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1910 · PDF PAGE 264

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…vening at the house of an intimate friend. In music and conversation the time passed pleasantly. The clock struck ten, reminding me that three hours had elapsed since the dose was taken, and as yet not an unusual symptom had appeared. I was provoked to think that this trial was as fruitless as its predecessors. Ha! what means this sudden thrill? A shock, as of some unimagined vital force, shoots without warning through my entire frame, leaping to my fingers’ ends, piercing my brain, startling me till I almost spring from my chair. I could not d…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 264

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…vening at the house of an intimate friend. In music and conversation the time passed pleasantly. The clock struck ten, reminding me that three hours had elapsed since the dose was taken, and as yet not an unusual symptom had appeared. I was provoked to think that this trial was as fruitless as its predecessors. Ha! what means this sudden thrill? A shock, as of some unimagined vital force, shoots without warning through my entire frame, leaping to my fingers’ ends, piercing my brain, startling me till I almost spring from my chair. I could not d…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 33

Diary of a Drug Fiend

A Knight Out 19 During the dinner, Mrs. Webster, the German woman, had spoken hardly at all. But as soon as the three men had turned their backs, she remarked acidly :— “I don’t think we’re dependent for our drinks on Mr. King Lamus. Let’s go round to the Smoking Dog.”’ Everybody agreed with alacrity. The suggestion seemed to have relieved the unspoken tension. We found ourselves in taxis, which for some in- scrutable reason are still allowed to ply practically unchecked in the streets of London. While eating and breathing and going about are p…

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1961 · PDF PAGE 118

Liber Aleph

…od and Hé is not Vau only, but with Vau appeareth also a new Hé, as a By-Product, and She is mysterious, being at once the Flower of the three others, and their Poison. Now by the Operation of Vau upon that Hé is no new Creation, but the Daughter is set upon the Throne of Her Mother, and by this is rekindled the Fire of Yod, which, consuming that Virgin, doth not add a Fifth Person, but balanceth and perfecteth all. For his Shin, that is the Holy Spirit, pervadeth these, and is immanent. Thus in three Operations is the Pentagram formulated. But…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 337

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

THE THREE WORMS citadel of her heart, which like a faded and extinguished censer, rusts in the decadence of its scented memories. The three worms dispose themselves and begin to talk. The little worm which is issuing from her mouth begins: “Tam her mouth, her beautiful mouth, that sweet frail chalice where her soul delighted to dissolve itself and to lie. That mouth of hers, so nervous, so intimately sensible, that it is pleasant to think of it as the fragile rim of the holy and wonderful amphora of her strange exultant being. “TI am—since I wa…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 337

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

THE THREE WORMS citadel of her heart, which like a faded and extinguished censer, rusts in the decadence of its scented memories. The three worms dispose themselves and begin to talk. The little worm which is issuing from her mouth begins: “Tam her mouth, her beautiful mouth, that sweet frail chalice where her soul delighted to dissolve itself and to lie. That mouth of hers, so nervous, so intimately sensible, that it is pleasant to think of it as the fragile rim of the holy and wonderful amphora of her strange exultant being. “TI am—since I wa…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 16

The Vision and the Voice

…e are many things that are not in my power, who am but the warden of the 28th Aethyr. Now my name thou shalt obtain in this wise. Of the three angels of the Aethyr, thou shalt write the names from right to left and from left to right and from right to left, and these are the holy letters: The first 1, the fifth 2, the sixth 3, the eleventh 4, the seventh 5, the twelfth 6, the seventeenth 7. Thus hast thou my name who am above these three, but the angels of the 30th Aethyr are indeed four, and they have none above them; wherefore dispersion and …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 286

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…Num- Dracram 40. L) ‘The Qabalah of Nine Diacram 41. bers,” and the tablet of the Chambers, “Forming the Tree of Life ‘The Tablet of the Three Columns, in the Tarot.” And the Hegemon: The tablet repre- senting the Formation of the Hexagram, and known as “ The tablet of the Three Columns”; and also explains to him the mode of using the Talismanic Forms drawn from the Geomantic Figures. The Hierophant then confers upon the Practicus the title of « Lord of the Twenty- ninth Path,” and the first part of the Ritual is ended. 278

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1909 · PDF PAGE 286

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…Num- Dracram 40. L) ‘The Qabalah of Nine Diacram 41. bers,” and the tablet of the Chambers, “Forming the Tree of Life ‘The Tablet of the Three Columns, in the Tarot.” And the Hegemon: The tablet repre- senting the Formation of the Hexagram, and known as “ The tablet of the Three Columns”; and also explains to him the mode of using the Talismanic Forms drawn from the Geomantic Figures. The Hierophant then confers upon the Practicus the title of « Lord of the Twenty- ninth Path,” and the first part of the Ritual is ended. 278

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1910 · PDF PAGE 132

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…etter towards theend; but Position 1. best after tenth break. Concentration must have then lasted quite 6 or 7 minutes. Position 1. 15m. Three breaks, but end very doubtful having become very sleepy. Position 1. 6m. Three breaks, I seemed to collapse sud- denly. Went to Devachan{ on Astral Journey. I found myself sur- * In all cases when the name alone is mentioned a meditation practice is understood. Prithivi-Apas corresponds to water of earth. It is symbolized by a silver crescent drawn within a yellow square. See Diagram 84. +t Le, Self in A…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 132

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…etter towards theend; but Position 1. best after tenth break. Concentration must have then lasted quite 6 or 7 minutes. Position 1. 15m. Three breaks, but end very doubtful having become very sleepy. Position 1. 6m. Three breaks, I seemed to collapse sud- denly. Went to Devachan{ on Astral Journey. I found myself sur- * In all cases when the name alone is mentioned a meditation practice is understood. Prithivi-Apas corresponds to water of earth. It is symbolized by a silver crescent drawn within a yellow square. See Diagram 84. +t Le, Self in A…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 149

The Vision and the Voice

…nd barreth her from the Crown; for not until thou art made one with CHAOS canst thou begin that last, that most terrible projection, the three-fold Regimen which alone constitutes the Great Work. For Choronzon is as it were the shell or excrement of these three paths, and therefore is his head raised unto Daath, and therefore have the Black Brotherhood declared him to be the child of Wisdom and Understanding, who is but the bastard of the Svastika. And this is that which is written in 147

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1903 · PDF PAGE 51

The Star and the Garter

…ook through hardly-opened eyes One would believe you could do better. Ma foi! And is your God your debtor? So, my true love, I paint you three Portraits of women that love me.

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1944 · PDF PAGE 188

The Book of Thoth

VIRTUE THREE OF WANDS This card refers to Binah in the suit of Fire, and so represents the establishment of primeval Energy. The Will has been trans mitted to the Mother, who conceives, prepares, and gives birth to, its manifestation. It refers to the Sun in Aries, the Sign in which he is exalted. The meaning is harmonious, for this is the beginning of Spring. For this reason one sees the wand taking the form of the Lotus in blossom. The Sun has enkindled the Great Mother. In the Yî King, Sol in Aries is represented by the 11th hexagram, Thai; …

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1911 · PDF PAGE 167

The Vision and the Voice

…otted. Come away! For the mighty sounds have entered into every angle. And they have awakened the Angels of the Aethyrs that slept these three hundred years. For in the Holy letter Shin, that is the Resurrection in the Book of Thoth, that is the Holy Spirit in the Trinity, that is three hundred in the tale of the years, hath the tomb been opened, so that this great wisdom might be revealed. Come away! For the Second Triad is completed, and there remaineth only the Lord of the Aeon, the Avenger, the Child 165

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1911 · PDF PAGE 10

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…shing, even to us; under the old empirical, dogmatic methods people could work really hard for years, and get absolutely nothing; in our three years’ experience with the A A.'.. we have not found one man in whom three months’ work has not produced at least one notable result. What can we add but this: Blessing and worship to the Beast, the Prophet of the Lovely Star!

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1911 · PDF PAGE 10

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…shing, even to us; under the old empirical, dogmatic methods people could work really hard for years, and get absolutely nothing; in our three years’ experience with the A A.'.. we have not found one man in whom three months’ work has not produced at least one notable result. What can we add but this: Blessing and worship to the Beast, the Prophet of the Lovely Star!

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1909 · PDF PAGE 266

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

… cast down unto its right place. The Hiereus now confers the secret signs, &c., and during this part of the ceremony the position of the three chief officers is as follows: The Hierophant on the throne of the East; the Hiereus at the East of the Black Pillar ; and the Hegemon at the East of the White Pillar. The three again formulating the Triad and strengthening it. Thus the Higher Soul will be formulated between the Pillars in the place of Equili- brium ; the Candidate at the place of the Evil Triad. The Hiereus now advanceth between the Pill…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 266

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

… cast down unto its right place. The Hiereus now confers the secret signs, &c., and during this part of the ceremony the position of the three chief officers is as follows: The Hierophant on the throne of the East; the Hiereus at the East of the Black Pillar ; and the Hegemon at the East of the White Pillar. The three again formulating the Triad and strengthening it. Thus the Higher Soul will be formulated between the Pillars in the place of Equili- brium ; the Candidate at the place of the Evil Triad. The Hiereus now advanceth between the Pill…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 258

Diary of a Drug Fiend

… God! it’s too awful to talk about. My face is drawn and haggard and pale and wrinkled. I might be sixty. Well, what do I care? I’ve had three beautiful sniffs ! Madame dolled me up as well as she could. Already I looked much better, and I felt superb. Peter was out when I got to Greek Street; so I opened my dressing case and wrote this up, and had a few more sniffs. The only trouble before was simply our own foolishness. We didn’t take ordinary pre- cautions. This time we're going to watch out... . Peteris back, furious. His pedlar has been pi…

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