THE HASHEESH EATER
unloosed, I might run for my life, and hope to distance him
in my own recovered territory.
This end I sought to accomplish by diminishing the doses
of the drug. The highest I had ever reached was a drachm,
and this was seldom necessary except in the most unimpres-
sible states of the brain, since, according to the law of the
hasheesh operation which I have stated to hold good in my
experience, a much less bolus was ordinarily sufficient to pro-
duce full effect at this time than when I commenced the
indulgence. I now reduced my daily ration to ten or fifteen
grains.
The immediate result of even this modified resumption of
the habit was a reinstatement into the glories of the former
life. I came out of my clouds; tite outer world was reinvested
with some claim to interest, and the lethal torpor of my mind
was replaced by an airy activity. I flattered myself that there
was now some hope of escape by grades of renunciation, and
felt assured, moreover, that since I now seldom experienced
anything approaching hallucination, I might pass through
this gradual course without suffering on the way.
As lemon-juice had been sometimes an effectual cure for
the sufferings of excess, I now discovered thata use of tobacco,
to an extent which at other times would be immoderate, was
a preventive of the horrors of abandonment.
As, some distance back, I have referred to my own experi-
ence upon the subject, asserting my ability at times to feel
sights, see sounds, &c., I will not attempt to illustrate the
present discussion bya narrative of additional portions of my
own case. It might be replied to me, “Ah! yes, all very
likely; but probably you are an exception to the general rule ;
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