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1910 · PDF PAGE 175

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

… I did Dharana as before on my nose. I understand one Buddhist constipation now; for: I was (a) conscious of external things * We do not know what this means, unless the note of Shri Maitrananda’s bell was different from that of Frater P’s. + Wand. 159

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1910 · PDF PAGE 175

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

… I did Dharana as before on my nose. I understand one Buddhist constipation now; for: I was (a) conscious of external things * We do not know what this means, unless the note of Shri Maitrananda’s bell was different from that of Frater P’s. + Wand. 159

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1922 · PDF PAGE 296

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…t shut one’s eyes to the facts, and I knew Lamus would have had no hesitation in giving us a little snow, feeling the way I was. I don’t know why I felt such a disinclination to go back and ask him. It may have been the instinctive dislike of bothering him; and besides, it was rather humiliating to have to admit. There was also a trace of sturdy British feeling that the thing to do was to stick it out and trust a night’s rest to tone up my nerves. Lamus had advised us to take Turkish baths if we felt unduly depressed. We had found them very use…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 163

Magick Without Tears

…n the face of the True Will; and that mask is the Poker-Face! As all true Art is spontaneous, is genius, is utterly beyond all conscious knowledge or control, so also is sex. Indeed, one might class it as deeper still than Art; for Art does at least endeavour to find an intelligible means of expression. That is much nearer to sanity than the blind lust of the sex-impulse. The maddest genius does look from Chokmah not only to Binah, but to the fruit of that union in Daath and the Ruach; the sex-impulse has no use for Binah to understand, to inte…

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1996 · PDF PAGE 97

The Law is for All

… to show that “nothing would happen if you broke all the rules.” Poor fool! The Way of Mastery is to break all the rules—but you have to know them perfectly before you can do this; otherwise you are not in a position to transcend them. Aiwaz here explains that his power over me depended upon II: 12 the fact that Hadit is verily “the core of every star.” As is well known, there is a limit to the power of the hypnotist; he cannot overcome the resistance of the Unconscious of his patient. My own Unconscious was thus in alliance with Aiwaz; taken b…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 375

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…e Questing Beast comes to him of its own accord. I could not pretend that this was more than a tour de force, an evasion of the issue. I know now that the true solution is this: there is no goal to be attained, as I had reached Madrid; the reward is in the march itself. As soon as I got to Madrid my adventures were at an end. If I had had to stay there I should have been bored to death, even if it had been the city of God itself. The joy of life consists in the exercise of one's energies, continual growth, constant change, the enjoyment of ever…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 100

The Equinox (Volume I, Number I)

…re they through which Mrs. Besant fought with hardly a friend or a helper; must it be so for all of us? Yes, for we are all too blind to know our friends, our wardens, the Stones in the great Wall of Arhans that guards humanity. We have been with James Thomson and watched the dreadful seeker go his unending round to the death-places of love and faith and hope; we have passed out of the doomed triangle into the infinite circle of emerald that girdles the Universe, the circle wherein stands he, the Master whose name is Octinomos. , A.C, go

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1909 · PDF PAGE 100

The Equinox (Volume I, Number II)

…re they through which Mrs. Besant fought with hardly a friend or a helper; must it be so for all of us? Yes, for we are all too blind to know our friends, our wardens, the Stones in the great Wall of Arhans that guards humanity. We have been with James Thomson and watched the dreadful seeker go his unending round to the death-places of love and faith and hope; we have passed out of the doomed triangle into the infinite circle of emerald that girdles the Universe, the circle wherein stands he, the Master whose name is Octinomos. , A.C, go

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1913 · PDF PAGE 270

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…ance of treatment, the most interesting aspect of the whole is the wonderful self-revelation of La Bellissima Contessa, as all those who know her call her to distinguish her from other countesses. She is indeed the antithesis of Oscar Wilde—a ‘ marvellous masculine soul in the feminine brain building,’ and in this little masterpiece it is the soul which speaks. Aum Mani Padmen Hum. SUPER SINISTRAM. 232

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1913 · PDF PAGE 270

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…ance of treatment, the most interesting aspect of the whole is the wonderful self-revelation of La Bellissima Contessa, as all those who know her call her to distinguish her from other countesses. She is indeed the antithesis of Oscar Wilde—a ‘ marvellous masculine soul in the feminine brain building,’ and in this little masterpiece it is the soul which speaks. Aum Mani Padmen Hum. SUPER SINISTRAM. 232

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1904 · PDF PAGE 10

The Sword of Song

…ove’s at its height in pure love ? Nay, but after When the song’s light dissolves gently in laughter ! Then and then only the lovers may know Nothing can part them for ever. And so, Muse, hover o’er me ! Apollo, above her ! I, of the Moderns, have let alone Greek.21 Out of the way Intuition shall shove her. Spirit and Truth in my darkness I seek. Little by little they bubble and leak; Such as I have to the world I discover. Words—are they weak ones at best ? They shall speak ! 35 40 45 50 55 60 65 Apology of poet. Skeleton of poem. Valuable fac…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 176

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…ccess), is the greatest of Persian mystic treatises, though it is rather elementary- But we can recommend no better volume for those who know but a little. Dr Bricteux has no experience of mysticism, and so makes mistakes, This was to be expected, but I am surprised at the scholar’s error of asserting that the Hindu system lacks the method of love. As ninety-five Hindus practise Bhakti-Yoga for five that practise any other kind, we advise Dr Bricteux to be more careful, But this is a small blemish on a very fine essay. ABHAVANANDA. RUBAIYAT D’OMAR…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 176

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…ccess), is the greatest of Persian mystic treatises, though it is rather elementary- But we can recommend no better volume for those who know but a little. Dr Bricteux has no experience of mysticism, and so makes mistakes, This was to be expected, but I am surprised at the scholar’s error of asserting that the Hindu system lacks the method of love. As ninety-five Hindus practise Bhakti-Yoga for five that practise any other kind, we advise Dr Bricteux to be more careful, But this is a small blemish on a very fine essay. ABHAVANANDA. RUBAIYAT D’OMAR…

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1996 · PDF PAGE 182

The Law is for All

…cture of the average man, of a fool. He has no will of his own, is all things to all men, is void, a repeater of words of whose sense he knows nought, a drifter, both idle and violent, compact partly of fierce passions that burn up both him­ self and the other, but mostly of inert and characterless nonentity, with a little heaviness, dullness, and stupefaction for his only positive qualities. Such are the “fools” whom we despise. The man of Thelema is vertebrate, organized, purposeful, steady, self-controlled, virile; he uses the air as the foo…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 199

Collected Works (Vol. III)

…g of me, follow ! I flee to the deep. That word of Apollo Shall shudder and leap ; That word in the uttermost night shall awake them who know not of sleep. Ilear, O ye Three, In the innermost pit Dwellers that be! Tartarus, split ! Arise unto me For I call ye with wit Of the words that constrain and compel, of the summons ordered and fit! O daughter of Earth, Tisiphone dread, The ophidian girth, And the blood-dripping head, In hideous mirth Bring living and dead To torture! Arise! I conjure by the might of the words I have said. Megeera, thou t…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 52

Konx Om Pax

…s. Bones, may I paint the baby bright yellow all over? Heedless of Mother’s sighs and groans He painted blue the Baby Bones, in the well-known porphyrean of the late john Keats, on whom be peace. At this stage in my career—drop that silly Babu twaddle !——I offer you the following desperate alternative, greatly honoured F rater! We will go on with the Table, or I will read you my latest glorious masterpiece entitled Amath. The Hebrew for Truth, Baby! Reflect, O bat-eyed child, upon the circumstance that Amath adds up to 44!, which is the square o…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 405

Magick Without Tears

…riment until he acquires the knack. All this should be perfectly obvious; the same sort of thing applies to every kind of game which you know. There is a particular knack for instance in putting. It is not that your calculations are wrong, it is not that your stance is wrong, it is not that your grip is wrong, it is that for some reason or other you fail to co-ordinate all these various factors in the problem; and sooner or later the moment comes when it appears to you quite natural to succeed in getting out of the body, or in opening the eyes …

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1996 · PDF PAGE 139

The Law is for All

…f witches, and the Elixir of Life from Hip­ pomanes;1 2 but we do not advocate ostentatious addiction to these operations. It is good to know that one is man enough to spend a month or so at a height of twenty thousand feet or more above the sea-level; but it would be unpardonably foolish to live there permanently. This illustrates one case of a general principle. We consider the Attainment of various Illuminations, incomparably glorious as that is, of chief value for its witness to our possession of the fac­ ulty which made success possible. T…

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1996 · PDF PAGE 178

The Law is for All

…rder, a genius in this sense being one who has the Idea, and is fortified with power to enflame the enthusiasm of the crowd, with wit to know, and initiative to seize, the psychological moment. But one can specify certain conditions incompatible with the manifestation of this spontaneity; and the first of these is evi­ dently absolute freedom from obstacles, internal or external, to the idea of the “genius.” It is clear that a woman cannot love naturally, freely, whole­ somely, if she is bound to contaminate the purity of her impulse with thoug…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 55

Moonchild

… excellent Cherbourg prawns — to begin with!" "My dear man," said Lord Antony, "prawns are much better at the end of a dinner — as you'd know if you had been to Armenia lately." When Morningside said something absurd, it merely meant that he was airing his fads; when Lord Antony did so, it meant a story. And all his stories were good ones. Simon Iff jumped at the opening. He turned immediately, and asked for the yarn. "It's rather long," said Bowling, a little dubiously. "But it's very, very beautiful." Unacknowledged quotations gave a curious …

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