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1907 · PDF PAGE 32

Collected Works (Vol. III)

… in a mirror). I thank you, M. Davenport !! This smile Is worth a husband. Here, one touch of pink Completes a perfect picture—Are these eyes Dark eno’ to look love or sin, and large (O Atropine !?) to beam forth innocence ! Innocence, a grim jest for sixty years ! Nay, sixty-three ; I lie not to myself ; Else one sins lying ; thus is virtue mixed, A bubbling draught that soon lies still and flat ; While my great lust runs deep and dark, nor changes For all that time can do. What of this boy ? I knew his father ; the man feared me well For all …

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1919 · PDF PAGE 319

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…t reason is full of falsity, and Mr. Klein demonstrates it very much as I have myself done in many places. But how are people to use the eyes of the spirit, unless they are taught? The A.. A... offers a technique of attainment infinitely subtle and varied, so that the need of every man is met by processes of actual practice, scientifically tested and confirmed. It is not enough merely to accept Mr. Klein’s explanation of the universe. That is the Giant’s Robe. You must get your own clothes made to fit you. You cannot persuade yourself to think …

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1904 · PDF PAGE 77

The Sword of Song

…his rosary; and behold, the olive loveliness of smooth skin was darkened, and the flesh lay loose, and the firm breasts drooped, and the eyes had lost alike the glream of joy and the sparkle of laughter and the soft glow of love. And he was mindful of his word, and said in s orrow, ‘Here is then a change indeed !’ And he turned his thought to himself, and saw that in his heart was also a change: s o that he cried, ‘W ho then am I ?’ And he saw that all this was sorrow. And he turned his thought without and saw that all things were alike in this…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 480

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…orance allows --- {758} described as "creating oneself a God". But he had weakened in late years. He had married. Life to his optimistic eyes looked like a green field with a watering trough. Death in his mind became inseparably connected with the idea of mutton chops.

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1944 · PDF PAGE 133

The Book of Thoth

…head, folding his wings across. And there is a little child in a mist of blue light; he hath golden hair, a mass of curls, and deep blue eyes. Yea, he is all golden, with a living, vivid gold. And in each hand he hath a snake; in the right hand a red, in the left hand a blue. And he hath red sandals, but no other garment. And he sayeth: Is not life a long initiation unto sorrow? And is not Isis the Lady of Sor‐ row? And she is my mother. Nature is her name, and she hath a twin sister Nephthys, whose name is Perfection. And Isis must be known of…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 304

The Equinox (Volume I, Number V)

…wn standard. . . . A Neo-mystic or semi-astrological pantheist. . . .”—Liverpool Echo. “Love-making appears to have an added halo in his eyes if it is associated with delirium or blood- shed. . . . Mr Neuburg hasa ‘careless rapture’ all his own; the carelessness, indeed, is just the trouble. His versification is remarkable, and there is something impressive in its mere fluency. . . . £0 luxurious, so rampant, a decadence quickly pals... . On the whole, this book must be pronounced a quite grievous exhibition of recklessness and folly” —Alanches…

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1911 · PDF PAGE 304

The Equinox (Volume I, Number VI)

…wn standard. . . . A Neo-mystic or semi-astrological pantheist. . . .”—Liverpool Echo. “Love-making appears to have an added halo in his eyes if it is associated with delirium or blood- shed. . . . Mr Neuburg hasa ‘careless rapture’ all his own; the carelessness, indeed, is just the trouble. His versification is remarkable, and there is something impressive in its mere fluency. . . . £0 luxurious, so rampant, a decadence quickly pals... . On the whole, this book must be pronounced a quite grievous exhibition of recklessness and folly” —Alanches…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 28

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…ed like a Roman emperor as we romantically imagine him to have been, not as we see him in most sculpture. The tremendous brow, the eagle eyes, the great hooked arrogant nose, the firm mouth and the indomitable jaw combined to make him one of the most strikingly handsome men that I have ever seen. He lived in a stately splendour which had no hint of ostentation. I never knew his first wife, by whom he had two children, Claude and Agnes. Claude was strikingly ugly, so much so as to be attractive, and he had a touch of deformity without being actu…

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1904 · PDF PAGE 95

The Sword of Song

…m, both by day and night; lest one word should fall, and we not hear the same. But he spake never unto us, though his lips moved and his eyes sought ever that which we could not see. At last, on the day of D., the mother of P.,3 he straightened himself up and spake. This his final discourse was written down then by the dying lions in their own blood, traced willingly on the desert sands about the Grove of the Illustrious. Also here set down : but who will confirm the same, let him seek it on the sands. Children of m y W ill, said our Father, fr…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 490

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…out its life to the last drop and flung it away. Her disciples corresponded. They moved about limp and listless, corpse-pallid, with the eyes of dead fishes. I got out of the cesspool without wasting time, but even so I had to pay for my imprudence. San Diego possessed one most attractive feature. It is within a short motor ride of the frontier of Mexico. One comes to a town, Tia Juanta, which thrives on refugees from righteousness. It is composed exclusively of brothels, drinking saloons and gambling hells. I don't care for this sort of thing,…

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1905 · PDF PAGE 101

Collected Works (Vol. I)

…on to the lover-wife, And back again to that small face so swect, And downwards to the little rosy feet, And see myself no longer in her eyes So perfectly as here, where passion les Buried and re-arisen and complete. O happy life too sweet, too perfect sweet, O happy leve too perfectly made one Not to arouse the envy of the sun Who sulks six months! for spite of it! O love, Too pure and fond for those pale gods above, Too perfect for their iron rods to break, Arise, awake, and die for death’s own sake! That one forgetfulness may take us three, …

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1909 · PDF PAGE 13

777

…ho in Job is merely Attorney-General and prosecutes for the Crown, acquires in time all the obloquy attaching to that functionary in the eyes of the criminal classes, and becomes a slanderer. Does any one really think that any angel is such a fool as to try to gull the Omniscient God into injustice to his saints Then, on the other hand, what of Moloch, that form of Jehovah denounced by those who did not draw huge profits from his rites? What of the savage and morose Jesus of the Evangelicals, cut by their petty malice from the gentle Jesus of t…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 109

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

… hat Face, lost above me in the height inscrutable; a face of absolute beauty. And I saw as it were a Lamb slain in the Glamour of Those Eyes. Thus was I made pure; for there, what impurity could live? I was told that not many had been so far back: none farther: those who could go farther would not, since that would have reabsorbed them into the Beginning, and that must not be to him who hath sworn to uplift the Standard of Sacrifice and Sorrow, which is strength. (I forgot the Angels in the Planetary Whirl. The regarded me with curiosity: and …

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1929 · PDF PAGE 198

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…ed to play round the head of the vampire, and then the flaxen hair turned the colour of muddy snow, and the fir skin wrinkled, and those eyes, that had turned so many happy lives to stone, dulled and became as pewter dappled with the dregs of wine. The girl of twenty had gone; before him stood a hag of sixty, bent, decrept, debauched. With dribbling curses she hobbled from the room. As Frater P. left the house, for some time he turned over in his mind these strange happenings and was not long in coming to the opinion that Mrs. M. was not workin…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 147

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…on is to start on a journey whose end cannot be determined. The religion, ceasing to be a tangible thing, an object uniform for all sane eyes, becomes rather that mist whereon the sun of the soul casts up, like Brocken spectre, certain vast and vague images of the beholder himself, with or without a glory encompassing them. The function of the facts is then quite passive: it matters little or nothing whether the cloud be the red mist of Christianity, or the glim- mering silver-white of Celtic Paganism; the hard grey dim-gilded of Buddhism, the …

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1929 · PDF PAGE 45

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…d. This is especially the case when one has acquired an intimate knowledge of the meaning, from the climber's point of view, of what the eyes tell one. The ordinary man looking at a mountain is like an illiterate person confronted with a Greek manuscript. The only

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1929 · PDF PAGE 143

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

… veil of darkness, and in purples and greys glorious beyond imaging, sad beyond conceiving, faded the superb Herald of the Day. But mine eyes have seen it! And this, then, is Dhyana! Whit it, yet all but unremarked, came a melody as of the sweet-souled Vina. Next day: Again, by the grace Ineffable of Bhavani to the meanest of Her devotees, arose the Splendour of the Inner Sun. As bidden by my guru, I saluted the Dawn with Pranava. This, as I foresaw, retained the Dhyanic consciousness. The Disk grew golden; rose clear of all its clouds, flingin…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 324

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…k, on the principle of concentrating every particle of my energy on the daily routine. I even refrained, as a rule, from using my astral eyes during the Invocation itself. I might easily have been lured from the Path by getting interested in some of the hosts of angelic forms that habitually appeared. On May the fourth there is an entry which indicates my attitude to the work itself. It sounds very simple to make an invocation; but when one gets to work, behold! a multitude of points, each of which has to be settled with extreme care. This entr…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 219

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…wer of ocean bloomed above him! He had fallen headlong into the great deep. As the green and crimson gloom disparted somewhat before his eyes, he was aware of a Beetle that steadily and earnestly moved across the floor of that Sea unutterable. Elim he followed; ‘‘for I wit well,” thought the Adept, “that he goeth not back to the gruss sun of earth. And if the sun hath become a beetle, may the beetle transform into a bird.” Wherewith he came to land. Night shone by lamp of waning moon upon a misty land- scape. Two paths led him to two towers; an…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 141

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…he Nadi. My complexion {245} became strangely clear; my voice had lost the harsh timbre natural to it; my appearance had become calm; my eyes unusually bright; and I was constantly conscious of what is called the Nada, which is a sound the character of which varies considerably, but in my case most frequently resembled the twittering of nightingales. Pranayama produced, firstly, a peculiar kind of perspiration; secondly, an automatic rigidity of the muscles; and thirdly, the very curious phenomenon of causing the body, while still absolutely ri…

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