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1944 · PDF PAGE 18

The Book of Thoth

… be counterchanged. This attribution is very satisfactory. Yes, but it is something a great deal more than satisfactory; it is, to clear thought, the most convincing evidence possible that the Book of ‘he Law is a genuine message from the Se‐ cret Chiefs. For “The Star” is referred to Aquarius in the Zodiac, and “The Emperor’ to Aries. Now Aries and Aquarius are on each side of Pisces, just as Leo and Libra are on each side of Virgo; that is to say, the correction in the Book of the Law gives a perfect symmetry in the zodiacal attribution, just…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 12

777

…order to bring out the one great point. This: That when a Japanese thinks of Hachiman, and a Boer of the Lord of Hosts, they are not two thoughts, but one. The cause of human sectarianism is not lack of sympathy in thought, but in speech ; and this it is our not unambitious design to remedy. Every new sect aggravates the situation. Especially the Americans, grossly and crapulously ignorant as they are of the rudiments of any human language, seize like mongrel curs upon the putrid bones of their decaying monkey-jabber, and gnaw and tear them wit…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 28

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…and he had a touch of deformity without being actually a hunchback. The same traits appeared in his mental and moral character. I always thought of him admiringly as Richard III; but he was merely weak and feeble-minded. Agnes inherited her father's aristocratic haughtiness and a share of his good looks. She was too proud to marry and the repression preyed on her mind until she developed an id‚e fixe. For the last thirty years of her life she was constantly announcing her engagement and drawing up marriage contracts, which never came to anythin…

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1944 · PDF PAGE 31

The Book of Thoth

…to Four—Fire, Air, Water, Earth. (These do not mean the objects now understood by these words, as explained above.) Perhaps because they thought it necessary to introduce so sacred a number as Three into everything heavenly, or else because the observed constellations happened to be natu‐ rally divided into twelve groups, they divided the Zodiac into twelve signs, three to each Sea‐ son. The Influence of the Sun upon the Earth was observed to change as He passed through the Signs. So did quite simple things like the measure of time between Sunr…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 490

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…e cordial of man's heart, whose dour distress ....Heals only in immaculate silence According as he knows, and love, and wills. {771} Ay! Thought is grown a geyser-gush of flame Since those two hours this morning when you came, ....When, like a comet swirling to its sun, You strangled me in your Astarte's tress, And wove me into serpent silences. ....Upon your body's loom, Hilarion! My outward journey ended at San Diego. Near the city is Point Loma where lived Katherine Tingley, who with William Q. Judge seceded from the Theosophical Society whe…

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1944 · PDF PAGE 51

The Book of Thoth

…the same quality that enables him to withstand the blandishments of the ladies in the garden of Kundry. Klingsor, the evil magician, who thought to fulfil the conditions of life by self‐ mutilation, seeing his em‐ pire threatened, hurls the sacred lance (which he has stolen from the Mountain of Salvation) at Parsifal, but it remains suspended over the boy’s head. Parsifal seizes it; in other words, at‐ tains to puberty. (This transformation will be seen in the other symbolic fables, below.) In the third act, Parsifal’s innocence has matured int…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 9

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…t quite clear. They were not saved in the same sense as Christians had been, yet they were not damned. The millennium seems to have been thought of as a fulfilment of god's promise to Abraham; but apparently it had nothing to do with "eternal life". However, even this modified beatitude as not open to Gentiles who had rejected Christ. The child was consequently very much relieved by the reappearance of some of the inmates of the house whom he could not imagine as having been lost eternally. The lot of the saved, even on earth, was painted in th…

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1944 · PDF PAGE 55

The Book of Thoth

…ms of fire; to this astronomers agree. But this theory certainly implies an identification of air and fire, and it seems as if they were thought of as before Light, that is, the Sun; before creative energy, that is, the phallus; and this idea continually suggests itself, that there is here some doctrine contrary to our own most reasonable doctrine: one in which the original confusion of the elements, the Tohu‐Bohu, is to be put forward as the cause of order, instead of as a plastic mass on which order imposes it‐ self. No system truly Qabalisti…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 268

Collected Works (Vol. II)

… be misunderstood by thorough study of phylogeny. Crepitation of the bivalves is a concurrent phenomenon. Take away the number you first thought of, and we see that the exostoses of the melanotic pyemata by the river's brim are exostoses and nothing more. . 7 An unpleasant subject—a great comfort to ‘think of—vide Wilde, of. czt., and A Woman | of 20 Importance. Also Krafft-Ebing, Psycho- pathia Sexualis, xx.; The Family Doctor, Quain, Anatomy of Grey Maiter, cxlv. 24. 8 The 24th part of a (solar) day. ® From French con, and Ang. Sax. fican, to…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 232

Collected Works (Vol. II)

… potency from the abyss of matter. ‘Son,’ ‘cried the Accurséd One,“seven days of hate unmarred by passion milder, seven days without one thought of pity, these avail to call me forth.2. ‘Slay me my enemy!’ howled the wretch. But. Mara. trembled. ‘Enquire of Ganesha concerning him!’ faltered at last the fiend. ‘¢ Jehjaour awoke. IV. _6Ves!’ said Ganesha gloomily, ‘the young man has given me up altogether. He tells me I am as mortal as he is, and he doesn’t mean to worry about me any more.’ ‘Alas!’ sighed the deceitful Jeh- jaour, who cared no mo…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 269

Collected Works (Vol. II)

… middle? Test enthymeme ruin our exegesis ere it be fairly started. S. I will answer you without further -cir- curnlocution. The laws of Thought are reducible to three: that of identity, 4 is 4 ; that of contradiction, 4 is not mof-A ; and 1 This is the invariable invocation used. by the pious Hindu before any meditation or holy conference.

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1944 · PDF PAGE 23

The Book of Thoth

…l parts of himself, so that their interplay is false. If we presuppose many elements, their interplay is natural.” These ideas of Being, Thought and Bliss constitute the minimum possible qualities which a Point must possess if it is to have a real sensible experience of itself. These corre‐ spond to the numbers 9, 8 and 7. The first idea of reality, as known by the mind, is therefore to conceive of the Point as built up of these previous nine successive developments from Zero. Here then at last is the number Ten. In other words, to describe Rea…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 17

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…NIBALS Il Of measured pulses quickened with the blood Of that desire which pours its deadly flood Through soul and shaken body; scarce a thought, But sense through spirit most divinely wrought To perfect feeling ; only through the lips Electric ardour kindles, flashes, slips Through all the circle to her lips again, And thence, unwavering, flies to mine, to drain All pleasure in one draught. sigh ; No change of breast; love’s posture perfectly Once gained, we change no more. The fever grows Hotter or cooler, as the night wind blows Fresh gusts …

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1929 · PDF PAGE 269

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…matter. He admitted that he had been in the wrong and excused himself (on the ground of ill-health and nervousness) for his behaviour. I thought I knew him; he was simply a fool but incapable of malice or treachery. On the twenty-fifth he and Righi made a violent attack on me in the columns of a newspaper, but "out of their own mouths"! Their admission proved my case. In particular, they blamed the coolies, so I had to write {443} to the paper, "I would most especially call attention to the repeated complaints against the coolies as evidence of…

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1909 · PDF PAGE 13

777

… mobile, so long will the definitions of all our terms vary. 1 All symbolism is perhaps ultimately so; there is no necessary relation in thought between the idea of a mother, the sound of the child's cry ‘‘ Ma,” and the combination of lines ma. This, too, is the extreme case, since ‘‘ma”’ is the sound naturally just produced by opening the lips and breathing. Hindus would make a great fuss over this true connection; but it is very nearly the only one. All these beautiful schemes break down sooner or later, mostly sooner.

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1929 · PDF PAGE 57

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

…ure was the direct cause of my writing poetry. In the periods of suppression my brain had been completely clogged; I was as incapable of thought of any kind as if I had had the toothache. I have a genuine grudge against the system on this account. Whole months of my life, which might have been profitably spent in all sorts of work, were taken up by the morbid broodings of the unsatisfied appetite. Repression is as mentally unwholesome as constipation, and I am furious, to this hour, that some of the best years of my life, which should have been…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 205

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…this verse ‘‘ Chris- tian optimism ?"’ See Caird’s ‘‘ Hegel.”’ Hegel knew how to defend himself, though. As Goethe wrote of him: ‘* They thought the master too Inclined to fuss and finick. The students’ anger grew To frenzy Paganinic.* They vowed to make him rue His work in Jena’s clinic. They came, the unholy crew, The mystic and the cynic: He had scoffed at God's battue, The flood for mortal’s sin—Ic- thyosaurian Waterloo! They eyed the sage askew ; They searched him through and through With violet rays actinic. They asked him ‘ Wer bist du?’…

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1906 · PDF PAGE 235

Collected Works (Vol. II)

…lation to motor-cars, with ease and affability. But far was it from Indra’s pious mind to flirt with his distinguished guest! Rather, he thought of the hollow nature of the Safe, the change of money and of position; the sorrow of the too confiding bankers, and above all the absence of an Ego in the Brothers Crawford. ‘While he was thus musing, Bhavani got fairly mad at him. The Spretae Injuria Formae gnawed her vitals with pangs un- assuageable: so, shaking him quite roughly by the arm, she Put It To Him Straight. ‘O Madam !’ said Indra. ‘‘This…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 245

Collected Works (Vol. III)

… All that we are from mind results, ii. 44 All things are branded change, iii. 18 ‘* All things are good” exclaimed the boy, ili. 93 All thought of work is almost cast aside, ii. 66 Al Malik the magnificent, iii, 86 A lonely spirit seeks the midnight hour, i. 53 Although I cannot leave these bitter leas, iii. 65 Amata’s path is Earnestness, ii. 46 Amat janua limen! (Closes book.| Now, my friend, iil. 72 Amid earth’s motley, Gaia’s cap and bells, i. 250 Amid the drowsy dream, ii, 61 A miner laboured in a mine, ili. 90 I., I0., IIT. Among the lil…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 214

Confessions of Aleister Crowley

214 GEORGE. What old woman? FENELLA. Her son was a lunatic. They let him out cured, as they thought. His mother came up here with him to lay flowers on his father's grave; and he caught her legs and smashed her brains against the wall. GEORGE. Oh damn it! {358} FENELLA. You baby! So, ever since, she comes from time to time to try and pick her brains off the wall. I certainly used to hear the "rolling of the head", but when I put in a billiard table, the old gentleman preferred it to the corridor and confined his amusements to the gunroom. Even …

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