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classes. They could not help out. He had struggled along by getting odd articles into various papers. 
He and Betty lived in one filthy room in Fitzroy Street, a foul, frowsty, verminous den, stinking of 
the miasma of that great class who scrape through the years by dint of furtive cunning in dubious 
avocations. They were living from hand to mouth, with disaster eternally looming ahead, and the 
whisper of hope more faint and feeble as each effort ended in failure. 
Again, I thought I saw the design of the gods. This was the man I had needed for the last ten years, 
a man with every gift that a Magus might need, and already prepared for initiation by practically 
complete knowledge, not only of the elements but of the essence of Magick. 
I wasted no time. I urged him to join me and work with me until his initiation was complete. My 
proposal not only fulfilled the holiest hope of his soul, but solved his material problem. In the abbey 
he would be able to make himself a career as a writer as he could not hope to do in the loathsome 
surroundings of slum life in London. His health, too, demanded urgently a complete change. He had 
already been ill at frequent intervals. During October the foulness of Fitzroy Street fastened its 
foetid fangs on his throat. Both he and Betty escaped death by a hairbreadth. It decided him to 
accept my offer which I had renewed in a long letter written from Rome. I was equally anxious to 
rescue him for the verminous vagabonds, squalid and obscene, who constituted the court of Queen 
Betty. He had taken me to the Harlequin one night. In a corner was his wife, three parts drunk, on 
the knees of a dirty-faced loafer, pawed by a swarm of lewd hogs, breathless with lust. She gave 
herself greedily to their gross and bestial fingerings and was singing in an exquisite voice, which 
might have put her among brinces, an interminable smutty song, with a ribald chorus in which they 
all joined, hoarse and harsh from drink and disease. The beauty and charm of the girl, the pure 
music of her notes, emphasized the contrast with the incarnated filth that swarmed over her. I 
expected an explosion. In Raoul's place, I should have fallen like a thunderbolt on the swine and 
driven them into the street, taken my wife straight home, washed her and thrashed her, and told 
her that if it happened again I was through. But he, poor innocent lad, took it all as a matter of 
course. 
I am not a prude, as I hope this book may prove. But passion is one thing and dirt another. In my 
letter from Rome, I wrote the naked truth --- that an Oxford man should look after his wife and that 
if he mixed with such creatures infection was inevitable. I think my straight speaking opened his 
eyes. He collected the necessary cash and came to the abbey. Betty had done her best to hold him 
in London. Her only idea of life was this wallowing in the hog trough nuzzled by the snouts of the 
swine of Soho. 
The success of Betty Dartnell in her spiritual work increased her enthusiasm 
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at first, and I was still so young in experience that it surprised me one day, when she came into my 
room full of rubbishy rigmarole purporting to come from some angel. "Have you learnt nothing in all 
this time?" said I. It was all no good. The verbose pomposity and extravagant promises of the false 
meant more to her than the calm wisdom of the true. Having fallen on one plane the others were 
sympathetically affected. Next day she was hopelessly drunk, broke her evening appointment to 
work with me and went to the Harlequin. She brought home half a dozen drunken wastrels and their 
female friends with a supply of whisky. They drank themselves into a stupor and slept all over the 
house like so many swine. The debauch produced the usual reaction. Betty Dartnell repented and 
promised never to do it again. But she would not do the one thing that would have saved her, cut 
that crowd once and for all. She found excuses for them. She persuaded herself that it was her duty 
to rescue them, which, of course, only meant that subconsciously she craved the oblivion of the 
mire. 
Needless to say, I did not repeat the warning. I concentrated on my work, ready to welcome her 
back to comradeship whenever she chose. But she began to see me as a skeleton at the banquet. I 
was an avatar of her conscience. She accordingly did what people who are determined to follow the 
primrose path always do with conscience. She avoided me when she could and insulted me when she