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1929 · PDF PAGE 105

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…p the sound, And, being in one tune securely bound, Even a star became the soul of silence most profound. Thus there, the centre of that death that darkened, I sat and listened, if God's voice should break And pierce the hallow of my ear that hearkened, Lest God should speak and find me not awake --- For his own sake. No voice, no song might pierce or penetrate That enviable universal state. The sun and moon beheld, stood still. Only the spirit's axis, will, Considered its own soul an sought a deadlier deep, And in its monotone mood Of supreme …

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1906 · PDF PAGE 16

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…thyself shall command our ways? Who has such pleasures and pains for hire ? Who can awake such a mortal fire In the veins of a man, that deathly days Have robbed of the masteries of desire? Who can give garlands of fadeless bays Unto the sorrow and pain we praise? 1 Priapus. Yea, we must praise, though the deadly shade . Fall on the morrow, though fires of hell Harrow our vitals; a miracle Springs at thy kisses, for thou hast made Anguish and sorrow desirable ; Torment of hell as the leaves that fade Quickly forgotten, despised, decayed. They a…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 55

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…Now is the hour! The drink is poured! Wake! fatal and avenging sword ! Brave men of Erin, hand in hand, Arise and free the lovely land ! Death to the Saxon! Slay nor spare ! O God ofJustice, hear us swear ! THE EARL’S QUEST. Written at Camp Despair, 20,000 ft., Chogo ki Lungma, Baltistan. So now the Earl was well a-weary of The grievous folly of this wandering. Had he been able to have counted Love Or Power, or Knowledge as the sole strong thing Fit to suffice his quest, his eyes had gleamed With the success already grasped. The sting Of all he…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 56

Moonchild

… amiable creature, however, had recently taken pity upon his host, and sought to establish a claim upon his gratitude by saving him from death. For one day, as the lawyer was about to drive across the village bridge he saw the broomstick fall from the sky and stand erect, precisely in his path. His horse reared; a moment later the bridge was swept away by the torrent. (This is really excellent Bortsch, Mr. Iff.) Well, I had been called in to investigate this matter, and there I was, installed in the house of my brother brigand. The results of m…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 21

Collected Works (Vol. III)

… divides From love-enlightened limbs, and swell The choral cries unutterable. Out of the salt, out of the tides, The sea, whose drink is death by thirst ! The triumph anthem overrides The ocean’s lamentable sides, And we are done with life; accurst Who linger; lost who find; but we Follow the gold wake of the first Who found in losing ; who reversed The dictates of eternity. Lo ! in steep meditation hearsed, Coffined in knowledge, fast we flee Unto the island from the sea. XXXITI. THE note of the silence is changed; the quarrel is over That rat…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 84

Moonchild

…ssion, stimulates it by every means in his power. Yet all the time he nurses in his heart an agonizing certainty that this is the way of death. Balloch knew S.R.M.D. well; had known him for years. He hoped to supplant him, and while he feared him with hideous and unmanly fear, hated him with most hellish hatred. He was under no delusion as to the nature of the Path of the Black Lodge. Akbar Pasha, a mere outsider, without a crime on his hands as yet, was a rich and honoured officer in the service of the Sultan; he, Balloch, was an ill-reputed d…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 179

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…f and self again abide. The agony of extreme joy, And horror of the infinite blind Passions that sear us and destroy, Rebuilding for the deathless mind A deathless body, whose alloy Is gold and fire, whose passions find The tears of their caress a dew, Fiery, to make creation new. This agony and bloody sweat, This scarring torture of desire, Refine us, madden us, and set The feast of unbegotten fire Before our mouths, that mingle yet In this ; the mighty-moulded lyre Of many stars still strikes above Chords of the mastery of love. This subtle f…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 64

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…. Gray blue eyes from the sphered opal eyelids Look me through and make me a deep con- tentment Slow dissolving desire. We sit so silent Death might sweep over sleep with flowers of cypress - (Gathered myriad blossoms, Proserpina’s), Stir us not, nor a whisper steal through love- trance. Still we sit; and your head lies calm and splendid Shadowed, curve of an arm about it whisper- ing. Still your bosom respires its sighs of silver; Still one hand o’ me quivers close, caresses, Touches not. O a breath of sudden sad- ness Hides your face as a mis…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 226

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…ouble in the Voice of the Master. Ain Elohim. Amethsh, Four sounds of four forces. O the Snake hath a long tail! Amen Ain Elohim. Sudden death: thick darkness: ho! the ox! One, and one, and one: Creator, Preserver, Destroyer, ho! the Re- deemer! Thunder-stone: whirlpool : lotus-flower: ho! for the gold of the sages ! Ain Elohim. And he was silent for a great while, and so departed our Father from Him. Forth he went along the dusty desert and met an antient woman bear- ing a bright crown of gold, studded with gems, one on each knee. Dressed in r…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 209

Moonchild

…s would succeed in luring Lisa to her destruction. This time the answer was more favourable, though tremulous. But ever since his wife's death, his demons had behaved very strangely. They seemed the prey of hesitation and even of fear. Such as it was, however, their voice now jumped with his own convictions, and he agreed to her proposal. They spent the evening merrily in torturing a cat by blinding it, and then squirting sulphuric acid on it from a syringe; and in the morning Cremers, with Abdul Bey for bait, set out upon her journey to Naples…

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1944 · PDF PAGE 27

The Book of Thoth

…gh Priestess, the Empress, the Emperor, the Hierophant, the Lovers, the Chariot, Lust, the Wheel of Fortune, Adjustment, the Hanged Man, Death, Art, the Devil, the House of God, the Star, the Moon, the Sun, the Aeon, the Universe. Obviously these are not plain, straightforward symbolic representations of the signs, elements and planets concerned. They are rather hieroglyphs of peculiar mysteries connected with each. One may begin to suspect that the Tarot is not a mere straightforward representation of the Universe in the impersonal way of the …

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1905 · PDF PAGE 140

Collected Works (Vol. I)

… Touched to the core by sweetnesses that smart ; Bitten by fiery snakes, whose poisonous breath Swoons in the midnight, and dissolves to death ! Ah! let me perish so, and not endure Thy falsehood who have known thy love was sure, Built up by sighs a palace of Jong years— Lo! it was faery, and the spell of tears Dissolves it utlerly. O bid them go, These white-faced boys, where calmer rivers flow And birds less passionate invoke the spring Or seck their loves with weaker, wearier wing. Turn back from safety! pour Brimstone and fire, and all his …

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1906 · PDF PAGE 22

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…to the leper, even the cursed pariah, Hast taught by love the taste of heavenly fire! O Satan, have pity of my long misery ! Thou who on Death, thine old and strong leman, Begottest Hlape—a charming madwoman ! O Satan, have pity of my long misery ! Who knowest in which caves of envious lands God has hid precious stones with jealous hands! O Satan, have pity of my long misery ! Thou whose clear eye discerns the arsenals deep, Where the small folk of buried metals sleep! O Satan, have pity of my long misery ! Whose broad hand hides the giddy prec…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 86

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…how it all came about—you are so brave and young and handsome—I will not have you die. DENYS. You seem to think I stand in great fear of death. BLANCHE. [Flushes at thts boyish rudeness.) But J will not have you die. I zw22/ marry you. [With determination, DENYS. [Aside.} Here is love’s language—and Lord knows who’s meaning. [A/ozd.] What you are too generous to refuse I may be too proud to accept. BLANCHE. [Controls her indignation.] Osir! listen! I have no mother—no father. I am very lonely—how can I tell you? [Goes over and crouches on chair…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 19

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…e of love, the spring of blood at my light bidding spilt ; And thy desires, if aught thou wilt, are softer at my suffering. Fill up with Death Life’s loving-cup! Give me the knowledge, me the power For some new sin one little hour, provoking Hell to belch us up. So in some damned abyss of woe thy chant should dazzle as of old, Thy kisses burn like molten gold, thy visions swing me to and fro. Strange fascinations whirl and wind about my spirit lying coils ; Thy charm enticeth, for the spoils of victory, all an evil mind. Thy perfume doth confou…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 156

Moonchild

…o dust," coupled with the idea of the return of the spirit to the God that gave it. And there is in this state some sister-similarity to death, one would not say sleep, for the soul of the sleeper is usually earth-bound by his gross desires, or the memory of them, or of his recent impressions. But the smoker of opium, and the saint, self- conscious of their nature celestial, heed earth no more, and on the pinions of imagination or of faith seek mountain-tops of being. It was in this state or one akin to it that Iliel found herself. And graduall…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 39

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…ul and carrion, flap, and call Their ghastly comrades to the doméd wall That crowns the grey cathedral. There they goO— The parasites of death, decay and woe, Gorged with the day's indecent festival. I think these birds were once the souls of priests. They haunt by ancient habit the old home Wherein they held high mass in days of old. But now they soar above it—for behold ! God hath looked mercifully down on Rome, Promoting thus her children to be beasts. ADVICE OF A LETTER! THE Wingéd Bull that dwelled in the north Hath flown into the West, an…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 72

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…aint is silent while the poet strings These futile follies, gives for bread a stone, And the man endures. The lover breaks the lyre. Its death-cry, agony, O agony! rings One name. The lover sits in hell alone Fondling the devil that men call desire. 1 The ancient parliament,of Britain.

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1919 · PDF PAGE 318

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

….” Joun Sr. Joun. On THE THRESHOLD OF THE UnsEEN. An Examination of the Phenomena of Spiritualism and of the Evidence for Survival after Death. By Sir WiL- LiaM F, Barrett. E. P. Dutton & Co. Srp WiitraM Barretr’s book is decidedly well worth reading by those who im- agine that there is nothing in spiritualism and kindred subjects. Sir William Bar- rett has marshalled his facts and fictions in a very creditable manner. It is quite surprising how much he knows, and how clever he is, considering the limitations imposed on him by the fact that, li…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 67

Moonchild

…at awoke in her. She would wait until the morning — and she would find a way to be avenged. Yet she felt that she was slowly bleeding to death; it did not seem that any morning could ever come to her. She would not be able to face Cyril; it seemed somehow as if the shame were hers. And then she screamed aloud — a soft hand was on her shoulder. "Hush! Hush!" came a gentle voice in her ear. It was the girl who had waited on her at dinner. Even at the time Lisa had noticed that she was very different to the others; for they were of most cheerful c…

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