to publish a complete study of the Greek Qabalah, with a numerical dictionary on the same lines as the Sepher Sephiroth; an essay on the effects of that elixir which Frater P. has rediscovered, and whose results have already proved so remarkable, with the completion of the work of Dr. Dee, of which two …

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1919 · PDF PAGE 453

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…Soul of inferior grade to Bodhisattva. Buddha did not become a Srotapatti until seven incarnations before he attained to Buddhahood. The last part of the verse and the long note (of which we quote the gist) are nonsense. To describe a complete Buddha as “an ideal breath; Consciousness merged in the Universal Consciousness, or Soul devoid of every attribute,” is not Buddhism at all, and is quite incompatible with Buddhism. 98. Now bend thy head and listen well, O Bodhisattva— Compassion speaks and saith: “Can there be bliss when all that lives m…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 260

Magick Without Tears

…These are all true in one sense or another. My own "White Hope" (see The Book of Thoth) is to identify it with the Qabalistic Zero. This last attribution is useful, as I will show presently, for hard practical reasons; it is an assumption which indicates the method of the Old Wise One who approaches the Tao. As you know, the supreme classic of this subject is The Tao Teh King; and I must suppose that you have read this in at least one of the several translations, else I should have to start by pushing my own version at you. (This has been ready…

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1961 · PDF PAGE 196

Liber Aleph

…h Instruction in Obeah, and his Fellow in Wanga; and of all these not one in Ten Thousand shall be aware of his true Way. For albeit our last step is one for all, yet his next stem is particular to each. Therefore is the Preparation of a Student that seeketh Our Holy Order of A∴A∴most general, informing his Mind of all known Methods, so that his Will may select among these by Instinct: then after, as a Probationer, he practiseth those which he hath preferred, and by the Examination of his Record after the Period appointed thou mayst have Wisdom…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 64

Konx Om Pax

… him and his silly questions. But hushl who comes here? Enter NEI-IUSHTAN, andpery‘orms Serpentine Dance. Exit. Bones. In answer to your last remark, you and I are near enough to the Halls of the Great Order to know how secret is the Brother hood. What if your fool with his silly question should be a Master of the Temple talking to you in Samadbic language? Bowie]. My dear man, I will destroy him as soon as the rest. 61':pi'y is my reply to Binah as well as to Jesod. But hushl who comes here?

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1907 · PDF PAGE 30

The Star in the West

…ollowing : As streams get water of the sun -smit sea , Seeking my ocean and my sun in thee . 1 And this discipleship to the greatest and last of the Victorian poets has given us many a subtle and enthralling line . The scene when Charicles wakes and catches Archais to his breast is worthy of the bard who sang of “ Tristram and Iseult.” It is as follows : He sprang , he caught her to his breast ; the maid Smiled and lay back to look at him . He laid Her tender body on the sloping field , And felt her sighs in his embraces yield A sweeter music t…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 192

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…en, the Son. nm Ruach, the Spirit (here the Mother). ax Ab, the Father. Note how here again the Son is first for Humanity and the Father last. These three letters, then, symbolise the three in One Unmanifest. Yet is there in them the All-potency of Life. For 2+ 2+ 1= 5, the Symbol of Power, Mother Supernal, and n also is », Lamb of God and Dawn of the Life of the Year. Wherefore in them lieth concealed and hidden, not alone the Divine White Brilliance of the Three Supernals (xin, wrtp,, W732), but even also that Gleaming Glory which partaketh o…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 192

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…en, the Son. nm Ruach, the Spirit (here the Mother). ax Ab, the Father. Note how here again the Son is first for Humanity and the Father last. These three letters, then, symbolise the three in One Unmanifest. Yet is there in them the All-potency of Life. For 2+ 2+ 1= 5, the Symbol of Power, Mother Supernal, and n also is », Lamb of God and Dawn of the Life of the Year. Wherefore in them lieth concealed and hidden, not alone the Divine White Brilliance of the Three Supernals (xin, wrtp,, W732), but even also that Gleaming Glory which partaketh o…

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1930 · PDF PAGE 127

Magick in Theory and Practice (Section 4)

…ch! How else shalt thou master the Son, and answer the Magician at the right hand gateway of the Crown ? 1. Here are practices. Each may last for a week or more. 2. (a) Avoid using some common Word, such as “and” or “the” or “but”; use a paraphrase. (b) Avoid using some letter of the alphabet, such as “t”, or “s”, or “m”; use a paraphrase. (c) Avoid using the pronouns and adjectives of the first per- son; use a paraphrase. Of thine own ingenium devise others. I. (i.e. the matter of Cerberus). 427 —

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1954 · PDF PAGE 113

Magick Without Tears

…close, And Lais load me with disease. Poor pleasures, bitter bargains, these? I shall despise Diogenes. Follow your fancy far enough! At last you surely come to God. There is thus in this School no attempt to deny that Nature is, as Zoroaster said, "a fatal and evil force"; but Nature i:::, so to speak, "the First Matter of the Work," which is to be transmuted into gold. The joy is a function of our own part in this alchemy. For this reason we find the boldest and most skilful adepts deliberately seeking out the most repugnant elements of Natur…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 542

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…gether an impudent inanity if it shows how every adventure may serve to bring about some achievement of eternal importance. {855} 88 The last lap! I sweep into the straight. The last jump has been cleared. Nothing now between me and the winning post. I made a rapid summary of my situation. The bronchitis and asthma, which were the symptoms of the emphyzema exacted by the God of the Mountains as the sacrifice due from whoever would approach his altars, had become a regular feature of winter. My obvious course was to dodge it by migrating to Nort…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 160

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…urd — —(A priest’s invention, in a word)— Of all religions, I have hope In the good Dhamma’s ® wider scope, Nay, certainty ! that all_at last, However came they. in the past, Move, up or down—who knows, my friend ?— But yet with no uncertain trend Unto Nibbana.in the.end. I do not even dare despise | Your doctrines, prayers, and ceremonies ! Far from the word “you'll go to hell !” I] dare not say“ you do not well!” I must obey my own mind’s laws, Accept its limits, seek its cause : My meat may be your poison! I Hope to convert you by-and-by? Ne…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 90

John St. John

…s direct from Tahuti himself : Because you have learned to write perfectly, but have not yet taught yourself to suffer. True enough, the last part! Asar Un-nefer, thou perfected One, teach me Thy mysteries! Let my members be torn by Set and devoured by Sebek and Typhonl Let my blood be poured out upon Nile, and my flesh be given to Besz to devour! Let my Phallus be concealed in the maw of Mati, and my Crown be divided among my brethren ! Let the jaws of Apep grind me into poison ! Let the sea of poison swallow me wholly up I Let Asi my mother re…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 194

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

THE EQUINOX middle size, and when that blazeth brightly, at the last the great logs, though they be utterly green, are nevertheless enkindled. Now, son, hearken unto this Our reproof, and lend the ear of thine understanding unto the parable of this Magick. We have for the whole Beginning of Our Work, praise be eternally unto His Holy Name, the Fire of our Father the Sun. The inspiration is ours, and ours is the Law of The- lema that shall set the world ablaze. And We have many small dry sticks, that kindle quickly and burn through quickly, leav…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 366

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

… eternal and the changeless SAT, mistrusting fancy’s false suggestions. Compare what is said in Book 4, Part II, about the Sword. In the last part of the verse the adjuration is somewhat obvi- ous, and it must be remembered that with progress the realm of Maya constantly expands as that of Sat diminishes. In orthodox Buddhism this process continues indefinitely. There is also the resolution SAT= ASAT. 12. For mind is like a mirror; it gathers dust while it re- flects. It needs the gentle breezes of Soul-wisdom to brush away the dust of our illu…

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