10 
MAGICK WITHOUT TEARS 
Letter D 
June 8, 1943 
Cara Soror, 
Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. 
Thanks for your letter. I couldn't find the O.T.O. 
typescript-and 
then it struck me that it would be useful to 
await your reactions. If I were expecting some presumably 
important papers by post , I should get anxious after 24 hours 
delay (at most) and start enquiries. Anyhow, I can't find 
them for the moment; but Mr. Bryant said he would lend you 
his Blue Equinox; pages 195-270 give what you require. 
But the real point of your affiliating is that it saves me 
from constantly being on my guard lest I should mention 
something which I am sworn not to reveal. As in every 
serious society, members are pledged not to disclose what 
they may have learnt, whom they have met; it is so, even in 
Co-Masonry: isn't it: but one may mention the names of 
members who have died. (See Liber LII, par. 2.) Be happy 
then: the late X . .. y ... was one of us. I hope that he and 
Rudolph Steiner will (between them) satisfy your doubts. 
The A :. A :. is totally different. One Star in Sight tells you 
everything that you need to know. (Perhaps some of these 
regulations are hard to grasp: personally, I can never 
understand all this By-Law stuff. So you must ask me what, 
and why, and so on.) 
There is really only one point for your judgment. "By 
their fruits ye shall know them." You have read Liber LXV 
and Liber VII; that shows you what states you can attain by 
this curriculum. Now read A Master of the Temple (Blue 
Equinox, pp. 127-170) for an account of the early stages of 
training, and their results. (Of course, your path might not 
coincide with, or even resemble, his path.) 
But do get it into your head that "if the blind lead the 
blind, they shall both fall into the ditch." If you had seen 
one percent of the mischief that I have seen, you would 
freeze to the marrow of your bones at the mere idea of seeing