THE TEMPLE OF SOLOMON THE KING
A
rather poor; yet a certain clarity of
vision ofa white one like him of the 25th.
April 28. A
poor; bodily health imperfect still, yet great
ח
;:
29,
clarity of vision in the matter of the four quarters.
Α.'.
The same thing happens every time: the me-
chanical part is kept easily, but I {all instantly
into a dull reverie or even slumber.
This has
nothing
pleasant
or
alluring;
is
curiously
impersonal and bewildering.
30. A
exactly the same as yesterday.
Will repeat.
(It has struck me—in connection with reading
B1ake~that Aiwass, etc., “Force and Fire" is the
very thing I lack.
My“ conscience " is really an
obstacle and a delusion, being a survival of
heredity and education.
Certainly to rely on it as an abiding principle
in itself is wrong,
The one really important
thing is the fundamental hypothesis: I am the
Chosen One.
All methods will do, ifI only
invoke qfteu and stick to it)
A
repeated.
Very good and lucid.
(It will be noticed that Fra. P., during this
period, seems to have been constantly struggling
with his “conscience.”
He
had
completely
destroyed his intellect; now he was up against
the last bulwark of the Ego, the moral self, the
tendencies.
Notice that in speaking of destruc-
tion of the intellect, nothing more is meant
than recognition of the vanity of the intellect in
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