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and deed, her single-heartedness, her eager and ecstatic aspiration: these had made sweet those 
struggles against the stupid, selfish sectaries with their petty pique, their treacherous trickeries, 
their slanders and squabbles. 
Ah me! the Gods were at their grim game; they had another dagger ready to slip between my ribs. 
Fidelis was now a married woman. She was still playing at Magick, as another might play at bridge. 
But her true life was dresses, dinners and dances; and her thought were taken up by her husband 
and her lover. (In hot countries, white men being relaxed by the climate, European women, over-
stimulated for the same reason, almost inevitably practise polyandry.) 
And she had won the first prize at a fancy dress ball by appearing in her adept's robes and regalia! 
No hope here, then! Nay, nor elsewhere! I saw clearly enough that the Gods meant me to work out 
my own puzzles without human help. I must stand alone. Well and good, so be it! I had the sense to 
accept the Ordeal as a compliment. The umbilical cord was cut: I was an independent being, with 
his own way to make in the world. 
On the boat from Yokohama to Shanghai were two American spinsters of the faded variety, with 
parchment skin due to dryness of climate and devotion to virtue and cocktails. Hearing that I was 
interested in literature, hope revived. They told me their favorite poet was Rossetti. I was tactless 
enough to ask which of his poems they had read and preferred, but it did not runt to that. It was 
sufficiently daring to have heard of Rossetti. Only absolute shamelessness would read him. 
Somewhat abashed, they informed me that a colleague was travelling on this boat, no less than 
Thomas Hardy. Naturally I jumped and begged an introduction. 
Thomas Hardy was a tall, dignified, venerable figure, with a patriarchal beard and manner equally 
courteous and authoritative. I had not known he was a clergyman --- as his costume assured me. 
After a little conversation, I began to surmise dimly that there was something wrong, and might 
have said something tactless if he had not volunteered an account of his literary career and been 
quite unaware of the existence of the Mayor of Casterbridge. He was the "great" Thomas Hardy, the 
only and original bird, the chaplain to the forces at Hong Kong and author of How to be happy 
though married. I don't know how I kept my face straight. 
As a matter of fact, he was perfectly human and even contributed a quite valuable item of 
information as to the psychology of publishers. He had aproached one of these ineffable imbeciles1 
with his book and been told that while the text was all that could be desired, it was quite 
impossible to publish a book with that title. The reverend gentleman had the good sense to reply, 
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1. "Present Company Always Excepted". (WE ARE NOT SO SURE).  
"You blasted jackass --- God damn your soul to Hell! (or words to that effect). Do anything you like 
with the book, but leave the title alone!" He cowed them and they complied, with the result that 
the book sold by hundreds of thousands. 
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I sailed for Ceylon, chiefly because I had said I would go, certainly not in the hope of assistance 
from Allan. Perhaps because I had found my feet, he was, as will appear, allowed to guide them, in 
what seemed at first sight a new Path. I had got to learn that all roads lead to Rome. It is proper, 
more, it is prudent, more yet, it is educative, for the aspirant to pursue all possible Ways to 
Wisdom. Thus he broadens the base of his Pyramid, thus he diminishes the probability of missing the 
method which happens to suit him best, thus he insures against the obsession that the goat-track of 
his own success in the One Highway for all men, and thus he discounts the disappointment of