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1910 · PDF PAGE 32

The World’s Tragedy

…o and Aristotle, who recommend sodomy to youths. I am not so rebellious as to oppose their dictum ; and in truth there seems no bet- ter way to avoid the contamination of woman and the mo- rose pleasures of solitary vice. (Not that women themselves are unclean ; it is the worship of them as ideals that rots the soul). Again we may say that all the great men of antiquity were sodomites : Socrates, Caesar, Alexander, Martial, Catullus, Virgil, Achilles ; Napoleon, Frederick the Great, Goethe, Shakespeare, Bacon, an unbroken line of English monarc…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 49

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

… pointed out that the same criticism applied with equal force to the Ego. This fell on Fra. Ρ. with the force of a thunderbolt. He had always known this in an intellectual way; now it stabbed him to the heart. Through the rest of the drive he sat silent, and in the bustle of the succeeding days of “Bandobast” for his newly projected walk through China, this awakening stood behind his mind, alert and operative. From Calcutta he proceeded to Rangoon (Nov. 3—6), where 9

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1912 · PDF PAGE 49

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

… pointed out that the same criticism applied with equal force to the Ego. This fell on Fra. Ρ. with the force of a thunderbolt. He had always known this in an intellectual way; now it stabbed him to the heart. Through the rest of the drive he sat silent, and in the bustle of the succeeding days of “Bandobast” for his newly projected walk through China, this awakening stood behind his mind, alert and operative. From Calcutta he proceeded to Rangoon (Nov. 3—6), where 9

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1913 · PDF PAGE 572

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…y; he commands your will to create all that by exercises obstinately persevered in. Every one carries this out in his own fashion, but always in the way best suited to impress him. It is not the hashish intoxication which was useful to the knavery of the Old Man of the Mountain; it is a dream without sleep, an hallucination without madness, a reasoned and willed vision, a real creation of intelligence and faith. Thence- forward, when he preaches, the Jesuit can say: ‘What we have seen with our eyes, what we have heard with our ears, and what ou…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 572

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…y; he commands your will to create all that by exercises obstinately persevered in. Every one carries this out in his own fashion, but always in the way best suited to impress him. It is not the hashish intoxication which was useful to the knavery of the Old Man of the Mountain; it is a dream without sleep, an hallucination without madness, a reasoned and willed vision, a real creation of intelligence and faith. Thence- forward, when he preaches, the Jesuit can say: ‘What we have seen with our eyes, what we have heard with our ears, and what ou…

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1916 · PDF PAGE 12

A Prophet In His Own Country

…e a variety of heaven. The result was of course a total misunderstanding of Buddhism. It was seen that the context did not square in any way with these conceptions, and the missionaries thereupon had the impudence to assume that the Buddhist was being illogical and self- contradictory. It is really necessary to hear Mr. Stuart rather than read him. When he speaks he is transfigured

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1919 · PDF PAGE 420

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

… some- thing intensely human about this. Men set out upon the most dangerous expeditions in high spirits. 29. And to the second gate the way is verdant too. But it is steep and winds up hill; yea, to its rocky top. Grey Mists will overhang its rough and stony height, and all be dark beyond. As on he goes, the song of hope soundeth more feeble in the pilgrim’s heart. The thrill of doubt is now upon him; his step less steady grows. Following the last comment a description of this Path re- fers to the beginning of ‘dryness’ in the course of Medita…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 109

John St. John

…ore so. The loss of the time-sense which occurs with hashish he got during his experiments with that drug in I906, but in an unimportant way. (Damn him! he is so glad. He calls this a Result. A result! Damn him!) O.M. who writes this is so angry with him that he wants to scrawl the page over with the most fearful curses ! and John St. [01111 has nearly thrown a bottle at the waiter for not bringing the next course. He will not be allowed to finish his wine ! He orders cold water. Things alittle better. But he tries 100 small muscular movements, …

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1919 · PDF PAGE 395

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…olved. One ‘goes out’ like the flame of a candle. But I must remark that the final clause is again painfully geocentric. 83. The “Secret Way” leads also to Paranirvanic bliss— but at the close of Kalpas without number; Nirvénas gained and lost from boundless pity and compassion for the world of deluded mortals. This is quite contrary to Buddhist teaching. Buddha cer- tainly had ‘Parinirvana,’ if there be such a thing, though, as Nirvana means ‘Annihilation’ and ‘Parinirvana’ ‘complete Annihilation,’ it requires a mind more metaphysical than min…

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1961 · PDF PAGE 122

Liber Aleph

… Lady of the Stars. Thus, o my Son, is the Word of Truth echoed through-out all Worlds; and thus have the Wise mighty Assurance in their Way. See, o my Son, that thou work not without this Guard inflexible, lest thou err in thy Perceptions. f

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1961 · PDF PAGE 184

Liber Aleph

… his Law shall amend the Game or do it Hurt; and of this the Proof is in Experience, won after the Victory of his Will, when there is no Way of Return; as saith the Poet, Vestigia Nulla Retrorsum. Nor do thou fear to create: for, even as I have written in The Book of Lies (falsely so-called), thou canst create nothing that is not God. But beware of false Creations wrought by Women in whom is no Function thereof; for they are Phantoms, poison- ous Vapours, bred of the Moon in her Witchcraft of Blood. m

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1907 · PDF PAGE 109

Konx Om Pax

…our surprise The snout of scarlet stab your eyes. Bad art, my boy! I never cared To try the piece again. —We’ve aired Our dinner. By the way, though, here You are. That ’s it! How smooth and clear The moonlight runs from point to hilt! Steel in the end beats silver-gilt! Well, there’s an end of my cigar: The girls will wonder where we are. Strange! how this question of motive deceives historians—and others! said the scholar. Froude was hardly a fool; but his Henry the Eighth is incredible. So is the conventional monster. I for one shall not be …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 247

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…s. And juries are worse. Ah, Phemie, so little a sacrifice for the father who has given all for you—and she refuses! Cruel! Cruel! Which way can I turn? Is there nobody whose credit Let’s think. Jenkins? No good. Maur? Too suspicious—a nasty, sly, sneaking fellow! Higginbotham, Ramspittle, Rosenbaum, Hoggenheimer, Flipp, Montgomery, MacAn—no, hang it! 229

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1910 · PDF PAGE 247

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…s. And juries are worse. Ah, Phemie, so little a sacrifice for the father who has given all for you—and she refuses! Cruel! Cruel! Which way can I turn? Is there nobody whose credit Let’s think. Jenkins? No good. Maur? Too suspicious—a nasty, sly, sneaking fellow! Higginbotham, Ramspittle, Rosenbaum, Hoggenheimer, Flipp, Montgomery, MacAn—no, hang it! 229

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1929 · PDF PAGE 57

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…ge. I found myself, from the very beginning of my university career, urged by circumstances of every sort to indulge my passion in every way but the right one. My ill-health had prevented me from taking part in the ordinary amusements of the public school boy. My skill in avoiding corporal punishment and my lack of opportunity for inflicting it had saved me from developing the sadistic or masochistic sides to my character. But at Cambridge I discovered that I was of an intensely passionate nature, physiologically speaking. My poetic instincts, …

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1906 · PDF PAGE 235

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…ime we must win or die.’ ‘Goetia! expects every God to do his duty,’ he excitedly lunographed to Swarga.? But Ganesha was already on his way. ‘©The elephant-headed God was in great spirits. ‘ Never say die!’ he cried genially, on beholding the downcast appearance of his fellow-conspirator. ‘This’ll break the slate. There is no change in the Arupa- Brahma-Loka!’2 ‘Rupe me no rupes!’ howled the necromancer. ‘Get up, fool!’ roared the God. ‘I have got Perdu’ R Abu elected Maha Brahma.’ ‘Oh Lord, have you really?’ said the wizard, looking a little …

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1907 · PDF PAGE 29

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…eth strength and beauty in its eye ; Beneath its tongue are Hate and Misery ; Love in its coils is hidden, and its nature Is double everyway ; dost wonder why The poet worships every scaléd feature, And holds him lordliest yet of every kingly creature ?? Sir Percival nor moved nor spoke ; awhile There is black silence in the ancient hall. Then cometh subtly with well-trained smile The courteous eld, the agéd seneschal. 1 When an electric current is passed through water, and many other fluids, a decomposition is effected, the component atoms fin…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 460

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…, the ideals of a clique; and nearly {728} as noxious are the arrogant aims and brutal tactics of Catholics and freemasons. In their own way capital and labour are influenced by the same idea, that of imposing a rigid and uniform rule on the entire community regardless of local conditions or any other considerations which might make for diversity. I need hardly point out that this principle is in flat contradiction with the Declaration of Independence in the constitution. I am afraid that the root of the evil lies in the psychological fact that…

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1903 · PDF PAGE 15

Berashith

…ty"? I imply that the black pig is im the sty. All I have done is to represent the conversion as a change, rather than as merely another way of expressing the same thing. And “change” is really not my meaning either; for change, to our minds, involves the idea of time. But the whole thing is incon- ceivable — to ratiocination, though not to thought. Note well too that ifI say “Absence-of-book is not on the table” I cannot convert it into “All books are on the table” but only to “some books are on the table”. The proposition is an “E” and not an…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 312

The Star in the West

…es under certain con ditions severe suffering , and the yogi does not undergo such , for he leaves it in his wake . Hasheesh may in some way be the loosener of the girders of the soul , but this is all . Huxley says : “ The influence of diet on dreams ; of stimulants upon the fulness and the velocity of the stream of thought ; the delirious phantoms gene rated by disease , by hashish , or by alcohol ; will occur to everyone as examples of the marvellous sensitive ness of the apparatus of ideation to purely physical influences .” 4 Not by the pi…

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