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1911 · PDF PAGE 135

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

… of the room with its monotonous hiss, in his ear. " You have the Lamp. I almost begin to wonder if you have not the Ring!" " ‘This is a secret sign,’ " he quoted, “ ‘and thou shalt not disclose it unto the profane.’ To—night yours be the ring— the Eternal Ring, the Serpent to twine about my heart.” “ Ahl could I crush it I " He closed the door. Like a priest celebrating his first high mass he led her through Paris Neither spoke. Only as they mounted the steps of the Café he took her arm and said, sharply and sternly: “Attention! From this momen…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 1

The Whirlpool (Introduction Only)

…Come, Love, nor list to tired dreams that twist thy lithe long limbs in fierce abandonment," fierce as Pasiphae in Edmond d'Haraucourt's secret masterpiece; all the joyous torture of the damned in a phrase. Dear lady, when this flask of perfume comes from the bookseller, you shall tire your hair, and paint your face, and gild your nails; you shall anoint yourself with the witch- ointment, and in the rosy twilight touch with a flame the pastilles of musk and ambergris. Then you lie upon the leopard's skin before the fire of sandalwood and read, …

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1912 · PDF PAGE 101

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

HIS SECRET SIN He thrust it into the empty grate, lit the paper frills, watched all blaze up. Then, gulping down a sob, he went to the drawer of a cabinet and pulled out the revolver which he had bought (and loaded, under the shopman’s guidance) against burglars. Yes, he must kill himself. He drew back the hammer. Cold sweat beaded his flabby face. He could not; and any- how, how did one? He thought of many stories of people who had shot themselves ineffectively. He felt for his heart and failed to find it, wondered if it had stopped and he were …

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1912 · PDF PAGE 101

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

HIS SECRET SIN He thrust it into the empty grate, lit the paper frills, watched all blaze up. Then, gulping down a sob, he went to the drawer of a cabinet and pulled out the revolver which he had bought (and loaded, under the shopman’s guidance) against burglars. Yes, he must kill himself. He drew back the hammer. Cold sweat beaded his flabby face. He could not; and any- how, how did one? He thought of many stories of people who had shot themselves ineffectively. He felt for his heart and failed to find it, wondered if it had stopped and he were …

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1913 · PDF PAGE 492

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…on a book of St. Martin entitled 4 Natural Picture of the Relations which exist between God, Man and the Universe. The tradition of this secret has, then, never been interrupted from the first ages of the Qabalah to our own times. The table-turners, and those who make the spirits speak with alphabetical charts, are, then, a good many centuries behind the times; they do not know that there exists an oracular instrument whose words are always clear and always accurate, by means of which one can communicate with the seven genii of the planets, and…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 575

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

… a Christian, pray regularly, using the Christian formule; approach the sacraments as if you had faith, and faith will come. That is the secret of the Jesuits, contained in the Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius. By similar exercises, a fool, if he willed it with perse- verance, would become a wise man. By changing the habits of the soul one certainly changes those of the body; we have already said so, and we have ex- plained the method. What contributes above all to age us by making us ugly? Hatred and bitterness, the unfavourable judgments w…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 492

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…on a book of St. Martin entitled 4 Natural Picture of the Relations which exist between God, Man and the Universe. The tradition of this secret has, then, never been interrupted from the first ages of the Qabalah to our own times. The table-turners, and those who make the spirits speak with alphabetical charts, are, then, a good many centuries behind the times; they do not know that there exists an oracular instrument whose words are always clear and always accurate, by means of which one can communicate with the seven genii of the planets, and…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 575

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

… a Christian, pray regularly, using the Christian formule; approach the sacraments as if you had faith, and faith will come. That is the secret of the Jesuits, contained in the Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius. By similar exercises, a fool, if he willed it with perse- verance, would become a wise man. By changing the habits of the soul one certainly changes those of the body; we have already said so, and we have ex- plained the method. What contributes above all to age us by making us ugly? Hatred and bitterness, the unfavourable judgments w…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 431

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

THE SEVEN PORTALS ment the crucified one, the extended one, the Secret Saviour, consents to redeem them, and can do so without losing his power, without in any way yielding to them, their next step is accomplished, and they are re-born as men. This brings us back to our subject, for the lower man, of whom we are still speaking, possesses, above Yesod, five forms of intellect and Daath their Crown. We then come to another marriage on a higher plane, the redemption of Malkuth by Tiphareth; the attaining of the Knowledge and Conversation of the Ho…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 33

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… Tough |... 1." | 82 bis @® spirit, Hearing) . .w. . | 31 bis LXVIII. LXVII LXVI. LXV. The Demon The Parts of Spelling of Tetragrammaton Secret Num- Kings. the in the Four Worlds. spondi vA ponding. Oriens . Quack NTIV NA TW. . 45. 11 Ariton . - N'A oN . 63. 23 Paimon mnow ms Fy! . 72. $1 Amaimon . -mnyranr ww... . 52. $2 bis $1 bis LXXIII. LXXII. The Court Cards of the Tarot, with the Spheres | The Court Cards of the Tarot, with the Spheres of their Celestial Dominion—Swords. of their Celestial Dominion—Cups. The Prince of the Chariot of Air. …

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1913 · PDF PAGE 571

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

… to work in order to change a man more or less weak and passionate into a stoical missionary of the Society of Jesus. There is the great secret of that venerable and terrible Order, always misunderstood, often calumniated, and always sovereign. Read attentively the book entitled, The Exercises of St. Ignatius, and note with what magical power that man of genius operates the realization of faith. He orders his disciples to see, to touch, to smell, to taste invisible things. He wishes that the senses should be exalted during prayer to the point o…

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

… to work in order to change a man more or less weak and passionate into a stoical missionary of the Society of Jesus. There is the great secret of that venerable and terrible Order, always misunderstood, often calumniated, and always sovereign. Read attentively the book entitled, The Exercises of St. Ignatius, and note with what magical power that man of genius operates the realization of faith. He orders his disciples to see, to touch, to smell, to taste invisible things. He wishes that the senses should be exalted during prayer to the point o…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 379

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

THE TWO PATHS 40. Know, O beginner, this is the Open PATH, the way to selfish bliss, shunned by the Bodhisattvas of the “Secret Heart,” the Buddhas of Compassion. The words “selfish bliss” must not be taken in a literal sense. It is exceedingly difficult to discuss this question. The Occidental mind finds it difficult even to attach any meaning to the conditions of Nirvana. Partly it is the fault of language, partly it is due to the fact that the condition of Arhat is quite beyond thought. He is beyond the Abyss, and there a thing is only true …

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1929 · PDF PAGE 79

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

… his acquiescence in despair of the universe. So I felt in my subconscious self that I must choose between my devotion to him and to the Secret Assembly of the Saints. Though he was actual and adequate, I preferred to risk all on the hazard. Human friendship, ideal as it was in this case, was under the curse of the universal sorrow. I determined deliberately to give it up, notwithstanding that it was unique and adorable in its way; that there was no reasonable hope of replacing it. This was my act of faith, unalloyed with the dross of hope, and…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 20

The Goetia

…c, by the which he did perform wonderful things. Philo Hebraeus saith that true Magic, by which we do arrive at the understanding of the Secret Works of Nature, is so far from being con- temptible that the greatest Monarchs and Kings have studied it. Nay! among the Persians none might reign unless he was skilful in this GREAT ART. This Noble Science often degenerateth, from Matural becometh Dza- bolical, and from True Philosophy turneth unto Nzgromancy.’ The which is wholly to be charged upon its followers, who, abusing or not being capable of …

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1913 · PDF PAGE 500

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…he word ‘ magnetism,” because it is more traditional in occultism, and expresses in a more complete and perfect manner the nature of the secret agent. There is, in truth, the liquid and drinkable gold of the masters in alchemy; the word ‘‘or” (the French word for “gold”) comes from the Hebrew “aour” which signifies “light.” “What do you wish?” they asked the candidate in every initiation: ‘To see the light,” should be their answer. The name of illuminati which one ordinarily gives to adepts, has then been generally very badly interpreted by giv…

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…he word ‘ magnetism,” because it is more traditional in occultism, and expresses in a more complete and perfect manner the nature of the secret agent. There is, in truth, the liquid and drinkable gold of the masters in alchemy; the word ‘‘or” (the French word for “gold”) comes from the Hebrew “aour” which signifies “light.” “What do you wish?” they asked the candidate in every initiation: ‘To see the light,” should be their answer. The name of illuminati which one ordinarily gives to adepts, has then been generally very badly interpreted by giv…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 10

Alexandra

… all the savants . . . in their trappy caverns . . . all the Magi . . . (Oh anthropophagi !) 9. v. I. to ‘ meliorate.’ 10. It is an open secret that the late Herbert Spencer was solely inspired in his laborious la- bours by a desire to gratify his august though be- witching sovereign. It is related that in his early days as a student Her Majesty was visiting the school where he studied. “ What are you doing, Herbert ? ” asked the beautiful but insouciant girl, as she then, as she now is, was. “ Studying phi- losophy, miss ! ” was the brusque ye…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 371

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…a moment he looked furiously at me, and resumed his former manner. “ By God !” he said, “I cannot believe you. How you have found out my secret and learned by heart the things which one ought to see in my box, but which one does not, I ignore. But you cannot possibly have seen them.” I swore that I was no impostor. But he refused to listen to me, and called his two men. They came, and began verifying the measure he had taken of me. “ Too long,” said he, when it was completed. ‘“ You have grown out of shape. We shall have to cut out and plane yo…

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The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…a moment he looked furiously at me, and resumed his former manner. “ By God !” he said, “I cannot believe you. How you have found out my secret and learned by heart the things which one ought to see in my box, but which one does not, I ignore. But you cannot possibly have seen them.” I swore that I was no impostor. But he refused to listen to me, and called his two men. They came, and began verifying the measure he had taken of me. “ Too long,” said he, when it was completed. ‘“ You have grown out of shape. We shall have to cut out and plane yo…

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