The Equinox (Volume I, Number VII)

May 14. 26 15. 16 17. THE EQUINOX A sleepy. Am by no means recovered from the fatigues of this journey. A mediocre and unwilling. . (Arrived New York) A . '. better but sleepy. I must really buck up, A better, but “ business ” is a nuisance, and prevents the mind concentrating. 18. A The usual thing. I forget about it till late, 19 20. 21. 22. 23. 24. 25. or at least put it off. A man cannot serve two masters. I began A ; then deliberately stopped, as it was a farce. I appoint Sunday from waking to sleeping as a day of fast and penance. Unable, or unwilling, to sleep, recommenced A . '. Elaborate and really not bad. . Α most oppressive day—96°-—heat-exhaustion, nearly prostration. A gabbled. My throat naked, and I was just out of a sodden sleep. A a shade better; am still pretty ill. A very tired, very determined, not altogether bad subjectively, but no voice or vision. A at first disturbed—with resolution, better vision somewhat, but confused and distorted. (Imagination had been excited by reading Ludlow’s “ Hasheesh—Eater.”) A in afternoon tired and sleepy. A . '. not so bad, though most {rightfully tired, A poor in vision. There has been no good work for a long While. Why?