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1904 · PDF PAGE 39

The Sword of Song

… less valuable than love ? Well, let them try their various plans ! Do they resolve that doubt of man’s ? How many are Hegelians ? This, though I hold him mostly true. But, to teach others that same view ? Surely long years develop reason.45 After long years, too, in thy season Bloom, Concentration’s midnight flower ! After much practice to this end I gain at last the long sought power (Which you believe you have this hour, But certainly have not, my friend !) Of keeping close the mind to one Thing at a time—suppose, the Sun. I gain this (Rever…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 307

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…“In the Material World Matter is Existence. “Tn the Sensible World Sense is Existence. “In the Spiritual World Spirit is Existence. “And though in the Sensible World a cow or an angel exists solely as an idea to us, this does not preclude the possibility of a cow existing as beef in the Material World, or an angel as a spirit in the Spiritual World.” “The fact is,” interrupts the Sceptic, “I doubt all three of you; for from the above you all three infer a chain of events— whether material, sensual, or spiritual, thus postulating the Existence o…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 307

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…“In the Material World Matter is Existence. “Tn the Sensible World Sense is Existence. “In the Spiritual World Spirit is Existence. “And though in the Sensible World a cow or an angel exists solely as an idea to us, this does not preclude the possibility of a cow existing as beef in the Material World, or an angel as a spirit in the Spiritual World.” “The fact is,” interrupts the Sceptic, “I doubt all three of you; for from the above you all three infer a chain of events— whether material, sensual, or spiritual, thus postulating the Existence o…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 149

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…, were born again and again until Karma was used up and the individual Atman went back to the universal Atman. Buddha erasing the Atman, though he refused to discuss the Begin- ning, postulates Nibbana as the end, which fact conversely also postulates the Beginning as Nibbana. Therefore we have all things originating from an x sign, Atman, Nibbana, God, Ain or First Cause, and eventually returning to this primordial Equilibrium. The difficulty which now remains is the bridging over of this divided middle. To Gotama there is no unit, and existen…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 149

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…, were born again and again until Karma was used up and the individual Atman went back to the universal Atman. Buddha erasing the Atman, though he refused to discuss the Begin- ning, postulates Nibbana as the end, which fact conversely also postulates the Beginning as Nibbana. Therefore we have all things originating from an x sign, Atman, Nibbana, God, Ain or First Cause, and eventually returning to this primordial Equilibrium. The difficulty which now remains is the bridging over of this divided middle. To Gotama there is no unit, and existen…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 54

The Scented Garden

…aconis in the West, famed in Astrology as the powers of the Ec- lipse. But I personally support the misreading theory for [Persian text] though I can offer no conjectural restoration. The text makes nonsense, and Abdul- lah, with all his puns and eccentricities, rarely does this. In Morocco the appearance of hair on face or privates utterly disqualifies a boy for path- ic). 5. [Persian text] This is one of El Haji’s “ port- manteau ” words. He will not specify [Persian text] (solar) or [Persian text] (lunar) eclipse : so calmly invented a word …

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1912 · PDF PAGE 176

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…y one night-cap, Father! MARTIN. Ay, lad—I’m thinkingadrop 'ud do ye good now, Jack. A week and more ye’ve not been yourself altogether— though this I will say, never a kinder lad breathed than my dear lad, Jack Adams, this last week. Affliction purifies, ay, it purifies; ifye’re out 0’ sorts yourself, why, you're kinder to others, makes ye lean on them, like—there's a blessing to everything, lad, depend on it, a blessing hidden in every mortal thing. JACK, Never fear, Daddy Martin. I’ve slept ill lately, but I know I’ll sleep sound to-night. MART…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 176

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…y one night-cap, Father! MARTIN. Ay, lad—I’m thinkingadrop 'ud do ye good now, Jack. A week and more ye’ve not been yourself altogether— though this I will say, never a kinder lad breathed than my dear lad, Jack Adams, this last week. Affliction purifies, ay, it purifies; ifye’re out 0’ sorts yourself, why, you're kinder to others, makes ye lean on them, like—there's a blessing to everything, lad, depend on it, a blessing hidden in every mortal thing. JACK, Never fear, Daddy Martin. I’ve slept ill lately, but I know I’ll sleep sound to-night. MART…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 570

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

THE EQUINOX are, a mouse, while you are a rat. Make yourself a cat, and you will capture it. In one of the admirable stories which, though he did not invent it, he has told better than anybody, Perrault puts upon the stage a cat, which cunningly induces an ogre to change himself into a mouse, and the thing is no sooner done, than the mouse is crunched by the cat. The Zales of Mother Goose, like the Golden Ass of Apuleius, are perhaps true magical legends, and hide beneath the cloak of childish fairy tales the formidable secrets of science. It i…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 570

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

THE EQUINOX are, a mouse, while you are a rat. Make yourself a cat, and you will capture it. In one of the admirable stories which, though he did not invent it, he has told better than anybody, Perrault puts upon the stage a cat, which cunningly induces an ogre to change himself into a mouse, and the thing is no sooner done, than the mouse is crunched by the cat. The Zales of Mother Goose, like the Golden Ass of Apuleius, are perhaps true magical legends, and hide beneath the cloak of childish fairy tales the formidable secrets of science. It i…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 243

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…. He crawled away from the grate towards me croaking out :— “Not the thirst benign That calls the worker to wine; Not the bodily thirst (Though that be frenzy accurst) When the mouth is full of sand, And the eyes are gummed up, and the ears Trick the soul till it hears Water, water at hand, When a man will dig his nails In his breast, and drink the blood Already that clots. and. stales Ere his tongue can tip its flood.” His mind had gone back to infancy. He thought that I was his mother, and came to me to be nursed. But when he came near, he re…

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1930 · PDF PAGE 12

The Banned Lecture

… Anyone who had or wanted knowledge must be a Jew, and therefore a communist, and therefore—well, the Pope too believed in preparedness, though he probably called it a programme of disarmament. When people scrap battleships in the name of peace on earth and goodwill to men, it means that they have found battleships useless and too expensive, and that they have found something cheaper and more deadly. So the Curia kept a weapon in reserve, in order to be sure of having a nice jolly pogrom whenever they gave the word. And what was the word to be …

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1947 · PDF PAGE 9

The Last Ritual

…y, nor any other power in heaven or upon the earth or under the earth. But your holy place shall be untouched throughout the centuries : though with fire and sword it be burnt down and shattered, yet an invisible house there standeth, and shall stand until the fall of the Great Equinox. Now this mystery of the letters is done, and I want to go on to a holier place. Also for beauty’s sake and love’s ! Despise also all cowards ; all fools despise ! But the keen and the proud, the royal and the lofty ; ye are brothers ! As brothers fight ye ! Ther…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 267

The Star in the West

…. it seems no less absurd to suppose a substance without accidents , than it is to suppose accidents without a substance .” And that , “ though we should grant the unknown substance may possibly exist , yet where can it be supposed to be ? That it exists not in the mind is agreed ; and that it exists not in place is no less certain - since all place or ex tension exists only in the mind , as hath been already proved . It remains , therefore , that it exists nowhere at all ” -i.e ., in the Absolute Zero . And again he asserts , this time by the …

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1910 · PDF PAGE 180

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

… never previously taken). Recovering from the Laudanum. Pranayama and Dharana hopeless.* Another month of this great work commences, and though the toil has not been wasted the reward indeed seems still far off. On the first of the month P. writes:— “Blessed be thou, O Bhavani, O Isis my Sister, my Bride, my Mother! Blessed be Thou, O Shiva, O Amoun, Concealed of the Concealed. By Thy most secret and Holy Name of Apophis be Thou blessed, Lucifer, Star of the Dawn, Satan- Jeheshua, Light of the World! Blessed be Thou, Buddha, Osiris, by whatever…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 180

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

… never previously taken). Recovering from the Laudanum. Pranayama and Dharana hopeless.* Another month of this great work commences, and though the toil has not been wasted the reward indeed seems still far off. On the first of the month P. writes:— “Blessed be thou, O Bhavani, O Isis my Sister, my Bride, my Mother! Blessed be Thou, O Shiva, O Amoun, Concealed of the Concealed. By Thy most secret and Holy Name of Apophis be Thou blessed, Lucifer, Star of the Dawn, Satan- Jeheshua, Light of the World! Blessed be Thou, Buddha, Osiris, by whatever…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 66

Konx Om Pax

…ley. Now we come down to the Black Magician and his circle again; all right, I am with you. I can never help suspecting you of morality, though ; you’re a devilish deep Johnny, but the atavism comes through. As long as you wear a tie that the Neanderthal cave man would have discarded as out of date I can never quite class you with this century. Bones. Before Abraham was, I am. Bowie]. [Taking no notice] I call it a Christian tie. Faith in your wife’s afi'ection surviving it; charity, which is not ashamed; hope—no, only Hope Brothers. Bones. This…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 3

Alexandra

…se I may say for the lady of confrère, to give the providentially rescued masterpiece ; alas ! too incomplete ! to the World of Society, though even the humblest may enjoy (A navvy, when they were repairing the street, whom I asked up to taste my delicious T. — I think the ab- breviation is so clever, don’t you ? — and to whom I had read it, said : “ B...y good, miss, b...y good ”. A simple heartfelt tribute from the People). Alas ! too incomplete. But something at least is saved, — honour, which if you remember was all Sir George got out of Ki…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 21

The Soldier and the Hunchback ! and ?

…anal and dull; those of Hume are live and virile; there is ajoy in them greater than the joy of the Man in the Street. So too the Buddha-thought, Anatta, is a more splendid conception than the philosopher’s Dutch-doll-like Ego, or the rational artillery of Hume. This weapon, too, that has destroyed our lesser, our illusionary universes, ever revealing one more real, shall we not wield it with divine ecstasy? Shall we not, too, perceive the inter-dependence of the Questions and the Answers, the necessary connection of the one with the other, so …

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1919 · PDF PAGE 383

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…les the World. With mighty sweep of never-erring action, it brings to mortals lives of weal or woe, the Karmic progeny of all our former thoughts and deeds. 46. Take them as much as merit hath in store for thee, O thou of patient heart. Be of good cheer and rest content with fate. Such is thy Karma, the Karma of the cycle of thy births, the destiny of those who, in their pain and sorrow, are born along with thee, rejoice and weep from life to life, chained to thy previous actions. 47. Act thou for them “to-day,” and they will act for thee “to-m…

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