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1905 · PDF PAGE 183

Oracles

… the chill canal with manifold Lays of clear morning ; never grow afraid When he dips down beyond the far flat land, Know never more the day and night apart, Know not where frost has laid his iron hand, Save only that it fastens on my heart ; Save only that it grips with icy fire These veins no fire of hell could satiate ; Save only that it quenches this desire. Let me pass out beyond the city gate.’ We should like to give other examples, but we can only name some of those pieces that seem to us the most remarkable. Such are ‘ An Ill Dream,’ of…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 158

Collected Works (Vol. III)

152 ORPHEUS As the children of Fear In the Fear-God’s Power, And their names disappear As the fall of a flower! The universe-day (Whereof I am a second) Shall fall away And be no more reckoned; Shall fall into ruin. (Sad garden it grew in !) Unguessed at, unknown, Beyond them alone, Is a space that is grey As it caught them, and beckoned, And lost them—their way Is nor counted nor reckoned ! Inconceivable hollow, Eternity’s womb! Cataclysmal they follow, Tomb hidden in tomb. Keeled off and unspun, Time’s fashion is done In the ultimate Abysses …

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1913 · PDF PAGE 19

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IX)

…us throughout the world in his after-life. He was initiated at the age of 21 in the Lodge of Integrity, No. 189, Manchester, on the 25th day of October, 1854, and after an interval of three months was duly Passed and Raised. The year after saw him occupying the Senior Warden’s Chair of the Lodge of Fidelity, No. 623+, and in 1857 he was elected Master of this Lodge. He still retained his membership of his Mother Lodge and served as Secretary in 1856; other offices were offered, but he resigned in 1862. He entered Mark Masonry at Mottram in 1855…

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1913 · PDF PAGE 19

The Equinox (Volume I, Number X)

…us throughout the world in his after-life. He was initiated at the age of 21 in the Lodge of Integrity, No. 189, Manchester, on the 25th day of October, 1854, and after an interval of three months was duly Passed and Raised. The year after saw him occupying the Senior Warden’s Chair of the Lodge of Fidelity, No. 623+, and in 1857 he was elected Master of this Lodge. He still retained his membership of his Mother Lodge and served as Secretary in 1856; other offices were offered, but he resigned in 1862. He entered Mark Masonry at Mottram in 1855…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 295

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…minster Abbey. If it isn’t, it ought to be. “Now don’t worry. And above all things, don’t get a fit of repentance and take too little to-day and to- ' morrow. If you do, you'll have another relapse. I know it sounds as though I were contradicting myself. Make the most of it, I don’t care. I’m going to do it again in the following elegant manner. “T want you to get the whole subject of heroin out of your mind; and that is the reason why [ insist so strongly on your keeping a record of every time you take it. It’s a psychological paradox that the…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 198

The Equinox (Volume I, Number III)

…. 30 breaks, [Mantra evolved into “tartsano.”+ I was not in good form and suspect many breaks of long duration.] I keep Mantra going all day. 4.58 p.m. 5.9 p.m. Pranayama 11m. Perspiration. 5.14 p.m. 5.25pm. Pranayama 11 m. Wound up with a Grand = Prana- yama.t 5.28 p.m. 6.6 p.m. 38 m. 30 breaks. [Very tired towards end and difficult to get settled. To me it seems evident that the first ten breaks or so are rapid.] 6.10 p.m. 6.26 p.m. Pranayama 16 m. 8.15 p.m. 8.47 p.m. Ajna with 32m. 22 breaks, Mantra [Light coming a little, one very long brea…

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1910 · PDF PAGE 198

The Equinox (Volume I, Number IV)

…. 30 breaks, [Mantra evolved into “tartsano.”+ I was not in good form and suspect many breaks of long duration.] I keep Mantra going all day. 4.58 p.m. 5.9 p.m. Pranayama 11m. Perspiration. 5.14 p.m. 5.25pm. Pranayama 11 m. Wound up with a Grand = Prana- yama.t 5.28 p.m. 6.6 p.m. 38 m. 30 breaks. [Very tired towards end and difficult to get settled. To me it seems evident that the first ten breaks or so are rapid.] 6.10 p.m. 6.26 p.m. Pranayama 16 m. 8.15 p.m. 8.47 p.m. Ajna with 32m. 22 breaks, Mantra [Light coming a little, one very long brea…

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1930 · PDF PAGE 39

Magick in Theory and Practice (Section 2)

…als for the main structure of his System. It requires years of work to erect a worthy building. Such a building is never finished; every day spent on it adds new ornaments. The Qabalah is therefore a living Temple of the Holy Ghost. It is the man himseif and his universe expressed in terms of thought whose 1. Both these subjects may be studied in the Equinox in several articles appearing in several numbers. 2. It is easy to teach the General Princi.ples of exegesis, and the main doctrines. There is a vast body of knowledge common to ail cases; …

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1954 · PDF PAGE 18

Magick Without Tears

…see Letter A for this dialogue. Furthermore, he insisted that each student perform certain exercises and prayers at set times during the day, primarily that the whole pattern of life be thus dedicated to the Great Work. He coined a phrase "background-concentration" for this procedure . It implied that by so doing, a tendency would be initiated toward concentration which would stand the student in good stead when, or as, he approached the problem of teaching the mind to center itself. Letter A gives much of this approach, but the concept is scat…

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1996 · PDF PAGE 112

The Law is for All

… force another, King against King! Love one another with burning hearts; on the low men trample in the fierce lust of your pride, in the day of your wrath. Commentary: The Christians to the Lions! A hermit is one who dwells isolated in the desert, exactly as a soul, a star, or an electron in the wilderness of space-time. The 11:6 11:24

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1996 · PDF PAGE 51

The Law is for All

…storian.] 3 [Leonhard Euler (1707-1783), Swiss geometer.] 4 [Charles Howard Hinton (1853-1907) was a popular science writer in Crowley’s day; see Speculations on the Fourth Dimension: Selected Writings, ed. Rudolf Rucker (New York: Dover, 1980).] Why can’t they let one alone? I agree to agree; I only stipulate to be allowed to be inconsistent. I will confess their creed, so long as I may play the part of Peter until the cock crow thrice. They urge more strenuously still the claims of homosexuality to heal the hurts and horrors of humanity, almo…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 298

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…ing sanctity. If ever a man was at peace with himself and the world, it was Mr. Jabez Platt on the occasion of our first meeting. But to-day, he was a very different individual indeed. He seemed to have shrunk. His black clothes had fitted him like the skin of a well-conditioned porpoise. Now they hung loosely like a toad’s. He resembled that animal in several other respects. The virtue had somehow gone out of him. There was a hungry, hunted look in his eyes. Of course, I could see instantly what was the matter with him; he had been taking hero…

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1929 · PDF PAGE 3

Moonchild

…inus. Euston, St. Pancras, and King's Cross merely convey one to the provinces, even, perhaps, to savage Scotland, as nude and barren to-day as in the time of Dr. Johnson; Victoria and Paddington seem to serve the vices of Brighton and Bournemouth in winter, Maidenhead and Henley in summer. Liverpool Street and Fenchurch Street are mere suburban sewers; Waterloo is the funereal antechamber to Woking; Great Central is a "notion" imported, name and all, from Broadway, by an enterprising kind of railway Barnum,

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1907 · PDF PAGE 61

Konx Om Pax

…; we do not read of a Jonathan Memorial Ward in the Jerusalem Lock Hospital; no word has come down to us through the ages of a Honeycomb Day, in view of the fact that the primrose is not indigenous to Palestine. [Laughter and altars. Jonathan was dead, and David probably let the dead bury him. Come Thou, and follow Mel adds Christ to a similar exhortation, and while we pass with a pitying smile over the antithesis, or allow that it is but a talking down to the level of his bearer, we must adorineg recognize the One-pointedness of the command. L…

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1922 · PDF PAGE 254

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…ite well now, and took me out and taught me to shoot pheasants this morning. It was terribly exciting. I actually got one, my very first day. I got a man and wife and their daughter to come in and do for us, so we're really very comfortable, in a countrified way. I couldn’t have any one while Peter was raving. The waiter from the inn is a Swiss. He kept his mouth shut ; and I saw to it that he had no reason to regret the policy. What I can’t remember is how Peter began to get better: mentally, I mean. I ought to have kept this diary properly, I…

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1954 · PDF PAGE 223

Magick Without Tears

…sciousness were in some way contagious. The people around you just can't see anybody. At one time, in Sicily, this happened nearly every day. Our party, strolling down to our bathing bay-the loveliest spot of its kind that I have ever seen-over a hillside where there wasn't cover for a rabbit, would lose sight of me, look, and fail to find me, though I was walking in their midst. At first, astonishment, bewilderment; at last, so normal had it become: "He's invisible again." One incident I remember very vividly indeed; an old friend and I were s…

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1907 · PDF PAGE 44

Collected Works (Vol. III)

… her. SiR PERcY. Buy yourself a pretty hat ! Forget my pretty speeches | [Pings his purse down. CARRUTHERS. O Lord Christ ! In one short day—he was a gentleman ! Sir Percival! Would God I were dead too ! If he had lived—thank God he died! Sir Percy, Lend me your pistol ; here’s a heart to hit ! [Sir Percy descends, after taking fare- well of ANGELA, and appears agatn on horseback among his men. SiR PERCY. Arnold and Ritson, tend the wounded man ! To breakfast, gentlemen ! [Looks up. Farewell ! ANGELA (waves her handkerchief and throws a kiss), …

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1919 · PDF PAGE 382

The Equinox (Volume III, Number I)

…eart, be warned in time: re- main content with the “Eye Doctrine” of the Law. Hope still. For if the “Secret Path” is unattainable this “day,” it is within thy reach “To-morrow.” Learn that no efforts, not the smallest—whether in right or wrong direction—can vanish from the world of causes. E’en wasted smoke re- mains not traceless. “A harsh word uttered in past lives is not destroyed, but ever comes again.” The pepper plant will not give birth to roses, nor the sweet jessamine’s silver star to thorn or thistle turn. Behold what is written for …

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1922 · PDF PAGE 201

Diary of a Drug Fiend

… There was always something feline about him. He reminded me of a beautiful, terrible tiger winding his way through thick jungle. But to-day, he stopped short with dour decision. It was as if he had fired a shot, and was waiting to see

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1922 · PDF PAGE 336

Diary of a Drug Fiend

…ing through the mill. But it takes us a very short time to realise that there is not enough heroin in the world to tide us over a single day in such a ghastly place, so we quit.” Here was another of Basil’s paradoxes in full working order. But they came quite differently from the lips of a steady-going serious-minded person of this kind. The personality of the Big Lion is his greatest asset in one way, but in another it handicaps him frightfully. His cynical manner, his habitual irony, the sensation he produces that he is making fun of one; all…

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