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1911 · PDF PAGE 277

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…he Stars, moist, hot, cold Spirit, hail to Thee, ever laughing Child-God, all-knowing. Through Thee alone can we hope to reach Light and Truth. [Returns to his seal. [SOR. GEMINI þlays una;/dingk? [A Mea/[fame. MERCURY. At the Ending of the Light, At the Limits of the Night, Stood Mercury before the Unborn ones of Time. Then was formulated the Universe; Then came forth the Gods thereof, The aeons of the Bornless Beyond. Then was the Voice vibrated ; Then was the Name declared. At the Threshold of Entrance, Between the Universe and the Infinite, …

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1913 · PDF PAGE 115

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…ders lift the corpse, and stand it against the tree, its arms extended on the boughs. JOANNA. Jui. JOANNA. JULIA. Now be ye witnesses of truth! Here let love’s lust yield youth! Uncover, uncover the face of our lover! He sleeps, but the woe of the winter is over! With tears let us water the root of the tree! With laughter be bold to awaken the stem! Thy darling, thy daughter is calling to thee! Thy warders uphold thee, make answer to them! Let the bud thrill with blood. Let the force of the flood Of the sap thereof lap every anther unseen! Let …

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1913 · PDF PAGE 115

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…ders lift the corpse, and stand it against the tree, its arms extended on the boughs. JOANNA. Jui. JOANNA. JULIA. Now be ye witnesses of truth! Here let love’s lust yield youth! Uncover, uncover the face of our lover! He sleeps, but the woe of the winter is over! With tears let us water the root of the tree! With laughter be bold to awaken the stem! Thy darling, thy daughter is calling to thee! Thy warders uphold thee, make answer to them! Let the bud thrill with blood. Let the force of the flood Of the sap thereof lap every anther unseen! Let …

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1954 · PDF PAGE 157

Magick Without Tears

…hat question of Secrecy: there is no rule to prevent you from quoting against me such of my brighter remarks as "Mystery is the enemy of Truth" ; but , for one thing, I am, and always have been, the leader of the Extreme Left in the Council-Chamber of the City of the Pyramids, so that if I acquiesce at all in the system of the O.T.O. so far as the "secret of secrets" of the IXo is concerned, it is really on a point of personal honour. My pledge given to the late Frater Superior and O.H.O., Dr. Theodor Reuss. For all that, in this particular ins…

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1961 · PDF PAGE 53

Liber Aleph

…f the Child there is one most dear Consideration, that I shall impress upon thee as in Conformity with our holy Experience in the Way of Truth. And it is this, that since that which can be thought is not true, every Statement is in some Sense false. Even on the Sea of pure Reason, we may say that every Statement is in some Sense disputable, therefore in every Case, even the simplest, the Child should be taught not only the Thesis, but also its opposite, leaving the Decision to the Child’s own Judgment and good Sense, fortified by Experience. An…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 6

The Sword of Song

INTRODUCTION III If the student has advanced spiritually so that he can internally , infallibly perceive what is Truth, he will find it equally well symbolised in most external faiths. It is curious that Browning never turns his wonderful faculty of analysis upon the funda- mental problems of religion, as it were an axe laid to the root of the Tree of Life. It seems quite clear that he knew what would result if he did so. We cannot help fancy ing that he was unwilling to do this. The proof of his knowledge I find in the following lines:— “I hav…

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1898 · PDF PAGE 58

Jephthah

…ster, gnashing at my soul Abominable teeth? Art thou the fiend WhomI have seen in sleep, and waking served? O horrible distortion of all truth That I must serve thee still. Thy word’s a lie, That if I keep my silence, I do good To her, the milk-white virgin sacrifice, And only smite the bloody father down! A lie, Isay! A lie! Yet—dare I speak, Those eyes upon me, torturing my soul And threatening revenge? His fingers gross, Purple, and horrible, to blister me With infamous tearing at my throat. O Hell! Vomit thy monsters forth in myriads To put…

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1899 · PDF PAGE 76

Tale of Archais

…y love would I Consent to be a man, consent to die, Put off my godhead.” “ If thou sayest sooth, Any thy fair words bedew the flowers of truth Nor wander in the mazy groves of lying, I will be thine—speak not to me of dying Or abdication, sith I deem so far To tempt thee were unwise—we mortals are Chary to ask too much—didst thou refuse Either my honour or thy love to lose Were a hard portion, for in sooth I Love.” “ Ah happy hour, sweet moment ! Fairest grove

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1910 · PDF PAGE 18

The Winged Beetle

…before, and not behind. Dreams are all lies ; those jetty shadows lie When the full moon doth crown the midnight sky ; But shadows image truth, and dreams come true, For when I wake my arms are full of you.

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1912 · PDF PAGE 48

Mortadello

…y, and MORTADELLO departs by the secret entry. Is it vainglory, or the confidence of youth ? I would give half my realm for certainty of truth. But oh ! my heart misgives me. Pshaw ! I am old ! I am old ! All will be well, will be well. But—how these bones are cold !

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1912 · PDF PAGE 149

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

… might work my Power, pouring down the fires of life and increase continually on the earth. Thus you are become the skirts of Justice and Truth. In the name of the same your God, lift up, Ι say, yourselvesl Behold! His mercies flourish, and (His) Name is become mighty among us. In whom we say: Movel Descend I and apply yourselves unto us as unto the partakers of His Secret Wisdom in your Creation. [67 words in this English Call [Invokesz Exarp; the whole Tablet of Air, The angle of A of Δ. The Prince of the Chariot of the Winds. 107

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1912 · PDF PAGE 149

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

… might work my Power, pouring down the fires of life and increase continually on the earth. Thus you are become the skirts of Justice and Truth. In the name of the same your God, lift up, Ι say, yourselvesl Behold! His mercies flourish, and (His) Name is become mighty among us. In whom we say: Movel Descend I and apply yourselves unto us as unto the partakers of His Secret Wisdom in your Creation. [67 words in this English Call [Invokesz Exarp; the whole Tablet of Air, The angle of A of Δ. The Prince of the Chariot of the Winds. 107

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1961 · PDF PAGE 98

Liber Aleph

…rmulate this Bud-Will as a Person, seeking or constructing it, and naming it according to thine Holy Qabalah, and its infallible Rule of Truth. Third, purify and consecrate this Person, concen- trating upon him and against all else. This Preparation shall continue in all thy daily Life. Mark well, make ready a new Child immediately after every Birth. Fourth, make an especial and direct Invocation at thy Mass, before the Introit, formulating a visible Image of this Child, and offering the Right of Incarnation. Fifth, perform the Mass, not omitti…

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1901 · PDF PAGE 113

The Mother’s Tragedy

…vain it is Invoking memory for sweet sound of youth ; The song, the day, the cup, the shot, the kiss! This night begets illusion—ay! the truth. I know the deep emotion of that birth, When chaos rolled in terror and in thunder; The abortion of the infancy of earth; The monsters moving in a world of wonder ; The Shapeless, racked with agony, that grew Into these phantom forms that change and shatter ; The falling of the first toad-spotted dew; The first lewd heaving ecstasy of matter. ‘I see all Nature claw and tear and bite, All hateful love and…

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1901 · PDF PAGE 84

The Soul of Osiris

…my secret soul, And gushed in waves of weeping. I was wed Unto a part, and could not grasp the whole. Thus, I was broken on the wheel of Truth. Fled all the hope and purpose of my youth, The high desire, the secret joy, the sin That coiled its rainbow dragon scales within. Hope’s being, life’s delight, time’s eager tooth ; All, all are gone ; the serpent sloughs his skin ! The quest is mine ! Here ends mortality In contemplating the eternal Thee. Here, She is willing. Stands the Absolute Reaching its arms toward me. I am mute,

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1910 · PDF PAGE 53

Ambergris

… of Life May ope, And call me upwards to unite (Even my soul within the scope) With That Unutterable Light. Steady of purpose, girt with Truth, I pass, in my eternal youth, And watch the centuries wax and wane : Untouched by Time’s corroding tooth, Silent, immortal, unprofane ! My empire changes not with time. Men’s kingdoms caldent as a rime Move me as waves that rise and fall. They are the parts, that crash or climb ; I only comprehend the All.

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1905 · PDF PAGE 265

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…he middle course of them, Pure human love? And, if your song be true, As I, who heard the voice, the earnestness, Saw the deep eyes, and truth aflame in them, Know—then the choice be Mary’s and not mine } I love you better, were that possible ; Will make you a true wife, and lead your hand, Or be led by you, in the pleasant path. For me, I enter not—Blesséd be God !— In those dark problems that disturb your soul. Mine is the simple nature. Look at me! TANNHAUSER, O Lady pure, miracle of true love, I have a bitter word and harsh to say. This is …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 13

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…re are many warring Faiths, all equally positive. 5. The adepts of Spiritual Experience promise us won- derful things, the Perception of Truth, and the Conquest of Sorrow, and there is enough unity in their method to make an Eclectic System possible. : 6. We are determined to investigate this matter most thoroughly on Scientific lines. III 1. We are Mystics, ever eagerly seeking a solution of unpleasant facts. 2. Weare Men of Science, ever eagerly acquiring pertinent facts. 3. We are Sceptics, ever eagerly examining those facts. 4. We are Philo…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 13

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…re are many warring Faiths, all equally positive. 5. The adepts of Spiritual Experience promise us won- derful things, the Perception of Truth, and the Conquest of Sorrow, and there is enough unity in their method to make an Eclectic System possible. : 6. We are determined to investigate this matter most thoroughly on Scientific lines. III 1. We are Mystics, ever eagerly seeking a solution of unpleasant facts. 2. Weare Men of Science, ever eagerly acquiring pertinent facts. 3. We are Sceptics, ever eagerly examining those facts. 4. We are Philo…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 199

The Winged Beetle

… loving you. I offer you the sympathy and devotion of a lifetime. EUPHEMIA. I beg you to spare me. It is impossible. DELHOMME. It is the truth—it is necessary—I should kill myself if you refused. EUPHEMIA. My father—— DELHOMME. Your respected father is my warmest advocate. EUPHEMIA. You distress me, sir. It is impossible. DELHOMME. Ah, fairest of maidens, well I know your English coyness and modesty ! [Taking her hand.] Ah, give me this pure hand for good, for ever ! This hand which has been ever open to the misery of the poor, ever closed to b…

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