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I wrote this in Hebrew: Teth + Ayin + Shin + 93, which might be pronounced Thighs. Teth is the 
letter of Leo, the House of the Sun, and therefore a hieroglyph of Light. Ayin means an eye. Shin is 
the letter of fire or flame; while 93 signifies Thelema --- Will. Further 542 is a number which I had 
long sought to interpret as being the arithmetical mean between 418 (the Magical Formula of the 
New Aeon) and 666, my own cipher. I had never succeeded in finding a word to express this idea of 
the unification of my own nature with that of my dynamic structure. It must surely strike the most 
sceptical mind as remarkable that an untrained woman, wholly ignorant of Cabbalistic formulae, 
should obtain words, letters and numbers, so accurately interwoven, so complete an hieroglyph of 
an idea which defied my skill to analyse. As is my custom I sought in the Holy Books and in the Yi 
King for an interpretation of the word in terms of the events of the ensuing six months. I will 
mention one or two signal examples of the trustworthiness of such divination. 
1. The hexagram which defined the scope of the work of the Order was "Kieh" meaning 
"Regulations". In the first three months I am described as unable to organize the affairs of the 
Order. But in the last three, a sudden change takes place. A way is found of establishing the proper 
system. 
Now, until the winter solstice the chaos grew more confused than ever. A few days later a man 
suddenly came forward precisely fitted to undertake the organization required. I say suddenly, for 
he had steadfastly resisted the Secret Chiefs for years. His soul was torn by an earthquake and he 
broke with his past ruthlessly, devoting himself wholly to the Great Work from that hour 
henceforth. 
The work of the abbey was described by the 51st hexagram "Kan". The first month indicates anxiety 
mingled with cheerful intercourse with friends. Till the last week in October I was worried indeed, 
but meeting many pleasant people and enjoying agreeable conversation with them. 
Line two indicates peril which makes one abandon one's immediate business and go to an exalted 
place. The affairs which he dropped will be taken up again without effort on his part. This describes 
my last month in England, which brought about a new crisis in my affairs. I dropped them and went 
to the high house of Cefalu. After a time the abandoned business was resumed. 
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Line three. To Christmas. Startling events occur. This corresponds to the attacks on the abbey in the 
Sunday papers and John Bull. 
Line four. The abbey is supinely sinking in the mud. We were unable to do anything to improve our 
position and our activity was hampered by illness. 
Line five. All ways in peril and assailed by startling events; there is a coming and going, which hints 
at the gathering storm of persecution, the constant assaults of ill-health, and the irregularity of the 
work, or perhaps even the death of Raoul Loveday is implied by the word going. 
Line six. Startling events continue causing breathless dismay and anxious watchfulness. In this one 
might read the renewal of the newspaper attacks on the abbey and the discouragement and worry 
produced by events. 
My own fortune was described by the 9th hexagram "Hsiao Khu". 
The first line. "Returning and pursuing his own course." Fulfilled by my lectures and new disciples in 
London. 
Two. "Returning", i.e. to Cefalu. 
Three. Various symbols of a check to progress and sudden opposition. As happened on publication of 
The Drug Fiend.