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1907 · PDF PAGE 203

The Star in the West

…he living air , And the blue sky , and in the mind of man ; A motion and a spirit , that impels All thinking things , all objects of all thoughts , And rolls through all things .? To the uninitiated this matter must for the present remain dark , and though at first the neophyte may think that the following solution , which I trust I shall be able in some little way to explain , is but one on a similar footing to that as set forward by those super naturalists who dogmatize concerning credo quia ab surdum , I must bid him now at the very outset r…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 5

Clouds Without Water

…ouds without water havenosilver lining. The unhappy man need not have feared that the poor servants of God would claim him as repentant, though surely we would all have shed the last drop of our blood to bring him to the grace of God. Alas ! it was not to be. The devilish precautions of this human fiend excluded all such possibilities. He died as he had lived, no doubt. Alas! no doubt. — VII—

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1909 · PDF PAGE 397

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…riends. MEISTER ECKHART’S SERMONS. Translated by CLAUDE FIELD, M.A. Same price and publisher. Too pedantic and theological to please me, though I daresay he means well. THE WORSHIP OF SATAN IN MODERN FRANCE. By ARTHUR LILLIE. Swan Sonnenschein and Co., 6s. Arthur Lillie is as convenient as Mrs, Boole from the standpoint of the poet. I should add that the catch-penny title is entirely misleading, and has no discoverable connection with the contents, save those of a short preface, cribbed, like the title, from Mr. Waite’s “ Devil-Worship in Franc…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 397

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…riends. MEISTER ECKHART’S SERMONS. Translated by CLAUDE FIELD, M.A. Same price and publisher. Too pedantic and theological to please me, though I daresay he means well. THE WORSHIP OF SATAN IN MODERN FRANCE. By ARTHUR LILLIE. Swan Sonnenschein and Co., 6s. Arthur Lillie is as convenient as Mrs, Boole from the standpoint of the poet. I should add that the catch-penny title is entirely misleading, and has no discoverable connection with the contents, save those of a short preface, cribbed, like the title, from Mr. Waite’s “ Devil-Worship in Franc…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 142

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…ne have suffered and shall suffer from this negligence, and I must humbly take any results that may arise out of my failure. Still, even though I may have neglected the advice given me whenI first became a Proba- tioner, I feel that I have progressed, be it never so slightly, along the Path which from the first I set out to tread. May it not be, O Adonai, that even now the second six months may be made to balance the first six, and that what is passed may yet be for the best?” At that time he had not found out that things always turn out for th…

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1930 · PDF PAGE 79

Magick in Theory and Practice (Section 4)

…ver or to perspire violently, and it should so weaken him that he will find it difficult to remain standing. 6. It is a sign of success, though only by the student himself is it perceived, when he hears the name of the God vehemently roared forth, as if by the concourse of ten thousand thunders; and it should appear to him as if that Great Voice proceeded from the Universe, and not from himself. In both the above practices ail consciousness of anything but the God-form and name should be absolutely blotted out$ and the longer it takes for norma…

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1996 · PDF PAGE 213

The Law is for All

…n thee. 32. From gold forge steel! 33. Be ready to fly or to smite! 34. But your holy place shall be untouched throughout the centuries: though with fire and sword it be burnt down & shattered, yet an invisible house there standeth, and shall stand until the fall of the Great Equinox; when Hrumachis shall arise and the double-wanded one assume my throne and place. Another prophet shall arise, and bring fresh fever from the skies; another woman shall awake the lust & wor­ ship of the Snake; another soul of God and beast shall min­ gle in the glo…

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1944 · PDF PAGE 127

The Book of Thoth

“It seems that this wheel is being spun by a hand. Though the wheel fills the whole Aire, yet the hand is much bigger than the wheel. And though this vision is so great and splen‐ did, yet there is no seriousness with it, or solemnity. It seems that the hand is spinning the wheel merely for pleasure‐it would be better to say amusement. “A voice comes: For he is a jocund and ruddy god, and his laughter is the vibration of all that exists, and the earthquakes of the soul. “One is conscious of the whirring of the wheel thrilling one, like an elect…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 13

The Stratagem and Other Stories

…fourth of September; their leader divided by the letters of the Vic- tim of the Eighth of Thermidor.’ ‘Crillon was unfortunate that day, though braver than ever.’ “Such were the indications from which I sought to piece together our plan of escape! “Perhaps rather by intuition than by reason, I gath- ered from some two hundred of such clues that the guards Bertrand, Rolland, and Monet, had been bribed, and also promised advancement, and (above all) re- moval from the hated Island, should they connive at our escape. It seemed that the Government …

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1904 · PDF PAGE 110

The Sword of Song

…of sentient things; that it is no accidental accompaniment, but an essential constituent of the Cosm ic Process.” And in the same essay, though he is disposed to deny more than the rudiments of consciousness to the lower form s of life, he is quite clear that pain varies directly (to put it loosely) with the degree of consciousness. Cf. also “Animal Automatism,” pp. 236-237. (2) S ORROW’S CAUSE.—The caus e of sorrow is desire. I take desire here to include such a phenomenon as the tendency of two molecules of hy drogen and chlorine to com bine …

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1907 · PDF PAGE 133

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…write the whole in order to give it a philosophic unity. Gerald Kelly forcibly prevented me from throwing it into the river at Marlotte, though he admitted quite frankly that he could not read even through Book I. and did not see how any one could. Tell me, he said, conjuring the friendship of years, can you read it? Even a poet should be honest ; I confessed that I could not ! Taking it in sections, with relays and an ambulance, we could see no fault in it, how- ever. It is clumsily built; it is all feet and face; but you cannot make a Monster…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 11

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…e ought to have been put back on the pony and made to conquer his fears. As it was, he has never been able to feel at home on horseback, though he has ridden thousands of miles, many of them over really dangerous country. On the other hand --- subconscious memory of previous incarnations, or the Eastern soul of him, or the fact that he took to it after he had learned the foolishness of fear? --- he was from the first perfectly at home on a camel. And this despite the fact that these animals act like highly placed officials and even --- if scabb…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 155

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…I had come across on my way home. We set out, he being armed with a sketch book and a kukri, which he would always carry about with him, though I could never understand the reason; if I had been anticipating the day's events, I should not have troubled to inquire. At the edge of the hill weariness overtook me; I sat down, pointing to him a tiny path down the hill slope which he was to pursue. He was rather a long time returning, and I was just about to follow in search when I heard his cooee; in a couple of minutes he rejoined me. I was rather …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 249

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

… death of one of his two colleagues, and the weakness of the other, secured to S.R.M.D. the sole authority. The rituals were elaborated, though scholarly enough, into verbose and pre- tentious nonsense: the knowledge proved worthless, even where it was correct: for it is in vain that pearls, be they never so clear and precious, are given to the swine. “The ordeals were turned into contempt, it being impossible I Q 241

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1909 · PDF PAGE 368

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…lties I cut my own right arm. Having no arm, I could no more kill my wife with an axe. God rewarded me by giving me the power of reading thought, which constitutes an extra sense for me; and to my nose He gave a voice of its own. I was a dentist. Indeed, I have found a new way of extracting teeth without gas. You merely press the neck of your patient, who faints in consequence, and you can then safely operate. How did you come to this? What caused you to take the attire of a man in place of the usual brown coat of a cover ?” His companion—frien…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 249

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

… death of one of his two colleagues, and the weakness of the other, secured to S.R.M.D. the sole authority. The rituals were elaborated, though scholarly enough, into verbose and pre- tentious nonsense: the knowledge proved worthless, even where it was correct: for it is in vain that pearls, be they never so clear and precious, are given to the swine. “The ordeals were turned into contempt, it being impossible I Q 241

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1909 · PDF PAGE 368

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…lties I cut my own right arm. Having no arm, I could no more kill my wife with an axe. God rewarded me by giving me the power of reading thought, which constitutes an extra sense for me; and to my nose He gave a voice of its own. I was a dentist. Indeed, I have found a new way of extracting teeth without gas. You merely press the neck of your patient, who faints in consequence, and you can then safely operate. How did you come to this? What caused you to take the attire of a man in place of the usual brown coat of a cover ?” His companion—frien…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 433

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…Holy Isle’”—is not the thinking self; it is the ‘“Dwarf-Self,” the self which is beyond thinking. The aspirant is now in fact beyond all thought, and this talk of building high the wall or dam is too much like poetry to be good sense. What it means is, “Beware lest the re- awakened Ego, the Chiah, should become self-conscious, as it is liable to do owing to its wedding with Neshamah.” Or, shall we say, with Nephesh? For the organism has now been brought to perfect harmony in all its parts. The Adept has a strong, healthy, vigorous body, and a m…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 229

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…ver. I can’t bear the idea of being touched. My skin is very sensitive. It’s part of the spiritualising of my life, I suppose. I’m glad, though, that the new honeymoon didn’t last more than three or four days. It is irritating to one’s vanity. But that is merely a memory. How can vanity co-exist with the spiritual life? e I saw the Spirit of heroin to-day when I went up to the magic room. It is tremendously tall and thin, with tattered rags fluttering round it, and these turn into D.D.F. P

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1910 · PDF PAGE 492

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

… says—several alphabets we should prefer to say—is here, Much that has been jealously and foolishly kept secret in the past is here, but though our author has secured for his work the imprimatur of some body with the mysterious title of the A.”. A.”., an though he remains himself anonymous, he appears to be no mystery-monger. Obviously he is widely rea‘ he makes no pretence that he has secrets to reveal. On the contrary, he says, ‘an indicible arcanum is an arcanum which cannot be revealed,’ The writer of that sentence has learned at least one …

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