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1911 · PDF PAGE 74

The Vision and the Voice

…w. And all that thou shalt be is nothing. Thou who wouldst enter the domain of the Great One of the Night of Time, this burden must thou take up. Deepen not a superficies. But I go on tearing down the veil that I may behold the vision of UTI, and hear the voice thereof. And there is a voice: He hath drawn the black bean. And another voice answers it: Not otherwise could he plant the Rose. And the first voice: He hath drunk of the waters of death. The answer: Not otherwise could he water the Rose. And the first voice: He hath burnt himself at th…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 139

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…hat he would not have gone to Cumberland at that time or gone to his house in Scotland that summer. There was no further escape. He must take up the terrible Karma, which he had evaded, in spite of the tremendous pressure brought to bear upon him by the Masters, for five years. It is Their silent dealings with him which fill Volume O of the Zgiinox. Broken at last, he went to the topmost point of the hill which crowns his estate, at midnight, and there, as we read in the diary, ‘““I once more solemnly renounced all that I have or am. On departi…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 139

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…hat he would not have gone to Cumberland at that time or gone to his house in Scotland that summer. There was no further escape. He must take up the terrible Karma, which he had evaded, in spite of the tremendous pressure brought to bear upon him by the Masters, for five years. It is Their silent dealings with him which fill Volume O of the Zgiinox. Broken at last, he went to the topmost point of the hill which crowns his estate, at midnight, and there, as we read in the diary, ‘““I once more solemnly renounced all that I have or am. On departi…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 115

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…constantly to unite your- selves in rapture with each and every thing that is, and that by utmost passion and lust of Union. To this end take chiefly all such things as are naturally repulsive. For what is pleasant is assimilated easily and without ecstacy: it is in the transfiguration of the loathsome and abhorred into The Beloved that the Self is shaken to the root in Love. Thus in human love also we see that mediocrities among men mate with null women: but History teacheth us that the supreme masters of the world seek ever the vilest and mos…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 166

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…. The comments of Fra O.M. (in parentheses) follow entries. March 2, 1913. I have got a zeal for service since the retirement, wanted to take for new Motto “I aspire to serve” but cannot find Latin equivalent. (“Volo servare” would do. But a better idea is “I want to help” rather than “serve.” OM.) 158

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1954 · PDF PAGE 321

Magick Without Tears

…, sham jewels from the tray of Autolycus! Yet it was precisely because you were sick of all this that you came to me at all. How can one take you as a serious student? Only because you do have moments when the scales fall from your eyes, and your deep need tears down the tawdry counterfeits which hide the shrine where Isis stands unveiled-but ah! too far. You must advance. To advance-that means Work. Patient, exhausting, thankless, often bewildering Work. Dear sister, if you would but Work! Work blindly, foolishly, misguidedly, it doesn't matte…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 328

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

THE EQUINOX take a much more definite form than an abstract one. In the former case when Sappho has once appeared, except for a break here and there, the vision is rational enough—if we can use so bastard a term to express ourselves in; not so the latter, which is particularly vague. In considering these visions and future ones, it must be remembered that though we now insist on a continuous chain of ideas as proof of their validity, and equally so with such as we may deal with later on, we at present find, above all else, that simplicity is ou…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 328

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

THE EQUINOX take a much more definite form than an abstract one. In the former case when Sappho has once appeared, except for a break here and there, the vision is rational enough—if we can use so bastard a term to express ourselves in; not so the latter, which is particularly vague. In considering these visions and future ones, it must be remembered that though we now insist on a continuous chain of ideas as proof of their validity, and equally so with such as we may deal with later on, we at present find, above all else, that simplicity is ou…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 242

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

THE EQUINOX take it. These persons cannot accept the Law. This also is understood and provided for in the Book of the Law: “The slaves shall serve.” But it is possible for any apparent slave to prove his mastery by fighting his oppressors, even as now; but he has this additional chance in our system, that his conduct will be watched with kindly eye by our authori- ties, and his prowess rewarded by admission to the ranks of the master-class. Also, he will be given fair play. You may now ask how such arrangements are possible. There is only one s…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 171

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…ut that’s a horse of quite a different colour.” “But we need the stuff,” pleaded Peter. ‘ We've got to have it. Why did you induce us to take it ? ” “Why,” he laughed subtly, “it’s my will to want you to do your will.” ‘Yes, and I want the stuff.” “ Acute psychologist as you are, Sir Peter, you have failed to grasp my meaning. I fearI express myself badly.” Cockie was boiling inwardly, yet he was so weak and faint that he was like a lamb. I myself would have killed Lamus if I had had the means. I felt that he was deliberately torturing us for h…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 193

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…day morning.” So that was why she hadn’t sent the stuff! I stood as if I wasinatrance. I heard him explaining, mechani- cally. I did not take in what he was saying. It was like a record being made on a gramophone. ‘“‘ She was only ill two days,” the man said. ‘ The doctors called it septic pneumonia.” I suppose I thanked him, and went away automati- cally. I found myself at home without knowing how I got here. Something told me that the real cause of her death was heroin, though, as a matter of fact, septic pheumonia can happen to any one at an…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 324

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…usiness to entertain us with an account of the various objects along the road. “ That’s the nice man’s house down there,” he said, “T’ll take you to lunch with him if you promise to behave properly. And that’s where the doat-woman lives,” he went on, apparently assured by our guarantees of proper conduct. The solemnity of the elder boy and the rollicking disposition of the other carried us from spasm to spasm of suppressed laughter. “We seem to have walked straight into a fairy tale,” said Lou. “The Big Lion says that that’s the only true kind …

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1954 · PDF PAGE 209

Magick Without Tears

…ead" - But perhaps you have acquired that already. No, better still, concentrate on the Next Step! After all, it is the only one you can take, isn't it? Without lust ofresult, please!

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1904 · PDF PAGE 106

The Sword of Song

…y dismiss from our minds any alarm in res pect of this contingency. On mature consideration, therefore, I con- fidently and deliberately take my refuge in the Triple Gem. Namo Tasso Bhagavato Arahato Samma- sambuddhasa!3 Let there be hereafter no discussion of the classical problems of philosophy and religion! In the light of this exposition the 1 Wala, one whose business is connected with anything. E.g. Jangli-wala, one who lives in, or has business with, a jungle, i.e. a wild m an, or a Forest Conservator. 2 The Hindus see this as well as any…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 470

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

… I started in the Navy --- I had a year or two on a training ship before I became a barrister --- I have a locus standi. You didn't even take honours at Cambridge, as the Patriot Bottomley will one day suppose you to have done --- you did not even take the ordinary degree. You wear a short blue gown and and extremely battered mortarboard. You have an extraordinary personality --- a reputation for having committed every crime from murder, barratry and arson to quaternio terminorum. You have the subtlest mind,the deepest knowledge of psychology a…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 7

Clouds Without Water

… a sure sign of the last days ; that He will shortly come — whose fan is in His hand, wherewith He shall throughly purge His floor — and take us His saints — however failing and humble we may be — to be with Him in His glory for ever and ever, while those who have rejected Himburn in eternal torment, with wailing and gnashing of teeth, in that Lake of Fireand Brimstone trom which — thank God! He in Hisinfinite mercy hath delivered us. But until that happy day we are bound to work on silently and strenuously in His service. May the perusal of th…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 73

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

… neither fear nor pride, but silence in the one thought of the One beyond all thought. The world of phantoms has no terror left ; we can take the blood of the Black Dragon for our Red Tincture. We under- stand the precept Visita Interiora Terrae Rectificando Invenias Occultum Lapidem; and harnessing to our trium- phal car the White Eagle and the Green Lion we voyage at 63

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1909 · PDF PAGE 73

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

… neither fear nor pride, but silence in the one thought of the One beyond all thought. The world of phantoms has no terror left ; we can take the blood of the Black Dragon for our Red Tincture. We under- stand the precept Visita Interiora Terrae Rectificando Invenias Occultum Lapidem; and harnessing to our trium- phal car the White Eagle and the Green Lion we voyage at 63

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1910 · PDF PAGE 307

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…n,” and as I could not catch which, I ex- claimed “what?” “You pig-faced man!” shouted His Holiness, “you dirty fellow, you come here to take away my disciples . . . vat you vant vith this: vat! vat! vat! vat! ... You do no exercise, else you understand vat I say, dirty man!” And then turning to 289

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1910 · PDF PAGE 307

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…n,” and as I could not catch which, I ex- claimed “what?” “You pig-faced man!” shouted His Holiness, “you dirty fellow, you come here to take away my disciples . . . vat you vant vith this: vat! vat! vat! vat! ... You do no exercise, else you understand vat I say, dirty man!” And then turning to 289

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