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1904 · PDF PAGE 84

In Residence

…worms that burrow in thy brain Writhe with delight; thy rotten body teems With all infesting vermin, as beseems The mirror of an obscene mind. In vain Thy misbegotten brutehood shirks the pain Of its avenging leprosies: death steams In all thy rank foul atmosphere: the gleams Of phosphorescent putrefaction wane. Thy sordid hands reach through the filth to snatch The offal money of a prurient swarm. Thy liar’s tongue licks liquid dung to hatch From fetid ulcers with its slimy warm Venom some fouler vermin, in their nest Thy rotten heart and thy …

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1905 · PDF PAGE 14

Orpheus

…ive thought, From problems bewildering the brain, Deep lights beyond heaven unsought, Dead faces seen dimly in rain ; From the depths of Mind’s caverns, the fire Reclaims the old magical lyre; The ways of creation are nought, If only, O mother, O Muse, I may measure Thy melodies in me again ! How wayward, how feeble the child Three watched from the stars at his birth ; Erato the fierce and the mild ; Polymnia grave ; and the girth Broad-girdled of gold and desire, Melpomene’s terrible lyre, That lifts up her life in the wild, The star-piercing …

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1913 · PDF PAGE 135

Cambridge Poets 1900–1913

…n into a marble face , All his imagination feeds From contours moulded by his skill , And the reflected glow exceeds The parent spark of mind and will . Once more all earth and heaven were strange , Strange to the sea the river flowed ; But not as on that primal change , When panic launched a quivering goad , And pricked each naked newborn sense , And drove me with the flail of fear Out of the wastes of impotence To build foul temples of despair . 116

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1913 · PDF PAGE 119

The Book of Lies

…. UNT, Hindustani for camel. J.e. Would that BABALON might look on thee with favour. . These eggs being speckled, resemble the wandering mind referred to. . ISVD, the foundation scil. of the Universe=10=P, the letter of Mars. . P. also means ‘‘a mouth.” . wy=PG=Pig without an I=Blind Pig.

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1922 · PDF PAGE 281

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…ellent restaurant service. , I found that during the day I had had fifteen sniffs of heroin. Lou had only had eleven. The reaction in my mind was this: If she can get on with eleven, why shouldn’t I? though I hadn’t sufficient logic to carry on the argument to the people, millions of them, who hadn’t had any at all, and seemed to be thriving ! We were both pretty tired. Just as Lamus and Lala rose to leave I took a final sniff. ‘‘ What did you do that for ? ” he said, “ if you don’t mind my asking.” “Well, I think it was to go to sleep!” “ But …

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1929 · PDF PAGE 33

The Stratagem and Other Stories

… “I have seen nothing, heard nothing,” I said. “Not one thought has passed from you to me.” But at that very moment what had been in his mind flashed into mine. “It is a blind abyss,” I told him, “and there hangs in it a vulture vaster than the whole starry system.” “Yes,” he said, “that was it. But that was not all. I could not get beyond it. I shall try again.” He tried. Again I was cut off from his thought, al- though his face was twitching so that one might have said that any one might read his mind. “I have been looking in the wrong place,…

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1903 · PDF PAGE 39

Ahab and Other Poems

…HawwWy Gils and funny apes Sy lands of jeffamine! So Cet Hey figure faintly tined Ay pallid Flame of (eep . With Oo infpire He dtwamer’s mind, Poung lofe moft relicate and Rind, With He—hw wtly ane ee Ret Hardly Galt a fmile ve! eae pats of Waking Sours. DoW fad it io © a

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1904 · PDF PAGE 55

The Argonauts

…p In this sad hour is shaken. The desperate son and violent Of Helios hath designed A fate more hard than Pelias meant, Revolving in his mind Mischief to catch the coiled ascent Of groaning humankind. O bright Athena, hitherto Protectress of the quest, Divide the deep descending blue! Be present, ever-blest! Bring thou the hero Jason through To victory—and rest! MEDEA. Not by Athena’s calm omnipotence, O heroes, look for safety! Little men, Looking to God, are blinded; mighty ones, Seeking His presence, reel before the glance; And They, the gre…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 153

Magick Without Tears

…of Babylon, that understand, and they that are without understanding, his servants. Behold! it entereth not into the heart, nor into the mind of man to conceive this matter; for the sickness of the body is death, and the sickness of the heart is despair, and the sickness of the mind is madness. But in the outermost Abyss is sickness of the aspiration, and sickness of the will, and sickness of the essence of all, and there is neither word nor thought wherein the image of its image is reflected. And whoso passeth into the outermost Abyss, except …

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1899 · PDF PAGE 31

Jephthah and Other Mysteries

…o eat us up. CHORUS. The heart of a man as the sea Beats hither and thither to find Ease for the limbs long free, — Light for the stormy mind,

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1902 · PDF PAGE 83

Tannhäuser

…m ! Belike 'tis some philosopher With words too big to understand himself. Tannhauser. With heart too seared to understand himself! With mind too wise to understand himself! With soul too small to understand himself! Eldest Pilgrim. Cling to the Cross, sir, there is hope in that ! Tannhauser. You know not, friend, the man to whom you speak. I have lived long in miracles enough, Myself the crowning miracle of all, That I am merely here. God speed you, sirs ! I ask your blessing, not to stay therewith My soul's own need (though that is dire enoug…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 169

The Winged Beetle

… heareth naught, he heedeth naught. Come, we are safely housed and shrined Where subtler images are wrought Than boast the treasuries of Mind ! II The secret of the House of Set. As a poor pilgrim clambering Toils on the slopes, so I to get Halidom for my lord the King.

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1954 · PDF PAGE 455

Magick Without Tears

…ile are those whose prejudices are Freudian in character, who "compound for sins that they're inclined to, By damning those they have no mind to." Perhaps we have now relaxed enough; we see that the "Holy man" is not such a fool as he looks; and we may get on with our excursions into the "morality" of the Law of the New Aeon, which is the Aeon of Horus, the crowned and conquering child; and-"The word of the Law is eEAHMA ." 3. So much of The Book of the Law deals directly or indirectly with morals that to quote relevant passages would be merely…

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1996 · PDF PAGE 174

The Law is for All

… sack, stoning, nose-slitting, beltbuckling, cart’s tail­ dragging, whipping, pillory posting, walling-up, divorce court, eunuch, harem, mind-crippling, house-imprisoning, menial-work­ wearying, creed-stultifying, social-ostracism marooning, Divine­ wrath-scaring, and even the device of creating and encouraging prostitution to keep one class of women in the abyss under the heel of the police, and the other on its brink, at the mercy of the husband’s boot at the first sign of insubordination or even of failure to please. Man’s torture-chamber ha…

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1930 · PDF PAGE 43

Magick in Theory and Practice (Section 2)

…tion without retaining any. It becomes poisonous when its oxygen is defiled by passing through human lungs. There is a peculiar frame of mind necessary to successful divination. The conditions of the problem are difficult. It is obviously necessary for the mind of the diviner to be concentrated absolutely upon his question. Any intrusive thought will confuse the oracle as certainly as the reader of a newspaper is confused I. The apparent high sanction for the error would fortify the obstinacy of the mule. — 163

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1944 · PDF PAGE 105

The Book of Thoth

…ot the benign, solar intoxication of Dionysus, but the dreadful mad‐ ness of pernicious drugs; this is a drunkenness of sense, after the mind has been abolished by the venom of this Moon. This is that which is written of Abraham in the Book of the Beginning: “An horror of great darkness came upon him.” One is reminded of the mental echo of subcon‐ scious realization, of that supreme iniquity which mystics have constantly celebrated in their accounts of the Dark Night of the Soul. But the best men, the true men, do not consider the matter in suc…

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1996 · PDF PAGE 117

The Law is for All

118 The Law is for All casual, our minds would still insist that casuality itself was the effect of some cause. Our daily experience hammers home this conviction; and a man’s mental excellence seems to be measurable almost entirely in terms of the strength and depth of his apprecia­ tion thereof as the soul of the structure of the Universe. It is the spine of Science which has vertebrated human Knowledge above the slimy mollusc whose principle was Faith. We must not suppose for an instant that The Book of the Law is opposed to reason. On the co…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 112

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

… as (Rhymes — that’s one and one — that’s two !) David got on Jacob — was it ? Muddleheaded, eh ? Perhaps I’ve no cellular deposit In my mind like Cambridge chaps. Swine and snob ! I hate your snotty Snarls — to heel, you mongrel ! — Steeth ! Once I ripped — εχτεινα ποτε Such another from beneath. You, you festering reptile ! Shelley Would have — I forget the place – Damn the place ! Up, Guards ! Impelle Hastam ! Smash you ! Foetus-face ! [114]

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1944 · PDF PAGE 212

The Book of Thoth

…low Spirit? Is not Vayu the first emergence of the phenomenal from the arcane obscurity of Akasha? How may one reconcile the doctrine of Mind with the fact that Ruh, or Ruach, actually means Spirit itself? “Achath Ruach Elohim Chum” (777) means “One is the Spirit (not Air) of the Gods of the Liv‐ ing”? And is not Air, the element attributed to Mercury, also most properly the Breath of Life, the Word, the Logos itself? The student must be referred to some less raw, cursory, elementary and superficial Treatise than this present bat‐eyed, penguin‐…

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1903 · PDF PAGE 66

The Star and the Garter

…rom flesh, and bone from bone, And raise me spiritual, changed In all but love for you, my own; The little matter rearranged, The little mind refigured. This Alone I hope or think to keep :— The love I bear you, and the kiss Too soft to call the breath of sleep. And, if you are woman, even there I do decline : we stand above. I ask not, and will take no share With you in what mankind call love. We know each other: you and I Have nought to do with lesser things. With them—'tis chance or destiny : With us, we should but burn our wings. 64

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