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1898 · PDF PAGE 11

Jephthah

… Throbbing with fire more potent than all wine, All sting of fleshly pangs and pleasures. Oh! The god is fast upon my back ; he rides My spirit like a stallion ; for I hate The awful thong his hand is heavy with. ELEAZAR. Speak, for the god compels, and we behold. PROPHET. A harlot shall be mother of Israel. CHORUS. He speaks of her who sighed for Gilead. PROPHET. A maiden shall be slain for many men. CHORUS. A doubtful word, and who shall fathom it? | PROPHET. Thy help is from the hills and desert lands. CHORUS. Our help is from the hills: we …

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1898 · PDF PAGE 120

White Stains

…t die, I drain thy drowsy flood That our impatient blood May mingle utterly. So, Hermes, thou art wed, So, Aphrodite, mine, In one sweet spirit shed

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1902 · PDF PAGE 65

Tannhäuser

…rong and sour, A draught of ichor of the veins of Hell ! Curses leap leprous, epicene, unclean. The soul of the Obscene Incarnate in the spirit : and above Hangs Sin, vast vampire, the corrupt, that swings Her unredeeming wings Over the world, and flaps for lust of Death —and Love! Venus. This man was drained of music ! Five new songs Chase the three ancient to oblivion ! Oh ! Love is grown fury ! TannhAuser. Kill me! Venus. In the kiss. [ Tannhduser sleeps. 63

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1909 · PDF PAGE 53

Clouds Without Water

ALY Though I adorn my thought with angel tresses Or pluck its pallium from the demon-kings, My spirit rests at ease in your caresses, And cares not for the song, so that it sings. Life is but one caress, one song of gladness, One infinite pulse of love in tune with you; One infinite pulse, upsoaring into madness, Down sinking to content, O far and few The stars that follow our lofty pilgrimage Into the abyss of silence and delight Beyond the glamour of the world, the age, The illusions of the light and of the night. Wherefore accept these meteo…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 234

The Winged Beetle

224 L’INVITATION AU VOYAGE Arabesque is the ceiling. The mirrors ? revealing An Orient shining in splendour— How it all whispers The spirit’s vespers In its speech—slow, secret, and tender ! There, all is peace and ecstasy ; Pleasure, calm, and luxury ! The canals ? See yonder Ships (glad to wander) Sleep sound with their wings close-furled ! It is to fulfil Thy lightest will That they come from the end of the world. The sun as it falls Clothes the fields, the canals, The city itself in a robe Of azure and gold— The warm light shall enfold With…

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1912 · PDF PAGE 417

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

…3317 3297 3313 3298 "3319 ᾿«3299 332° Σω-επ). ». 332! The Intelligence of the Intelligences of theאכלמ ם`ש`שרתב דעו חורב ?ם”רהש Moon The Spirit of the Spirits of the Moonחעמהשרבדש ?;התרש [A pendant to this work, on the properties of pure number, is in preparation under the supervision of Fratres P. and ψ. Also e companion Volume on the Greek Qabalah by them and Frater J, M.] IOI

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1912 · PDF PAGE 417

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)

…3317 3297 3313 3298 "3319 ᾿«3299 332° Σω-επ). ». 332! The Intelligence of the Intelligences of theאכלמ ם`ש`שרתב דעו חורב ?ם”רהש Moon The Spirit of the Spirits of the Moonחעמהשרבדש ?;התרש [A pendant to this work, on the properties of pure number, is in preparation under the supervision of Fratres P. and ψ. Also e companion Volume on the Greek Qabalah by them and Frater J, M.] IOI

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1905 · PDF PAGE 225

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…ead of the light, The abyss of these unfathomable skies, Exhaust my being ; I desire the night. Lo! I have written all the destinies Thy spirit bade me write. The noise of rushing water! And the sound Of tenfold thunder! Mighty a flame of fire Roars downward: asa maiden from a swound My spirit answers to its own desire. My feet are firm again upon the ground— Vea! but my head is higher. My face is shining with the fire of heaven. I move among my fellows as a ghost. With thought for bread and memory for leaven My life is nourished, yet my life i…

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1901 · PDF PAGE 116

The Mother’s Tragedy

…re’s another, when the body dieth— Hast thou no knowledge what the carcass saith ? I watched all night by my dead lover’s bed. I saw the spirit; heard the motionless Lips part in uttering a supreme caress: “T care not nor for life nor death;” they said, ‘““Only for love.” ‘What difference?” said I, ‘“‘ Dead or alive, I love thee utterly.”

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1904 · PDF PAGE 79

The Goetia

…es, Tetragrammaton Anaphaxeton, JPrimeumaton, Dl adarepanu ilasa gabe babalonu Ig. pujo-sodumedi Primeumaton, I cast thee down, O wicked spirit N. unto the seas perejela od salabaiotza, Das abaramiji pujo-babalonu gabé das ge- of fire and sulphur which are prepared for the wicked spirits that Dorebesa, nore-madarida, pa-iotsa kakatreji basasjinu z0diz0Darasa ; obey not, the sons ofiniquity, to remain until the day of judgment ; bamesa-ilasa Dkada jebusoz0da; adoianu Diada bamesa adoianu mM. let the Mercies of God forget thee; let the face of Go…

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1898 · PDF PAGE 102

Songs of the Spirit

Through the dim air a spirit frets His closely-woven wings ; Like love, upon my brow he sets The crown of many kings. (The trembling demons of the sea Before the poet bend ; He greets the angels quietly As one who greets a friend ; He waiteth, passionless, to be A witness of the end.) I chant in low sweet verses still A mystic song of dread, As one imposing all his will Upon the expectant dead ; And lights dip down, and shadows fill The dreams that haunt my head. I sing strange stories of that world No man may ever see ; My lips with strong del…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 41

Orpheus

…wait thee and weep. THE FROST So silent and wise In her cerement clothes, So secretly lies My soul in my snows; T awake, I arise, For my spirit now knows The first time in her eyes That a voice may unclose My petals: I hear it; I come; I clasp the warm ground In my passion profound. ORPHEUS In valleys heaped high, In drifts lying low, Swift slopes to the sky, Come forth to me, snow! 42

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1905 · PDF PAGE 139

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…gh, and drank, and died ! Her murders and her blasphemies, Her whoredoms, God has paid at last; Upon my bosom close she lies; Her carnal spirit holds me fast. My blood, my infamy, my pain, Seal my subjection and her reign. My veins poured out her marriage cup, For holy water her cruel tongue ; For blessing of white hands raised up, These perfumed infamies unsung; For God’s breath, her sharp tainted breath ; For marriage bed, the bed of death. The hounds that scavenge, fierce and lean, Snarl in the moonlight ; in the sky The vulture hangs, a gho…

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1899 · PDF PAGE 29

Jephthah and Other Mysteries

… Throbbing with fire more potent than all wine, All sting of fleshly pangs and pleasures. Oh! The god is fast upon my back ; he rides My spirit like a stallion ; for I hate The awful thong his hand is heavy with. ELEAZAR. Speak, for the god compels, and we behold. PROPHET. A harlot shall be mother of Israel. CHORUS. He speaks of her who sighed for Gilead. PROPHET. A maiden shall be slain for many men. CHORUS. A doubtful word, and who shall fathom it? | PROPHET. Thy help is from the hills and desert lands. CHORUS. Our help is from the hills: we …

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1901 · PDF PAGE 88

The Soul of Osiris

… truth.” Our parents answer jesting Pilate so. I am the meanest servant of the Christ : But, were I heathen, cannibal, profane, My cruel spirit had not sacrificed My children to this Moloch. I am plain ? “ Blasphemer ! ” “ Damned ! ” ? Undoubtedly—I know ! W

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1909 · PDF PAGE 83

Clouds Without Water

…aws of death. A Prayer Merciful and loving Father, almighty God, grant unto us Thy humble servants and ministers a double portion of Thy Spirit that our eyes may be opened to the wickedness of them that love Thee not, that by Thy grace our ministrations may be used to bring them out of darkness into Light, by the virtue of our crucified Lord, risen and ascended, Thine only- begotten Son, in Whose name we ask this Thy blessing, For Jesus Christ's sake, Amen. The End

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1905 · PDF PAGE 204

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…e blinding day I have come out from: yes, that fearful light Was not the Sun: my life has been the death, This death may be the life: my spirit sight Knows that at last, at least. My doubtful breath Is breathing in a nobler air; I know, I know it in my soul, despite of this, The clinging darkness of the Long Ago, Cruel as death, and closer than a kiss, This horror of great darkness. I am come Into this darkness to attain the light : To gain my voice I make myself as dumb: That I may see I close my outer sight : So, I am here. My brows are bent …

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1905 · PDF PAGE 54

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…itadel. They open Tell To let the Furies and the Fates spring forth On their wild chargers of the icy North To quench the holy lamp. His spirit and his life within him quail, And all the armaments of sin assail With deadly tramp - And swordless fury. Ilell devours and tears The heart of any a man, whom heavenly airs Shield and lead on afar, Where beyond storm and passion is the sky, And where the sacred hand of the Most High Holds out a star. Ife stands amid the storm, a mighty rock ; His long hair blows about, the demons mock I]Jis entry to th…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 200

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…r mouth that drips Blood from the lips That hide the fangs of the snake, Drips on venomous: udders Mountainous flanks that fret, And the spirit sickens and shudders At the hint of a worse thing yet.” We had, on the other side, some spasms of weakness ; a ghastly sensation of the sinking of the spirit. It’s the same unescapable dread that seizes one when one is in a lift which starts down too quickly, or when one swoops too suddenly in a ’plane. Waves of weakness washed over us as if we were corpses cast up by the sea from a shipwreck. A shipwre…

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1899 · PDF PAGE 221

Jephthah and Other Mysteries

…when all the flower-strewn ways were green, “ Better love Circe than Penelope!” Yes. A good woman’s love will forge a chain To break the spirit of the bravest Greek ; While with a harlot one may leap again Free as the waters of the western main, And turn with no heart-pang the vessel’s beak Out to the oceans that all seamen seek.

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