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1910 · PDF PAGE 12

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…ht a shilling photograph of Queen Victoria and intend to publish it next March as ME When I Was CLEOPATRA. As if this was not enough, we find The Annals of Psychical Research publishing in all good faith as a serious account “The Apparition of Mrs. Veal to Mrs. Bargrave,” which was written by Daniel Defoe as a puff of some ass’s Meditations on Death!

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1912 · PDF PAGE 97

Mortadello

… black love—and you ! Now, am I worth a kiss ? MORTADELLO. I have it in my mind to end with you outright. MONICA. And you yourself might find an end before to- night. MORTADELLO. Oh ! you are cunning ! MONICA. Love is given wit, you know. Begotten from above, and nourished from below ! MORTADELLO. Why did you spare my life just now ? MONICA. Why, first of all, I want to be your wife. MORTADELLO. Dear God forbid ! MONICA. To enthrall You, body and soul, to win the prize my rival won. Do you think there is a sin I would have left undone ?

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1913 · PDF PAGE 132

Book 4 (Part II)

…most in any subject is its links with some other subject, so that his Pantacle may not lack what painters call " com- position." He will find that, however good his memory may be, ten thousand impressions enter his mind for every one that it is able to retain even for a day. And the excellence of a memory lies in the wisdom of its selection. The best memories so select and judge that practically

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1901 · PDF PAGE 77

The Soul of Osiris

…idge subsides, and I am flung Deep in the tears and terrors never sung. I swim with sorrow bursting at my breast. Yet I am cleansed, and find some little rest. Still from my agonised unspeaking tongue Breaks : I must go, go onward to the quest. Again the cursed cry : “ What quest is this ? Is it worth heaven in thy lover’s kiss ? A queen, a queen, to kiss and never tire ! Thy queen, quick-breathing for your twin desire ! ” I shudder, for the mystery of bliss ; I go, heart crying and a soul on fire ! “ Resolve all question by a moonward tread. F…

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1898 · PDF PAGE 16

White Stains

10 PREFACE Egypt he hired an old native nurse, and sailed for Odessa. Once in Russia he could find Gog and Magog, and present to them the child as Antichrist. For he was now persuaded that he himself was the First Beast, and would ask the sceptic to count his seven heads and ten horns. The heads, however, rarely totted up accurately ! At this point the accounts of Mr. Turle and Mathilde diverge slightly. The cleric affirms that he was induced by a Tartar lady, of an honourable and ancient pro- fession, to accompany her to Thibet “ to be initiat…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 91

Snowdrops from a Curate’s Garden

…ten,” he said. “ That horrible Palaeopulex,” said Eve. “ No, it’s in you ! It’s pushing me out ! Get up ! ” And Eve jumped up alarmed to find Satan quietly emerging from his citadel. Adam jumped for a club. But by the time he arrived a change had arisen. The old snake-skin dropped and Satan stood in his own shape, a radiant spirit. “ You bit me,” said Adam, embarrassed. “ For your own good ! God doomed you to death. My bite has filled your blood with a poison that will take away Death’s terrors, that will make him welcome even ! ” “ What is thi…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 42

Oracles

ODE TO VENUS CALLIPYGE 37 All on their sides are the wounds of lust Wet, from the home of their auburn hair Down to the feet that we find so fair ; Where the red sword has a secret thrust, Pain, and delight, and desire they share. Verily pain ! and thy daughters trust Thou canst bid roses spring out of dust. Mingle, ye children of such a queen, Mingle, and meet, and sow never a seed ! Mingle, and tingle, and kiss, and bleed With the blood of the life of the Lampsacene, With the teeth that know never a pitiful deed But fret and foam over with ki…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 55

Mortadello

… danger. I’ve her palace surrounded with the guard. If she delay, or fail, there’s order to arrest. You catch the nightingale if you can find her nest. MORTADELLO. This was your plan, sir, path too darkling for my ken. Fail ? God avert the wrath of Mortadello then. I will have you inch by inch pushed screaming into hell— The rack, the boot, the winch, the thumbscrews . . . GABRIELE. [Laughing.] Very well !

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1912 · PDF PAGE 118

Mortadello

…all. [The men follow MORTADELLO at full speed ZELINA. [Rising.] We are betrayed. Oh, but I’ll save him yet ! I see the pretty plot. I’ll find a finer fantasy ! LUCREZIA. [Rising and unveiling.] No, you shall not ! Here, for the dagger-stroke you struck—this to your heart ! And this across your face for luck—and this for art ! [She stabs her thrice. ZELINA. O devil ! We have slept and waked and played together. LUCREZIA. And now my lust of you is slaked ! Now snaps the tether. Curst whore ! [ZELINA dies. Fair ladies, drink ! move hence at your o…

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1919 · PDF PAGE 154

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…ee, so it couldn’t matter much. (This is the second experience of rhythm filling the body, and causing it to whirl and dance in order to find expression somehow.) April 9th. Started to read about 8.30 this morning. Sometime during morning lost idea of “ego” to realize All as Self. (Left notes for a couple of hours) I find terrible difficulty in expressing the slightest idea of that which occurred during this state, yet it would seem of importance to do the best I can. That there is no soul struck me as a horrible blank. That J do not, and never…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 103

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…t thing in the world for a man with forty thousand pounds, who is ready to spend every penny of it on the achievement of his purpose, to find a suitable house in a very few weeks. But a magical house is as hard to find as a magical book to publish. I scoured the country in vain. Not till the end of August 1899 did I find an estate which suited me. This was the manor of Boleskine and Abertarff, on the south-east side of Loch Ness, half way between Inverfarigaig and Foyers. By paying twice as much as it was worth, I got it, gave up my flat and se…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 93

Oracles

…Passion and pleasure and pain have stung me, and lost their stings. Only abides there a hollow, void as the heart of the earth. Echo may find it and follow, dead from the day of her birth. Life, of itself not insatiate ; death, not presuming to be ; Share me intense and emaciate, waste me, are nothing to me. Still in the desolate place, still in the bosom that was Even as a veil for thy face, thy face in a breathed-on glass, Hangs there a vulture, and tears with a beak of iron and fire. I know not his name, for he wears no feathers of my desire…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 8

Handbook of Geomancy

…ERS— NEPHEWS—WITNESSES—] UDGE—RECONCILER— PART OF FORTUNE TuInk fixedly of the demand ; with a pencil mark 16 lines of points or dashes. Find whether number of points in each line is odd or even. For odde; for even ee. Lines 1-4 give the first mother; lines 5-8 the second; and so on, EXAMPLE 4 3 2 x x0 seo oo ° 45 x oe 6 oe 6 "8 x0 * 9 . oe x 10 . 7 we oy oom [The small Arabic numerals refer to the chance number of dashes.] Use clean (virgin) paper; place appropriate Pentagram (either with or without a circumscribed circle) invoking. If a circl…

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1939 · PDF PAGE 46

Eight Lectures on Yoga

…to make any headway at all. But when you have had a little practice in detecting and counting the breaks in your concentration, you will find that they themselves are useful, because their character is symptomatic of your state of progress. 20. Breaks are classed as follows:— Firstly, physical sensations; these should have been overcome by Asana. Secondly, breaks that seem to be indicated by events immediately preceding the meditation: their activity becomes tremendous. Only by this practice does one understand how much is really observed by th…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 24

Clouds Without Water

… the eternal spring, the elixir rare, That mage and sage have sought, and uncomplaining Never attained. We found it early where The Gods find children! Maiden o’ mine, be sure My wine shall be as pure as you are pure:

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1909 · PDF PAGE 36

Clouds Without Water

…once more Master of itself and of eternity. (Though still we were forbidden word and kiss) Let us, reflecting on how dear we love, Might find a certain happiness in this. Shew laughter and courage to the gods above ! — 46 — — 47=

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1928 · PDF PAGE 95

Little Poems in Prose

…om a man so naturally and wilfully eccen- tric, everything was possible, even virtue, even clemency; above all, if perchance he hoped to find therein unexpected pleasures. But with those who like myself were able to pierce more deeply into the depths of this curious sick soul, it seemed infinitely more probable that the his- trionic talents of a man doomed to death; he wished to profit by his opportunity to make a physiological experiment of capital interest, and to discover to what point the habitual tal- ents of an artist might be altered or …

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1901 · PDF PAGE 86

The Soul of Osiris

… stumble, slip, Guard wide—and only move his upper lip. “ You know I will not strike, Sir pure and brave ! Fight me your best—or I shall find a whip ! ” That stung me, even me. He wronged me, so : Therefore some shame and hate informed the blow ; Some coward’s courage pointed me the steel ; Some strength of Hell : we lunge, and leap, and wheel ; Hard breath and laboured hands—the flashes grow Swifter and cruel—this court hath no appeal ! He gladdened then. I would not slip again And baulk the death of half its shame and pain.

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1909 · PDF PAGE 44

Clouds Without Water

…s lied. Sooner or later we shall slip the tether And all the world before us deep and wide Gape like the abyss, through which we fall to find Strange equilibrium without support, Strange rapture without sense, and void of mind Strange ecstasies that mock the name of thought. Sooner or later, Lola ! Circumstance Bows before those who never miss a chance. -- hy —- XIII This is enough to make a donkey laugh! I talk like a Dutch uncle; and you listen Like a man reading his own epitaph. But, really! Truly ! How our glad eyes glisten ! How our hearts…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 199

Magick Without Tears

166 MAGICK WITHOUT TEARS Obviously, when you do go wrong, set up the figure, study it more carefully than ever, and find out what misled you. Remember constantly that the Statistical Method is your one and only safeguard against self-deception . Within the limits of a letter I could hardly hope to go into matters much more fully or deeply than I have done ; but 'pon my soul! I think that what I have said should be enough for an intelligent and assiduous student. Let me insist that all that is worth while comes by experience . Learning one thing…

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