THE VISION AND THE VOICE
And tears drop from his eyes, and there is a mournful
voice: So it hath been ever: so must it ever be! Though thou
hast the strength of five bulls, thou shalt not avail in this.
And I said to him: Who shall avail? And he answered
me: I know not. But the dagger of penance thou shalt temper
seven times, afflicting the seven courses of thy soul. And thou
shalt sharpen its edge seven times by the seven ordeals.
(One keeps on looking round to try to find something
else because of the terror of it. But nothing changes at all.
Nothing but the empty throne, and the eyes, and the avenue
of pillars!)
And I said to him: O thou that art the first countenance
before time; thou of whom it is written that ‘‘ He, God, is
one; He is the eternal one, without equal, son or companion.
Nothing shall stand before His face”; all we have heard of
thine infinite glory and holiness, of thy beauty and majesty,
and behold! there is nothing but this abomination of
desolation.
He speaks; I cannot hear a word; something about the
Book of the Law. The answer is written in the Book of the
Law, or something of that sort.
This is a long speech; all that I can hear is: From me
pour down the fires of life and increase continually upon the
earth. From me flow down the rivers of water and oil and
wine. From me cometh forth the wind that beareth the seed
of trees and flowers and fruits and all herbs upon its bosom.
From me cometh forth the earth in her unspeakable variety.
Yea! all cometh from me, naught cometh to me. Therefore
am I lonely and horrible upon this unprofitable throne. Only
those who accept nothing from me can bring anything to me.
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