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Moonchild
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to join these separate objects in a common detestation.
This shewed itself in a quite insane jealousy of their perfectly natural and
necessary intimacy. Sometimes, as they sat sunning themselves upon the wall
of one of the terraces she would come flaming down the garden with some
foolish tale, and Brother Onofrio at least could not wholly hide his
annoyance. He was naturally anxious to make all he could out of the presence
of the more advanced adept; and his inborn ecclesiastical contempt for
women showed through the tissue of his good manners. Cyril's most
admirable patience tried her even more sorely. "Are you my lover or my
grandfather?" she screamed at him one night, when he had been more than
usually tactful.
Had the matter rested there, it had been ill enough with her. But the mind
of man is a strange instrument. "Satan finds some mischief still for idle hands
to do" is a rattling good piece of psychology. Iliel had nothing to occupy her
mind, because she had never trained herself to concentrate the current of her
thoughts on one thing, and off all others. A passion for crochet-work has
saved many a woman from the streets or the river. And as on marshes [254]
methane forms, and Will o' th' Wisp lures peasants to their oozy doom, so in
the idle mind monsters are bred. She began to suffer from a real insanity of
the type of persecution-mania. She began to imagine that Cyril and Brother
Onofrio were engaged in some mysterious plot against her. It was lucky that
every one in the house possessed medical knowledge and training, with
specialization in psychology, so that they knew precisely how to treat her.
Yet in the long run that very knowledge became a danger. The
extraordinary powers of mind — in certain limited directions — which
insanity often temporarily confers, enabled her to see that she was regarded
as in a critical mental state. She accepted the situation as a battle, instead of
co-operating in frank friendship, and began to manoeuvre to outwit her
guardians. Those who have any experience of madness, or its congeners,
drug-neuroses, know how infernally easy was her task. Many's the woman
who, with her pocket handkerchief to her face, and the tears pouring from her
eyes, has confessed all to the specialist, and begged him to break her of the
whisky habit, the while she absorbed a pint or so of the said whisky under
cover of the said pocket handkerchief.
Iliel simply noted the states of mind which they thought favourable, and
simulated them. Peaceful absorption in nature, particularly in the moon when
she was shining, pleased them; and she cultivated these states, knowing that
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