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1909 · PDF PAGE 363

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…held their burden, the eyes looked ahead—yet the symptoms of fatigue were apparent to a connoisseur of pigeons. AndIam that. Once upon a time I was the happy proprietor of hundreds of carrier-pigeons. Misfortune and a short acquaintance with some faddists caused me to drown my ennui. I drank most of my pigeons—dozens at the time—or rather their equivalent in temperance drinks, I ruined my health. An illness followed, long and painful ; the doctor’s bill took the rest... . . But let us forget ! Now the pigeon came through my window, stood on the…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 363

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…held their burden, the eyes looked ahead—yet the symptoms of fatigue were apparent to a connoisseur of pigeons. AndIam that. Once upon a time I was the happy proprietor of hundreds of carrier-pigeons. Misfortune and a short acquaintance with some faddists caused me to drown my ennui. I drank most of my pigeons—dozens at the time—or rather their equivalent in temperance drinks, I ruined my health. An illness followed, long and painful ; the doctor’s bill took the rest... . . But let us forget ! Now the pigeon came through my window, stood on the…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 86

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…e bill, and went off to get it. ‘“* Let me drive you and Sir Peter back to your hotel,” said our host to Lou. “You've had a rather rough time. I prescribe a good night’s rest. You'll find a dose of H. a very useful pick-me-up in the morning, but, for Heaven’s sake, don’t flog a willing horse. Just the minutest sniff, and then coke up gradually when you begin to feel like getting up. By lunch time you'll be feeling like a couple of two-year-olds.” He paid the bill, and we went out. As luck would have it, a taxi had just discharged a party at the…

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1898 · PDF PAGE 111

Songs of the Spirit

…l the steep Pathways of heaven gleam with loftier fires Than earth’s desires. So shalt thou conquer Space, and lastly climb The walls of Time, And by the golden path the great have trod Reach up to God ! ” 101

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1899 · PDF PAGE 200

Jephthah and Other Mysteries

…nd all the threads of sorrow are unspun. So He who ordered this shall still work thus, And ere life’s lamp shall flicker into death, And Time lose all his empire over us, A gleam of Hope, of Knowledge, shall arise, A star to silver o’er Death’s glooming skies, And gladden the last labouring torch of breath.

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1910 · PDF PAGE 331

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

THE POETICAL MEMORY This explanation aid make the matter quite clear to me; for I had all the time in my possession—not thrown in the fire after all!—their original account. ‘excenmne sooeese,"NIGGUMBOD.LONDONTM J.W.BENSON,L? JEWELLERS, GOLDSMITHS, SILVERSMITHS AND WATCH & CLOCK MAKERS secrcntons 25.OLD BOND ST renemcons Pen Ce ~ ae Factories Luocare Hitt} -- BB Sore,= 2 Oo ee ae, ESTABLISHED 1749 LP honee te 1H Lee Clore ryt Be — eee eae mene’ aa oe oe twee Hope en Cee F reece core A ea gar «een REPT Re. Pee eer Fowee oma = * we ceeeee x Sz or…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 331

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

THE POETICAL MEMORY This explanation aid make the matter quite clear to me; for I had all the time in my possession—not thrown in the fire after all!—their original account. ‘excenmne sooeese,"NIGGUMBOD.LONDONTM J.W.BENSON,L? JEWELLERS, GOLDSMITHS, SILVERSMITHS AND WATCH & CLOCK MAKERS secrcntons 25.OLD BOND ST renemcons Pen Ce ~ ae Factories Luocare Hitt} -- BB Sore,= 2 Oo ee ae, ESTABLISHED 1749 LP honee te 1H Lee Clore ryt Be — eee eae mene’ aa oe oe twee Hope en Cee F reece core A ea gar «een REPT Re. Pee eer Fowee oma = * we ceeeee x Sz or…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 50

Hail Mary

…brand, And smote the sons of hell. Be present all the starry host Of cherubim and seraphim, While, hasted by the HOLY GHOST, We raise on Time’s eroded coast Our rare and royal hymn. Let all the ripples of our song Exulting evermore converge In one the virgin wave and strong, Combine their chorus loud and long Re-quicken and up-surge ! Hail to the Virgin ! Hail ! we cry. Hail, Mary ! Hail ! All hail ! All hail ! The utmost caverns of the sky, The abysses of eternity, Repeat the hail ! All hail ! S 43

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1913 · PDF PAGE 21

The Book of Lies

…t one! For THERE is no ‘ wherefore,’ no ‘ because.’ The name of THAT is not known; the Pro- noun interprets, that is, misinterprets, It. Time and Space are Adverbs. Duality begat the Conjunction. The Conditioned is Father of the Preposition. The Article also marketh Division; but the Interjection is the sound that endeth in the Silence. Destroy therefore the Eight Parts of Speech; the Ninth is nigh unto Truth. This also must be destroyed before thou enterest into The Silence. Aum.

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1907 · PDF PAGE 307

The Star in the West

300 THE STAR IN THE WEST In a note to “ Time , ” Dr. Maudsley explains the state of ecstasy or Samâdhi as follows : The “ ecstasy , ” if attained , signifies such a “ standing out , ” Ek-otaois , quasi -spasmodic , of a special tract of the brain as , if persisted in , involves the risk of a permanent loss of power , almost in the end a paralysis of the other tracts . Like other bad habits it grows by what it feeds on , and may put the fine and complex co-ordinated ma chinery quite out of gear . The ecstatic attains an illumi nation ( so-called…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 210

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

… towards them, so long as the instructions of the Guru are properly carried out.* As already pointed out, the mere fact of sitting for a time in a certain position, of inhaling, exhaling and of holding the breath, brings with it, even in the case of the most obdurate sceptic, a natural concentration, an inevitable Pratyahara, which develops in the aspirant the Siddhis, those seemingly miraculous powers which distinguish an Adeptus Major from an Adeptus Minor, and entitle the possessor to the rank of 6° = 5°. From this discovery Frater P. made y…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 210

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

… towards them, so long as the instructions of the Guru are properly carried out.* As already pointed out, the mere fact of sitting for a time in a certain position, of inhaling, exhaling and of holding the breath, brings with it, even in the case of the most obdurate sceptic, a natural concentration, an inevitable Pratyahara, which develops in the aspirant the Siddhis, those seemingly miraculous powers which distinguish an Adeptus Major from an Adeptus Minor, and entitle the possessor to the rank of 6° = 5°. From this discovery Frater P. made y…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 304

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…ostituted in the brothel of life. In Riders to the Sea, Synge says merely, “A man was drowned.” His genius sweeps away the cobwebs which time spins over the door of the cavern of our imagination. We realize the meaning of those words, “A man was drowned.” This power to make us feel is the divine thing in art. It is the creative force which answers “Yea” to the prophet’s cynical, “Lord, shall these dead bones live?” Now this is exactly what Yvette Guilbert has done for song. She has not done it for one century only. She has made all time speak, …

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1922 · PDF PAGE 74

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…mense distance from reality. A concealed chain of interpretation linked the truth with the obvious commonplace fact that this was a good time to go across to Montmartre and make a night of it. We dressed to go out with, I imagine, the very sort of feeling as a newly made bishop would have the first time he puts on his vestments. But none of this would have been intelligible to, or suspected by, anybody who had seen us. We laughed and sang and interchanged gay nothings while we dressed. When we went downstairs, we felt like gods descending upon …

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1922 · PDF PAGE 285

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…ght and exquisite food we had ordered. But at least the idea of food did not disgust us, as had been too long the case. Lamus came in in time to join us at coffee. It was easy to see that he was pleased at the result so far obtained. Lala was not with him. Instead, he had brought Maisie Jacobs. I found myself wondering acutely whether there was any serious reason for the change. I had got to the state where I suspected the man’s slightest action of having some occult significance, especially as he gave no explanation. Decidedly his manners were…

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1898 · PDF PAGE 105

Songs of the Spirit

…ight Half hides the ivory throne, Lay in my arms the livelong night To call my soul her own. The Christ’s cold lips my lips did taste On Time’s disastrous tide, His bruiséd arms my soul embraced, My soul twice crucified ; 95

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1899 · PDF PAGE 190

Jephthah and Other Mysteries

168 MYSTERIES: SONNET. A DREAM OOL winds are blowing on the heathery brae. It is the time of night—the world is wrought For starry contemplation—gusts of thought Surge in the vast. Before my vision lay New oceans gemmed about with sun-bright isles, Peopled with creatures girded up with gold, Women men’s love made glorious to behold, Men clad with sunshine of fair women’s smiles, Fountains of purity and fadeless youth. With a glad heart I turned my steps to seek Their starry groves and streams. A scroll unfurled A cloud from heaven : “ This peop…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 55

The Book of Lies

KE®@AAH M THE HIMOG" A red rose absorbs all colours but red; red is therefore the one colour that it is not. This Law, Reason, Time, Space, all Limita- tion blinds us to Truth. AJl that we know of Man, Nature, God, is just that which they are not; it is that which they throw off as repugnant. The HIMOG is only visible insofar as He is imperfect. Then are they all glorious who seem not to be glorious, as the HIMOG is All-glorious Within? It may be so. How then distinguish the inglorious and per- fect HIMOG from the inglorious man of earth? Disti…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 95

The Book of Lies

…fe’’: blank loss. Is there no end to this immortal ache That haunts me, haunts me sleeping or awake? If I had Laylah, how could I forget Time, Age, and Death? Insufferable fret! Were I an hermit, how could I support The pain of consciousness, the curse of thought? Even were I THAT, there still were one sore spot— The Abyss that stretches between THAT and NOT. Still, the first step is not so far away:—

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1922 · PDF PAGE 103

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…er, came from the knowledge that we were infinitely superior to anything we might happen to meet. The mere fact that we had so much more time to think than other people assured us of this. We were like a leash of greyhounds, and the rest of the world so many hares, but the disproportion of speed was immensely increased. It was the airman against the wagoner. We went to bed early that night. We had already got a little tired of Paris. The pace was too slow for us. It was rather like sitting at a Wagner opera. There were some thrilling moments, o…

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