THE VISION AND THE VOICE
golden, with a living, vivid gold. And in each hand he hath
a snake; in the right hand a red, in the left hand a blue.
And he hath red sandals, but no other garment.
And he sayeth: Is not life a long initiation unto sorrow?
And is not Isis the Lady of Sorrow? And she is my mother.
Nature is her name, and she hath a twin sister Nephthys, whose
name is Perfection. And Isis must be known of all, but of
how few is Nephthys known! Because she is dark, therefore
is she feared.
But thou who hast adored her without fear, who hast
made thy life an initiation into her Mystery, thou that hast
neither mother nor father, nor sister nor brother, nor wife
nor child, who hast made thyself lonely as the hermit crab
that is in the waters of the Great Sea, behold! when the
sistrons are shaken, and the trumpets blare forth the glory of
Isis, at the end thereof there is silence, and thou shalt com-
mune with Nephthys.
And having known these, there are the wings of Maut the
Vulture. Thou mayest draw to an head the bow of thy magical
will; thou mayest loose the shaft and pierce her to the heart.
Iam Eros. Take then the bow and the quiver from my
shoulders and slay me; for unless thou slay me, thou shalt not
unveil the Mystery of the Aethyr.
Therefore I did as he commanded; in the quiver were two
arrows, one white, one black. I cannot force myself to fit an
arrow to the bow.
And there came a voice: It must needs be.
And I said: No man can do this thing.
And the voice answered, as it were an echo: emo hoc
Sacere potest.
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