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The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII)
The Equinox (Volume I, Number VIII) (1912), PDF p. 97
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HIS SECRET SIN
stoutly and even a little sternly rebuked him with the original
remark: " To the pure all things are pure.“
It was knowing
when to be bold that had made Theodore the fine business
man he was.
And very bold it was, for conscience makes cowards of
us all.
The secret shame of his orgies
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Every week—night—
once even on a Sunday l—after everyone had gone to bed, he
opened the little safe in the wall at the head of his bed, and
drew forth the obscene picture from its envelope marked “ In
case of my death or disability THIS PACKET
is to be
DESTROYED UNOPENED.
T.
Bugg. ”
Then he
would sit, and hold it in his hot hands, and gloat upon the
evil thing, lifting it now and again to his mouth to cover it
with greedy, slobbering kisses
And afterwards, when it was-
safely
locked
up again, he would undress with a certain
unction.
Once even he attempted—with the aid of a bath
towelwto take the pose before the mirror.
And he saw
nothing ridiculous in that, just as he saw nothing beautiful in
the photograph,
Nakedness is lust: so ran his simple gospel
of aesthetics.
Shame quickened him, too, to measures of expiation or
precaution
He read family prayers twice a day instead of
once, and
he took the chair at the Annual Meeting of a
Society for Sending Out Trousers to Converted Hindoos.
As everybody in the Midlands knows, “ Hindoos" are
Naked Savages.
And he discharged a groom for whistling on Sunday.
But if these expedients salved his conscience, they did
nothing to quell Gertrude’s incipient tendency to independence
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