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1912 · PDF PAGE 263

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…. EEL. Ayl we deserve it. But our punishment is greater than we can bear. ALL. Woe unto us ! EEL. Wi’ these een hae I seen it! Alack the day! My brethren, d’ye ken wha‘s ta’en the lodging ower Awl‘s shop ? BONES. When? EEL. Last nicht, The very eve ο’ the Blessed Sabbath I [Allgroan. CHIPS. Wha‘ then? EEL. The ’Hoor 0’ Babylon ! ALL. The ‘Hoor ο᾿Babylon ! EEL. A wanton, forward wench! A Babylonish Harlot! BONES. The Lord ha’ mercy on us! EEL. An actress body! ALL. The Lord ha’ mercy on us! CHIPS. Fra‘ Glasgie, I doot? EEL. Waur! ALL. Waur? EEL.…

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1961 · PDF PAGE 22

Liber Aleph

…um of Body. Secundo, the psychic condition of the Sleeper, the Dream being determined by recent Events in his Life, usually those of the Day previous, and especially such Events as have caused Excitement of Anxiety, the more so if they be unfinished or unfulfilled. But this exciting Cause is of a superficial Nature, as it were a Cloke or a Mask; and thus it but lendeth Aspect to the other Cause, which lieth in the Nature of the Sleeper himself. a

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1904 · PDF PAGE 6

Mr. Crowley and The Creeds

… no business to take the Bible literally ! ” I have dealt with this contention at some length in the “ Sword of Song ” itself (Ascension Day, lines 216 to 247) : but here I will simply observe that a poem which authorises the Archbishop of Canterbury to convey Dr. Clifford’s pet trowels, and makes possible the Gilbertian (in the old sense of pertaining to W. S. Gilbert) position of the Free Kirk to-day, is a poem which had better be burnt, as the most sensible man of his time proposed to do with Homer, or at least left to the collector, as I be…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 91

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…s of Israel, we are come to you With many maidens praising God, for this The victory of my father. Happy girls! Whose brothers struck to-day for Israel, Whose fathers smote the heathen ; happiest, Ye blushing flowers, beyond your younger spring That bends in you toward summer, faint and fair, Whose lovers bared their swords to-day ; and ye, O reverend heads, most beautiful for gray, The comely crown of age, that doth be- seem Your wise sweet beauty, as the ivy wreathes The rugged glory of the sycamore, Have ye heard aught of Jephthah’s home- co…

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1898 · PDF PAGE 8

Jezebel

…an betrayed, and doomed Already, I arose and went, And wrestled with myself, consumed With passion for that sacrament Of shame. From the day unto this My cheek desires that hideous kiss. Her hate, her scorn, her cruel blows, Fill my whole life, consume my breath ; Her red-fanged hatred in me glows, I lust for her, and hell, and death. I see that ghastly look, and yearn Toward the brands of her that burn. Sleep shuns me ; dreams divide the night, (My parched throat thirsty for her veins) That she and I with deep delight Suck from death’s womb in…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 19

John St. John

12.7. 12.18. 12.20. 12.28. 12.33. JOHN ST. JOHN The Second Day The Stroke of Twelve found me duly in my Asana, practising Pranayama. Let me continue this work ; for it is written that unto the persevering mortal the Blessed Immortals are swift . . . What then should happen to a persevering Immortal like myself? Trying meditation and mantra. I find thoughts impossible to concentrate; and my Asana, despite various cowardly attempts to "fudge” it, is {rightfully painful. In Hanged Man posture, meditating and willing the Presence of Adonai by the Ri…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 37

Ambergris

28 AMBERGRIS FROM THE FATAL FORCE Chorus In the ways of the North and the South Whence the dark and the dayspring are drawn, We pass with the song of the mouth Of the notable Lord of the Dawn. Unto Ra, the desire of the East, let the clamour of singing proclaim The fire of his name ! In the ways of the East and the West Whence the night and the day are discrowned, We pass with the beat of his breast, And the breath of his crying is bound. Unto Toum, the low Lord of the West, let the noise of our chant be the breath Proclaiming him Death ! In th…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 186

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

186 The next day found me completely snow-blind. The pain is not so much severe as irritating. The feeling is as of having red hot sand at the back of one's eyes. One keeps on blinking with the idea of removing it, and of course it won't be removed. During my ski-läufing I had religiously worn goggles. My condition was due entirely to pottering about the camp for a few minutes in the snowstorm, fixing my tent. I got all right again in a couple of days. The weather was moderate on June 30th and July 1st. But from July 2nd to 6th was a continuous…

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1901 · PDF PAGE 72

The Soul of Osiris

…ly triumph—silence. There they sleep. “ There, brave and pure, there, true and strong, they stay Bleached in the desert, till the solemn day Of God’s revenge—none knoweth them : they rest Unburied, unremembered, unconfessed. What names of strength, of majesty, had they ? What suns are these gone down into the West ? “ Even I myself—my youth within me said : Go, seek this folly ; fear not for the dead, And God is with thine arm. I reached the ridge, And saw the river and the ghastly bridge I told you of. Even then, even there, I fled. Nor knight…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 67

Why Jesus Wept

…uth for him ! To me she is The rosy incarnation of a kiss, The royal rapture of a young delight, The mazy music of virginity, Sun of the day, moon of the night, All, all to me ! Angela, angel ! Thou hast made me man, And poet over-man ! To thee, To thee I owe transfiguration, peace, The wide dominion of the wan Abyss of air. I can look out and see Beyond the stars, black seas Wherein no star may swim, Thence, far beyond the vast revolving spheres

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1905 · PDF PAGE 99

Oracles

94 ASSUMPTA CANIDIA That draw out night in kisses to the day ! So was I to my seeming as I lay. That soft smooth-moving ocean of the west Under the palm and cactus as it rolled, Immortal blue, fixed with immortal gold, Moving in rapture with my sleeping breast ! The young delicious green, the drunken smell Of the fresh earth, the luxury of the glow Where many colours mingled into snow, Song-marvels in the air desirable. So lazily I lay, and watched my eyes In the deep fountain’s sun-stirred harmonies. I loved myself ! O Thou ! (I cried) divine …

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1912 · PDF PAGE 356

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…elh?ורישב An uncovering, exposing?העירפ 366 Night Demon of :"! zfmmx Dea vs 17 367 Black [sci]. of eye-pupil] :?ןושיא middle: homunculus Day Demon of yd Dec.ןרוכיאפ ?ם 368 The Spirit omieהור םיהלא ?םייח GODS of the Living Σ {1—(9 X 9)) +9 (l Spirit of ). [Vide?יארומשח Liber 777,11 l9] 369 40 The World of Briahםלוע ?האירבה Angel of 2"d Dec. II?יברהש 370 A foundation, basis?רקע Creation wy Salicesrivi. [Lev.xxiii.4o]יברע ?להנ Zopher?רפצ White lead, tin?ארטסק To rend, cut, blame, curse?ערק Greene [Vide S.D. p. m]?זנעך Salem?םלש 37 ' sinistrum?לאמש…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 356

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…elh?ורישב An uncovering, exposing?העירפ 366 Night Demon of :"! zfmmx Dea vs 17 367 Black [sci]. of eye-pupil] :?ןושיא middle: homunculus Day Demon of yd Dec.ןרוכיאפ ?ם 368 The Spirit omieהור םיהלא ?םייח GODS of the Living Σ {1—(9 X 9)) +9 (l Spirit of ). [Vide?יארומשח Liber 777,11 l9] 369 40 The World of Briahםלוע ?האירבה Angel of 2"d Dec. II?יברהש 370 A foundation, basis?רקע Creation wy Salicesrivi. [Lev.xxiii.4o]יברע ?להנ Zopher?רפצ White lead, tin?ארטסק To rend, cut, blame, curse?ערק Greene [Vide S.D. p. m]?זנעך Salem?םלש 37 ' sinistrum?לאמש…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 136

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…of inmost being Wraps thee in, and cuts the world away ; Sight and sound lose hearing and lose seeing, All the night is one with all the day ? Hearken to her sighing ! Life droops down as dying, Melting in the clasp of amorous limbs and hair; All the darkening world Round about ye furled— Dost thou know, or, knowing, dost thou care ? ant. B. ORPHEUS. Mother, I have lain, half dead, half slumber- ing, Curtained in Eurydice her hair ; Clothed in serpent kisses, souls outnumbering Dewdrops flung in spray through air. I have lain and watched the ni…

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1898 · PDF PAGE 39

Jephthah

…, And wrestle with th’ accuser. So, depart! CHORUS OF ELDERS. When the countenance fair of the morning And the lusty bright limbs of the day Race far through the west for a warning Of night that is evil and gray, When the light by the southward is dwindled, And the clouds as for sleep are unfurled, The moon in the east is rekindled, The hope of the passionate world. The stars for a token of glory Flash fire in the eyes of the night, And the holy immaculate story Of Heaven is flushed into light. For the night has a whisper to wake us, And the su…

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1899 · PDF PAGE 75

Jephthah and Other Mysteries

JEPHTHAH. 53 That bends in you toward summer, faint and fair, Whose lovers bared their swords to-day ; and ye, O reverend heads, most beautiful for gray, The comely crown of age, that doth beseem Your wise sweet beauty, as the ivy wreathes The rugged glory of the sycamore, Have ye heard aught of Jephthah’s home-coming ? For our cheeks tingle with th’ expected kiss Of hardy warriors dear to us, and now By double kinship rendered doubly dear. For O! my father comes to gladden me With those enduring kisses that endow Heart, hope, and life with gla…

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1901 · PDF PAGE 83

The Soul of Osiris

… poison. Let the spring Of love once dawn—all else hath little thank ! Yet resolute I put my love away. I could not live in this amazing day.

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1909 · PDF PAGE 15

John St. John

… sweat again thoroughly. Stopped not from fatigue but from lunch. [Odd memoranda during lunch. Insist on pupils writing down their whole day; the play as well as the work. “By this means they will become ashamed, and prate no longer of ‘beasts.’ "] Ι am now well away on the ascetic current, devising all sorts of privations and thoroughly enjoying the idea. Having finished a most enjoyable lunch, will drink coffee and smoke, and try and get a little sleep. Thus to break up sleep into two shifts. A nice sleep. Woke refreshed. Am arrived home, havi…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 23

The Winged Beetle

…neither hate below, nor hate above, Nor chance, nor force, nor cunning shall deprive Man of thy gift, a love alive With more than men to-day can understand.

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1912 · PDF PAGE 122

Mortadello

…et fall. It was enough to allot your portions to you all. One I found faithful, one ; your devilish Doge’s wife, The saint and Amazon to-day that saved my life. The wind to stir your leaves, the star to crown your foam : Saint Monica receives the full support of Rome ! 2ND MASK. [Showing a parchment.] Most secret in the State, the Three have stood apart, Ruling the pulse and rate of all the civic heart. For them I speak : they vow to place the Ducal Cap On the Princess’s brow, the sceptre in her lap.

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